Gold
Escaping
It had been exactly a week since I said yes. And I was definatly regretting it. Jason was not the guy I loved. The first night, he forced me into bed with him and when I said no, he slapped me. Third night, he ... raped me.... Forth-Seventh he did it over and over again. It had been awhile so I shot Perrie a text.
Me: Heya Perrie!
Perrie: Hi Kirsten!!
Me: Can I ask you a favor?
Perrie: Sure!
Me: Get me outta here?
Perrie: Why? I thought Jason was 'the one'...
Me: I'll tell you later just please, Perrie, please.
Perrie: Okay.
Perrie picked me up in record timing. Just as Jason got home. I was packed. I was ready. "Where the hell do you think your going?" Jason asked. "Far away from you!" I screamed. I threw the ring down on the ground. I knew I couldn't stay with Perrie forever but I'll get a hotel room. "C'mon, hun." Perrie said. "Thank you, so much, Perrie." I said. "I hope you don't mind but me and the girls wanna hang out with the guys tomorrow. Is that okay?" She asked. "Why wouldn't it be?" I'd be alone but it's all cool. We stopped at MacDonalds and got some food. I couldn't believe how I am acting. Like everything is fine when all these dark thoughts are in my head. We got to their awesome house. Perrie lead me to a room and told me it was mine. I went in there. I walked around and unpacked. Hey, might as well. I got to the bottom. The thing I wanted the most. The knife. Sure, Perrie and them say their my friends but they're not. Brooke, Kaylin, and Jenessa are mad at me for taking Jason back. Jason raped me 5 times. I put the knife to my throat. I was just about to cut when I heard he creak in the door. "Niall?" I asked. "Oh my god. What were you just about to do?" Niall asked. Dammit. He saw it. "Oh, you saw?" OF COURSE HE SAW!!!! "Look, I don't know you. But please, don't ever do that again, for me?" He said. "Why?! So you can break me like the rest?" I screamed. "I don't know you, but I'd never break you." "Kirsten." I said. I shot my hand out and he shook it. What a grip he has! "Niall." He said. "Pssssh, I know that!" I said. I had been a Directioner since like, the X-Factor days. "Oh, okay. Well, Kirsten?" "Yeah?" I asked. What? I'm confused. "Promise me something?" "What?" Now I was skeptical. "Don't ever do that again." He said. "Fine." I don't know what it was about him but there was an instant connection. I really like him, I always have been a Niall's girl, but with what happened wth Jason, I don't think I can trust any man again.
Me: Heya Perrie!
Perrie: Hi Kirsten!!
Me: Can I ask you a favor?
Perrie: Sure!
Me: Get me outta here?
Perrie: Why? I thought Jason was 'the one'...
Me: I'll tell you later just please, Perrie, please.
Perrie: Okay.
Perrie picked me up in record timing. Just as Jason got home. I was packed. I was ready. "Where the hell do you think your going?" Jason asked. "Far away from you!" I screamed. I threw the ring down on the ground. I knew I couldn't stay with Perrie forever but I'll get a hotel room. "C'mon, hun." Perrie said. "Thank you, so much, Perrie." I said. "I hope you don't mind but me and the girls wanna hang out with the guys tomorrow. Is that okay?" She asked. "Why wouldn't it be?" I'd be alone but it's all cool. We stopped at MacDonalds and got some food. I couldn't believe how I am acting. Like everything is fine when all these dark thoughts are in my head. We got to their awesome house. Perrie lead me to a room and told me it was mine. I went in there. I walked around and unpacked. Hey, might as well. I got to the bottom. The thing I wanted the most. The knife. Sure, Perrie and them say their my friends but they're not. Brooke, Kaylin, and Jenessa are mad at me for taking Jason back. Jason raped me 5 times. I put the knife to my throat. I was just about to cut when I heard he creak in the door. "Niall?" I asked. "Oh my god. What were you just about to do?" Niall asked. Dammit. He saw it. "Oh, you saw?" OF COURSE HE SAW!!!! "Look, I don't know you. But please, don't ever do that again, for me?" He said. "Why?! So you can break me like the rest?" I screamed. "I don't know you, but I'd never break you." "Kirsten." I said. I shot my hand out and he shook it. What a grip he has! "Niall." He said. "Pssssh, I know that!" I said. I had been a Directioner since like, the X-Factor days. "Oh, okay. Well, Kirsten?" "Yeah?" I asked. What? I'm confused. "Promise me something?" "What?" Now I was skeptical. "Don't ever do that again." He said. "Fine." I don't know what it was about him but there was an instant connection. I really like him, I always have been a Niall's girl, but with what happened wth Jason, I don't think I can trust any man again.
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