I Love You Forever And Always
Chapter 5
“That’s awesome. I’m going to take you out tomorrow.” Harry said with a smile and kissed me on the cheek. Nodding I ran back to my room.
“I told him I will go on a date with him and he said he’s going to take me out tomorrow.” I squealed.
“That’s so awesome we’ll help you prep for it tomorrow.” Bubbles squealed right back. El nodded in agreement. Smiling I dragged the downstairs to the living room.
“Sleepover?” I asked them. They nodded and I grabbed the car keys and we picked up all the stuff we needed including new pj’s.
When we went back home I cooked then we took all our food and snacks into my room. “M’kay I have the perfect idea of what we should do.” El said.
“What?” I asked her.
“Talk about boys.” She said in a duh voice.
“Well I’d do Niall in like a millisecond.” Bubbles said giggling.
“I’d do louis cause he’s so fine.” El said. They stared at me expectantly.
I pulled up my tumblr and showed them all the harry imagines I’ve ever did.
“I’d do him.” I said as they read them. They giggled at the dirtiness of them. An hour later we were all energetic and it was like 11 o’clock. They dared me to go dance on the counter singing ‘Crazy Kids’ by Kesha with just a bra and underpants on. Not chickening out I said yeah and stripped down.
When I went into the kitchen all the boys were in chairs to watch. Putting on the background music I got on the counter.
“Hello, wherever you are
Are you dancing on the dance floor or drinking by the bar?
Tonight we do it big, and shine like stars
And we don't give a fuck 'cause that's just who we are
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, them crazy, them crazy kids
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, we are the
We are the crazy people
I see ya in the club showin' Ke$ha love
Ain't trippin' on them bitches that be hatin'
Catch a dub, chuckin' deuces
Ya'll hatin's useless
It's such a nuisance
Ya'll chickens keep your two cents
And keep your dollars, keep your loot
I'm fresher than that Gucci
Them boys, they want my coochie
I say no, I'm no hoochie
Your home girl hatin', I say who she?
Ke$ha don't give two fucks
I came to start that ruckus
And ya wanna party with us
'Cause we crazy motherfuckers
Hello, wherever you are
Are you dancing on the dance floor or drinking by the bar?
Tonight we do it big, and shine like stars
And we don't give a fuck 'cause that's just who we are
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, them crazy, them crazy kids
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, we are the
We are the crazy people
You see us in the place trippin' off the bass
D-D-DJ rock a beat, make the fucker shake
Like an earthquake, like an earthquake
Booty pop
All my shorties on the dance floor, make your hearts stop
Stop your Cardiac
Sippin' Cognac in the back
Th-they ch-chasing my kitty cat
They know my zodiac
I'm no virgin or no Virgo
I'm crazy, that's my word doe
It's Ke$ha in the casa, baby
L-let's g-get loco
Hello, wherever you are
Are you dancing on the dance floor or drinking by the bar?
Tonight we do it big, and shine like stars
And we don't give a fuck 'cause that's just who we are
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, them crazy, them crazy kids
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, we are the
This is all we got and then it's gone
You call us the crazy ones
But we gon' keep on dancin' 'til the dawn
'Cause you know the party never ends
And tomorrow we gonna do it again
We the ones that play hard
We live hard, we love hard
We light up the dark!
Hello, wherever you are
Are you dancing on the dance floor or drinking by the bar?
Tonight we do it big, and shine like stars
And we don't give a fuck 'cause that's just who we are
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, them crazy, them crazy kids
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, we are the
We are the crazy people.” I sung while dancing all sexy. One purpose at one point I grinded on harry just to get him horny and it worked.
“Harry you might want to take care of your little problem.” I said skipping back to my room. Finally I went to sleep so I would be ready for tomorrow. Someone poured cold water on me but it didn’t phase me. I just turned over and went back to sleep.
“I had sex with harry.” El said. This woke me up.
Bubbles pushed me into the bathroom to get ready. I took a shower and washed my hair. After putting on lotion I wrapped a towel around myself and stepped into my room.
Bubbles did my hair and el worked on my makeup. Then they handed me my outfit and I put it on. I looked in the mirror and saw that I wore this http://www.polyvore.com/date/set?id=89148025 .
“Isn’t this too dressy?” I asked.
“No I asked harry how you should dress and he said fancy.” El said. Then she handed me my high heels and I was ready to go.
“He’s waiting at the bottom of the stairs.” Bubbles said with a wink. I walked out of my room and slowly descended the stairs. His eyes widened when he saw me. I gave him a small smile as he linked arms with me.
When we got in the car he said,’’ You look great.”
“That’s you look nice to.” I said. We settled into a comfortable silence.
When we got there he opened my door and helped me out. Taking my hand we walked into the restaurant.
“Do you have a reservation?’’ The lady asked.
“Yes under styles.” Harry said.
“Right this way sir.” She said leading us to our table.
When we sat down we got to know each other. “Hazz I like you.” Slipped out of my mouth before I realized it.
“I like you to em.” He said his cheeks pink. I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. Then we ordered.
“I’m sorry sir but the live music canceled.” I heard a worker say.
“The customers are demanding live music.” Another worker rushed up saying.
“If you want live music I’ll sing.” I said.
“That would be great.” A worker said.
I told harry and then I went over to the piano and sat down.
“This is a story that I've never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro
All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed so confused, I'm not broken, or bruised
Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get it
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
Out of the ashes, burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
But I will never show
I'm a survivor
And always and you know[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/demi-lovato-warrior-lyrics.html ]
Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed so confused, I'm not broken, or bruised
Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get it
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I take it back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway
Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get it
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
Nooo oooh yeaaah yeaah
You can never hurt me again.” I sung playing the piano. After I was done everyone clapped. I smiled and went back to my seat.
“Babe you were great.” Harry said. I blushed and we finished up eating.
Going back home we just talked. It started raining while we were driving. When I got out he pulled me close to him and kissed me. It was sweet and passionate. Grinning I pulled away. Then there was a clap of lightning I jumped and ran into my room weeping.
“What’s wrong?” Harry asked pulling me into his lap.
“This is going to sound stupid but I’ve been scared of thunder and lightning since 7th grde. My best friend Brandon was walking home with me when lightning came out of nowhere and was about to hit me when he pushed me out of the way and got hit instead. I called the ambulance and they rushed to get him. I held him in my arms sobbing as he told me he loved me as he died. He died before the ambulance got to us. God dammit he should be here not me.” I sobbed in his shirt.
He whispered soothing words as he dressed me for bed. Then he carried me to his room and laid me down on the bed. Then he got dressed for bed then crawled under the covers.
I crawled on top of him and laid down on him with my head on his chest and my arms wrapped around him. Listening to his heartbeat I fell asleep.
“I told him I will go on a date with him and he said he’s going to take me out tomorrow.” I squealed.
“That’s so awesome we’ll help you prep for it tomorrow.” Bubbles squealed right back. El nodded in agreement. Smiling I dragged the downstairs to the living room.
“Sleepover?” I asked them. They nodded and I grabbed the car keys and we picked up all the stuff we needed including new pj’s.
When we went back home I cooked then we took all our food and snacks into my room. “M’kay I have the perfect idea of what we should do.” El said.
“What?” I asked her.
“Talk about boys.” She said in a duh voice.
“Well I’d do Niall in like a millisecond.” Bubbles said giggling.
“I’d do louis cause he’s so fine.” El said. They stared at me expectantly.
I pulled up my tumblr and showed them all the harry imagines I’ve ever did.
“I’d do him.” I said as they read them. They giggled at the dirtiness of them. An hour later we were all energetic and it was like 11 o’clock. They dared me to go dance on the counter singing ‘Crazy Kids’ by Kesha with just a bra and underpants on. Not chickening out I said yeah and stripped down.
When I went into the kitchen all the boys were in chairs to watch. Putting on the background music I got on the counter.
“Hello, wherever you are
Are you dancing on the dance floor or drinking by the bar?
Tonight we do it big, and shine like stars
And we don't give a fuck 'cause that's just who we are
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, them crazy, them crazy kids
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, we are the
We are the crazy people
I see ya in the club showin' Ke$ha love
Ain't trippin' on them bitches that be hatin'
Catch a dub, chuckin' deuces
Ya'll hatin's useless
It's such a nuisance
Ya'll chickens keep your two cents
And keep your dollars, keep your loot
I'm fresher than that Gucci
Them boys, they want my coochie
I say no, I'm no hoochie
Your home girl hatin', I say who she?
Ke$ha don't give two fucks
I came to start that ruckus
And ya wanna party with us
'Cause we crazy motherfuckers
Hello, wherever you are
Are you dancing on the dance floor or drinking by the bar?
Tonight we do it big, and shine like stars
And we don't give a fuck 'cause that's just who we are
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, them crazy, them crazy kids
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, we are the
We are the crazy people
You see us in the place trippin' off the bass
D-D-DJ rock a beat, make the fucker shake
Like an earthquake, like an earthquake
Booty pop
All my shorties on the dance floor, make your hearts stop
Stop your Cardiac
Sippin' Cognac in the back
Th-they ch-chasing my kitty cat
They know my zodiac
I'm no virgin or no Virgo
I'm crazy, that's my word doe
It's Ke$ha in the casa, baby
L-let's g-get loco
Hello, wherever you are
Are you dancing on the dance floor or drinking by the bar?
Tonight we do it big, and shine like stars
And we don't give a fuck 'cause that's just who we are
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, them crazy, them crazy kids
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, we are the
This is all we got and then it's gone
You call us the crazy ones
But we gon' keep on dancin' 'til the dawn
'Cause you know the party never ends
And tomorrow we gonna do it again
We the ones that play hard
We live hard, we love hard
We light up the dark!
Hello, wherever you are
Are you dancing on the dance floor or drinking by the bar?
Tonight we do it big, and shine like stars
And we don't give a fuck 'cause that's just who we are
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, them crazy, them crazy kids
And we are, we are, we are, we are, we are
The crazy kids, we are the
We are the crazy people.” I sung while dancing all sexy. One purpose at one point I grinded on harry just to get him horny and it worked.
“Harry you might want to take care of your little problem.” I said skipping back to my room. Finally I went to sleep so I would be ready for tomorrow. Someone poured cold water on me but it didn’t phase me. I just turned over and went back to sleep.
“I had sex with harry.” El said. This woke me up.
Bubbles pushed me into the bathroom to get ready. I took a shower and washed my hair. After putting on lotion I wrapped a towel around myself and stepped into my room.
Bubbles did my hair and el worked on my makeup. Then they handed me my outfit and I put it on. I looked in the mirror and saw that I wore this http://www.polyvore.com/date/set?id=89148025 .
“Isn’t this too dressy?” I asked.
“No I asked harry how you should dress and he said fancy.” El said. Then she handed me my high heels and I was ready to go.
“He’s waiting at the bottom of the stairs.” Bubbles said with a wink. I walked out of my room and slowly descended the stairs. His eyes widened when he saw me. I gave him a small smile as he linked arms with me.
When we got in the car he said,’’ You look great.”
“That’s you look nice to.” I said. We settled into a comfortable silence.
When we got there he opened my door and helped me out. Taking my hand we walked into the restaurant.
“Do you have a reservation?’’ The lady asked.
“Yes under styles.” Harry said.
“Right this way sir.” She said leading us to our table.
When we sat down we got to know each other. “Hazz I like you.” Slipped out of my mouth before I realized it.
“I like you to em.” He said his cheeks pink. I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. Then we ordered.
“I’m sorry sir but the live music canceled.” I heard a worker say.
“The customers are demanding live music.” Another worker rushed up saying.
“If you want live music I’ll sing.” I said.
“That would be great.” A worker said.
I told harry and then I went over to the piano and sat down.
“This is a story that I've never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro
All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed so confused, I'm not broken, or bruised
Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get it
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
Out of the ashes, burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
But I will never show
I'm a survivor
And always and you know[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/demi-lovato-warrior-lyrics.html ]
Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed so confused, I'm not broken, or bruised
Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get it
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I take it back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway
Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get it
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
Nooo oooh yeaaah yeaah
You can never hurt me again.” I sung playing the piano. After I was done everyone clapped. I smiled and went back to my seat.
“Babe you were great.” Harry said. I blushed and we finished up eating.
Going back home we just talked. It started raining while we were driving. When I got out he pulled me close to him and kissed me. It was sweet and passionate. Grinning I pulled away. Then there was a clap of lightning I jumped and ran into my room weeping.
“What’s wrong?” Harry asked pulling me into his lap.
“This is going to sound stupid but I’ve been scared of thunder and lightning since 7th grde. My best friend Brandon was walking home with me when lightning came out of nowhere and was about to hit me when he pushed me out of the way and got hit instead. I called the ambulance and they rushed to get him. I held him in my arms sobbing as he told me he loved me as he died. He died before the ambulance got to us. God dammit he should be here not me.” I sobbed in his shirt.
He whispered soothing words as he dressed me for bed. Then he carried me to his room and laid me down on the bed. Then he got dressed for bed then crawled under the covers.
I crawled on top of him and laid down on him with my head on his chest and my arms wrapped around him. Listening to his heartbeat I fell asleep.
8/11/13