I sit there shocked for a moment. I freeze and I feel Niall's hand tense around my own. I swallow hard and try to speak.

"What did you say?" I say quietly. I tried to say it louder but it came out as a mere whisper.

"I still love you Lily. I want you back." He says with a smile. He looks into my eyes. His beautiful hazel eyes glistened and it made my heart melt. They were a pale gray color that made me melt.

"Daymon, what we had was- When we broke up- I have moved on." I stammer. He looks away with hurt in his eyes.

"Lily, I respected you. I never did anything to hurt you. For God's sake I converted religions when we were together." I says as a tear leaks out.

"I know, and it was great while it lasted but, I just can't." I say as a tear threatens to flow over. "I love someone else now. Maybe we should just stay friends. Keep our parting on good terms."

"But, Jade, I have always loved you. I asked you to marry me and you agreed. What happened to us?" He says as he tries to persuade me.

"Daymon, I loved you more than anything but we had our time in the past. I'm with Niall now." I say as a tear streams down my right cheek. "We both agreed to call of the engagement when you met Tori."

"I don't want Tori. She isn't what I need. You are." He says as he begins sobbing. Niall lays on a hand on my waist. "Please Lily. Why would you start a new book before finishing one that you loved more than anything?"

"I finished our book and it ended with us leaving happily. I started a new book with Niall and I ask you not to interfere. I did the same with you and Tori." I explain. He simply bows his head and cries for a second.

"I think it's time for you to go." Niall says quietly. Daymon looks up at me and pecks my lips quickly before Niall nearly jumped over me. He grabbed Daymon by the shirt and lifted him slightly. Daymon was the same height as Niall. "Don't ever touch my girl again." Niall says in between gritted teeth.

"She was my girl years before yours. Just remember every time you kiss her, you're kissing the mouth I marked. The lips that agreed to marry me." Daymon replies coldly. Niall pulls back to hit him.

"Stop it!" I yell. Niall freezes in that position but he never took his eyes of Daymon. "Niall, I love you and that's what matters. Daymon and I hre a thing of the past."

I watch as Niall lowers his arm and let's go of Daymon. I walk over to him and escort him out of the house. I shut the door behind him without any words spoken.

"I love you so mu-"

"Save it." I reply rudely as I walk past Niall and back upstairs. I can hear him following me. "Do you always have to be so violent?!"

"I'm sorry baby, I just can't imagine you with someone else. You have to understand." He says as I storm into my room. I lock the door and jump on my bed. I hear him try to come in. "Lily, let me in."

"I would but so far this morning you have been doing pretty well at making me uncomfortable in situations. Maybe we should just talk through the door." I say sarcastically.

"Let me in!" He says with anger in his voice. He bangs his hand on my door.

"Not with that attitude." I say casually as I scroll through my phone. I hum as I check Twitter. I smile at all the nice tweets.

@Real__Shizz I love you so much! I think you and Niall are Perf!

@Real__Shizz I totally ship Liall!

@Real__Shizz @NiallOfficial I love you both so much!

I love how supportive all my followers and fans are. I giggle and scroll through more tweets.

@Real__Shizz you don't deserve Niall you ugly troll.

@Real__Shizz why would he choose you over me? Because your a famous hoe.

LOL! I just met world class whore @Real__Shizz! Her career is a joke!

My smile slowly fades as I see more and more hate. I start to tear up. I close Twitter and go through my messages. I start to reread old messages and smile. I come across a draft I never sent. I reread it over and over again, remembering it.

To: Daymon ;)
I want you back. I know I'm not her and I never will be but, if you give me another chance I will be everything you need.

I just turn off my phone and lay my head back onto my pillow. I groan as I hear a knock at my door. I slowly sit up.

"What?!" I groan unhappily.

"Can I come in now?" Niall asks sweetly. I walk over to the door and unlock it. I let him in and close the door after him, making sure I locked it. "Can we talk?"

"Just sit." I command. He walk over to my bed and sits on the edge. "Scoot back. So you aren't hanging off the edge." He obeys. I walk over to him and straddle him.

"What are y-"

"Shhhhh." I say as I put a finger to his lips. I lean down and kiss him gently. He kisses me bback. He wraps his hands around to my back but I push them away. "No touching."

"But why can't I-" he starts but I simply put a hand to his mouth. He nods and I proceed. I kiss him softly again. I can feel his arms tense as he tries to restrain himself. I softly bite his bottom lip and he groans. His hand slowly makes its way towards my behind before I smack it. He groans and I kiss his neck slowly. I start to nibble before I hear a new noise come from him. It was a deep rumbling from his chest.

"Did you just growl at me?" I ask surprised. He flashes me a smile before putting a finger to my lips. I kiss his finger and he laughs. "Now let me finish." I say as I rub his bare chest. He bites his lower lip and I grind my hips on his lap. He catches my hips with his large hands. I smack them away again. "It's my turn. So stop touching." I rock my hips back and forth on his lap and he throws his head back. I plant kisses all along his neck and run my hands over his toned torso.

"Can I please touch you. This is killing me." He groans. I gently grab his hands and place them on my hips. I let him rock me back and forth on his lap. He groans and he starts to unbutton his pants. I gently climb off and tug his pants down. I get on the bed and gently stroke it through his underwear. I plant delicate kisses on his lips as I stroke it. I tug at the elastic with a finger and he removes them for me. He unbuttons my pants and belt and slides my pants down. I step out of them and he jerks my jacket off. I slowly remove my shirt making it a show for him. I sit on his lap again and he plays with the lace of my panties.

"Now, what do you want to do?" I ask in his ear. I feel him harden slightly before pushing me off of him and climbing on top. He pins both of my hands above my head, just like before. He spread my legs using his and he removed my panties. He wasted no time on his entry. He simply thrusts into me hard and fast. I moan out loudly as my insides melt under his touch. He just pounded me and pounded me and I cried out with both pleasure and pain.

"Harder." I try to say. "Harder."

"What is that babe?" He says as he pulls out. Both of Our breath heavy.

"Harder." I whisper. He smiles and starts to thrust into me with more force. I moan out loud. He kisses me hard as our sweaty bodies collide. I clutch the sheets as I feel a nice, tingly sensation in my stomach. I moan out loudly as I orgasm. He continues to thrust hard and fast and I hold onto the sheets as he approaches his climax. With one final thrust he releases. We collapse onto the bed and cuddle close together.

"That was amazing. Best I ever had." Niall says as he rolls me over to face him. "I'm glad that it's you I'm with."

"Shit." I mumble. He looks at me confused.

"What?"

"We didn't use a condom again. Now I'm positive I'm pregnant." I say sadly. He hugs me tightly.

"I'm not ready for a baby and i know you aren't. But, there is always another way out of a pregnancy." he says.

"No! I am against abortion! How dare you even suggest that!" I say as I push him away. I turn around and ignore him.

"You don't have to. But neither of us are ready for a baby or marriage. I'm not saying you have to." he says as he wraps on arm around my waist. He starts nibbling on my ear.

"Ok. But if we do have a baby, I'm keeping it." I say as he cuddles me into his chest. "How about we take a nice nap together."

"Good idea baby." He says a he kisses me one last time before falling asleep. I close my eyes and am slowly taken over by sleep.