If It's Love
True feelings
Maria's pov:
Well it's been two days since I last talked to Harry... No calls or even a single text. He wasn't waiting outside for lunch with me like usual either. This was why I shouldn't have even talked to him in the first place!! All he ever was going to to was hurt me in the end and left me looking pathetic. And it's not like he was sick or anything cause I saw him in my trig class every fucking day. No he's just an ass.
I decided that if anyone would know what his issue was it would be that autumn chick. She talked to me like twice in the month and a half I've lived in this god-foresaken town. But she was the most popular girl with her stupid sidekick, Cara.
At the lunch bell, I headed for the cafeteria instead of outside to talk to the blonde bimbo herself. I spotted her and her posse of Barbie bitches and walked up to them while recieving some weird stares from the kids in the room.
"Hey Autumn? I have to talk to you alone if you don't mind..." I said to her politely.
"Ew since when did they let the scums into this school?" Cara retorted. That bitch.
"Whenever they let ratfaced plastic bitches like you in." I replied without missing a beat. Damn that was impressive even for me.
"What do you even want? Get it over with so you can go back to all your friends. And by friends I mean the trees that you sit with." Autumn snapped.
"I just wanted to know if you know what's wrong with Harry...?" I said. I was too bored with them to think of a witty comeback.
"Oh he's my boyfriend now and he's coming back right now." Autumn replied. What? Before I knew what was happening, Harry came over and she pulled his face right to hers and they kissed. And kissed and kissed. And kissed some more. I practically ran out of that room. I found myself in the bathroom. Before I knew what I was doing the first tear fell. And that was followed by many more. I looked in the mirror and though "why can't I look like her?" My frizzy hair wasn't perfectly curled every other day. I didn't wear Gucci or have a Coach purse all the time. I was fat and there was no way around that because it was obvious. My blotchy skin could use a good coat of makeup that I didn't wear at all. My dull brown eyes were nothing like her blue ones. Funny how I was calling her a bimbo Barbie and now I'm comparing myself to her. I gathered my books and left the school to go home.
Harry's pov:
I honestly have no idea what happened. I came back from the bathroom and saw Maria standing with autumn and all of a sudden the stuck up snob kissed me. Like I know she's hot and she'd be a great shag but I didn't want to date her or anything. I actually wanted to date Maria but after hearing that she was crazy and obsessed with me... Well obviously it was a turn off. But there was something about how Marias eyes sparkled when she talked and smiled. But now they were filled with tears. That killed me inside. She looked at me and ran off. I had to find her so I could explain what happened. I had to tell her my true feelings.
Well it's been two days since I last talked to Harry... No calls or even a single text. He wasn't waiting outside for lunch with me like usual either. This was why I shouldn't have even talked to him in the first place!! All he ever was going to to was hurt me in the end and left me looking pathetic. And it's not like he was sick or anything cause I saw him in my trig class every fucking day. No he's just an ass.
I decided that if anyone would know what his issue was it would be that autumn chick. She talked to me like twice in the month and a half I've lived in this god-foresaken town. But she was the most popular girl with her stupid sidekick, Cara.
At the lunch bell, I headed for the cafeteria instead of outside to talk to the blonde bimbo herself. I spotted her and her posse of Barbie bitches and walked up to them while recieving some weird stares from the kids in the room.
"Hey Autumn? I have to talk to you alone if you don't mind..." I said to her politely.
"Ew since when did they let the scums into this school?" Cara retorted. That bitch.
"Whenever they let ratfaced plastic bitches like you in." I replied without missing a beat. Damn that was impressive even for me.
"What do you even want? Get it over with so you can go back to all your friends. And by friends I mean the trees that you sit with." Autumn snapped.
"I just wanted to know if you know what's wrong with Harry...?" I said. I was too bored with them to think of a witty comeback.
"Oh he's my boyfriend now and he's coming back right now." Autumn replied. What? Before I knew what was happening, Harry came over and she pulled his face right to hers and they kissed. And kissed and kissed. And kissed some more. I practically ran out of that room. I found myself in the bathroom. Before I knew what I was doing the first tear fell. And that was followed by many more. I looked in the mirror and though "why can't I look like her?" My frizzy hair wasn't perfectly curled every other day. I didn't wear Gucci or have a Coach purse all the time. I was fat and there was no way around that because it was obvious. My blotchy skin could use a good coat of makeup that I didn't wear at all. My dull brown eyes were nothing like her blue ones. Funny how I was calling her a bimbo Barbie and now I'm comparing myself to her. I gathered my books and left the school to go home.
Harry's pov:
I honestly have no idea what happened. I came back from the bathroom and saw Maria standing with autumn and all of a sudden the stuck up snob kissed me. Like I know she's hot and she'd be a great shag but I didn't want to date her or anything. I actually wanted to date Maria but after hearing that she was crazy and obsessed with me... Well obviously it was a turn off. But there was something about how Marias eyes sparkled when she talked and smiled. But now they were filled with tears. That killed me inside. She looked at me and ran off. I had to find her so I could explain what happened. I had to tell her my true feelings.
Notes
Ok so I decided that if you want an update, leave a comment. I don't want to keep writing if you don't want to read it!! So comment anything!! I see people leaving questions for you to answer so hear are some for you!!where do you think Maria is going?
Or
will harry and maria make up?
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11/2/13