Loving Is Not Easy

*lukas POV*
It's been a long day. A Long long day

I went to my bedroom and went to my bathroom to have a shower and do my night time skin routine, don't judge me its a very important thing to do if you don't want to look 45 at 30.

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I patted dry and wrapped my tool around my body, and headed out to my closet to get some pjs on, I opened my door and had a heart attack to see the one and only harry styles sitting on my bed.

"Harry Jesus Christ, what the fuck!" I held my hand to my chest feeling how fast my heart was beating.

"I still wanted to talk to you" he looked at me and quickly looked away, blushing.

I looked down and noticed that I was still in my towel.

I was probably ten shades of red.

"How bout we talk out in the living room, after I get changed" I said while wrapping an arm around me to feel more secure.

"Okay" he simply said and flopped his back down on my bed.

"You wait in the living room" I said through gritted teeth.

He got up quickly not trying to make anymore jokes I quickly got changed into my Pajamas

I walked out and saw him flicking on his phone, he's probably on twitter.

"Soooo" I rocked back and forth on my toes, and he stood straight up when he saw I was standing there.

"Relax, your not in the army, you can sit down". I gestured to my couch and he sat down very awkwardly, while I was still standing there.

"Do you want some tea?" I said trying to break the ice
"Um no thank you" he shook his head probably not wanting to ask for to much.

"Well I'm going to have green tea, be back in a bit" I said while walking into my kitchen.

"What do you want to talk about" I asked through the kitchen knowing very well what he wants to talk about.

"I know you may not like me" he continued while I was walking back to the living room area.

"True" I sat down on the couch, sipping my tea and putting it in the table.

"Buuut, can we try and work things out like be civilized around each other" he looked at me with pleading eyes. And for some reason I decided to try and be nice.

"My father has said to me 'when you forgive you in now way change the past - but you sure do change the future' " I looked at him.

"I can't promise we'll be the best of friends, but I'll try" I looked up at him and he had a smile on his face greater than the moon.
" thank you " he jumped off the couch and did a little skip to get past me.

"Now goodnight because it's 11:56pm and I have work tomorrow and I've been really tired after the events of today" I said to harry walking to the door with him.

"Where do you work" he turned to me when he walked out of the door.

"At a Café, and a little job at the zoo taking care of animals" I said to him.

"Are you working at the Café tomorrow". He asked and I know where be was going with this.

"Yes" I nodded my head slowly

"What times" he asked knowing that I knew what he wanted.

"7:00 am to 4 pm" I said leaning against the side of the door.

"Can me and the boys come to lunch there" he acted like a excited puppy

"Sure, just don't make to much fuss or I'll get in trouble" I smiled a little worried about the paps.
"Thanks luka" he smiled

"Good night harry"

"Night" he started to walk away

I shut the door and locked all the locks.

I started to walk to my bedroom and heard a faint rumble of thunder walking quickly to my bed and when I got there the was a massive 'boom' of thunder, I shrieked and dove into my bed right under the covers.

"Come on Luka, don't be afraid" I trembled under the covers bunching sheets around my ears to muffle the bad thunder outside.

I eventually collapsed not sleeping enough and all the crying I did.
The last though I had was

'What if this is all a mistake'

Notes

Okay here it is Lukas trying to be nice to harry yay

can they keep being nice to each other.

will something come between them soon.

Read and find out
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i keep making a promise to update every night but lets face it i got a life ( kind of ) and its really hard to update Every night. Butttttt I am going on holidays next week. Buuutttttt I'll be away for a while like a week

so I'll try to update as much as i can

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PEACE OUT


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