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Wyatt and the rest of Completely Foursaken have been in Barbados for over 5 days now. Tonight, is when the world finds out if they move forward to the live show or not. Wyatt calls me every day and tonight I get to see him on T.V.

“Hello boys how are all of you?” Simon asks

“Really good, love the sea” Ryder says

“I can see which one got stung. What was it?”

“Uhm a jellyfish sir” Weston replied

“Is it painful?” Simon asks

“Yea, very painful, but I’m ok” Weston says

Weston counts us in as a man sitting off to the side plays his guitar, we begin to sing the song Torn by Natalie Imbruglia.

Wyatt: I thought I saw a girl brought to life.
She was warm, she came around like she was dignified.
She showed me what it was to cry.
Well you couldn’t be that girl that I adored.
You don’t seem to know; seem to care what your heart is for.
No, I don’t know her anymore.

Niko: There’s nothing where she used to lie,
Our conversation has run dry.
That’s what’s going on, nothing’s fine I’m torn.
I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel.
I am cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor.

“Excellent job boys see you soon” Simon says

We decide to go back to the resort and swim in the pool until we are called back to Simon’s house. There are two spots left on Simon’s team and it’s come down to Robert Wallis, Zeke Camary, The Crusaders, The Falcons, Mike Burgess and Us (Completely Foursaken). At Around six in the evening we are all called back to Simon’s house. He speaks to everyone individually. Before he gets to us. He tells us how excellent we are as a group and that we’ve come very far in the competition.

Just as we are losing hope Simon tells us that he wants to see what else One Direction has to offer.

“Congratulations boys, you’re on to the next round” Simon says happily

Later that night I call Bailey, today is my birthday and here I am in Barbados without her. thank god we go home in two days.

“Hello love, how’d it go?” she answers excitedly

“You weren’t watching?” he asks shocked

“I had to use the loo. What’d I miss?” Bailey asked

“We got through to the live shows” I say excitedly

“That’s fantastic babe” she tells me

“I’m sorry I’m not there” I tell her

“It’s ok love I’ll see you Saturday right?” She asks me

“You most certainly will, I wouldn’t miss my own birthday party”

“YAY, ok babe I’m gonna go to bed, I’ll see you soon… I love you forever” Bailey says

“I love you too always”

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Today is my party and I couldn’t be any happier. I’m excited for the party but even more excited to see Bailey today. I’ve missed her so much, I am not used to being away from her for this long.
I must go get my dress, then go to the salon for my hair, nails and make up. Mum went to pick up Serra and Autumn because they are coming with me today as well.

We get to the shop to pick up my dress first then head over to the spa for nails, hair and makeup. In the middle of getting my nails done I get a text message from Wyatt.

Wy: Hey babe bad news ☹
ME: Oh no what? ☹
Wy: our flight was delayed due to a massive storm, so we won’t make it back until tomorrow morning.
ME: But Wyatt you promised
Wy: I know love, I’ll make it up to you though
ME: Ok, I love you

I go about my day sort of moping around. Mum and dad hound at me to cheer up. It’s only one more day without him here. I can’t help it though, I miss him so bad all I want to do is hold him and not let go.

We still had a party for Wyatt even though he wasn’t here to enjoy it. It started off fantastic, it really lifted my spirits being around all of our friends and families. Mum, Dad, Serra and Autumn roll out my Wyatt’s cake, it’s a gigantic three tier black with a giant red Gibson guitar on it… it looks perfect. After everyone had cake Wyatt’s my mum made an announcement that a special performer was here to sing Happy Birthday to Wyatt and even though he wasn’t here yet they were still going to sing Happy Birthday.

That’s when I hear unseen voices singing. There’s a commotion, that’s when I see a black escalade drive up with all four of the guys hanging out of the windows.

“Oh my god! Wyatt!” I shout as I run towards the car

He puts his microphone down and climbs out of the car and embraces me into his strong arms.
“You said…you liar” I say swatting him

“I’m sorry love, but I wanted to surprise you” Wyatt hugs me tight.

The rest of the boys’ finish singing the song as Wyatt and I hug and kiss uncontrollably.

“So, do you like it?” Wyatt asks gesturing to the car

“I do, I love it” I say

“Good because I got it for you” Wyatt tells me

“No way!” I screech hugging him tightly

After the party I stay with Niko, Weston, Ryder and Wyatt for a bit before going home myself. Their parents won’t be in London until tomorrow, so they are staying with Wyatt tonight. They have a three week break before the live shows start so I want to spend as much time as possible with Wyatt as I can before he has to go stay in the BTT house.

“I’m so happy you are back home baby, I missed you so much” I tell Wyatt

“I missed you too, I’m glad to be back as well. Simon’s house and the resort were amazing, but you weren’t there, so it was horrible” he says

“Aww babe I love you” I kiss him on the mouth, tasting his sweet breath

“I love you too” he says looking into my eyes.

I woke up as usual the next morning. I took a shower and got ready for school. I was meeting Wyatt for breakfast at Stavi’s on 5th ave. I go downstairs to tell my mum goodbye before I leave.

“What no breakfast today?” mum asks

“I’m meeting Wyatt at Stavi’s” I told her

“Oh, alright be safe in that truck young lady” she shouts as I leave

“Yes mum always” I say

“I love you Bails”

“Love you too” I shout shutting the door behind me.

I drive over to Stavi’s and park in the back of the lot. Of course, it starts down pouring as soon as I get here. I decided to wait a few minutes to see if it lightens up, but it doesn’t. I dig around my backseat trying to find my umbrella when my phone dings

Wyatt: where you at love?
Me: parking lot, be in soon

I find my umbrella and climb out of my truck and walk across the parking lot to the front doors. I go in and look around and see my handsome man sitting in the back-corner booth by the windows.

“Hey baby, sorry I was looking for my umbrella” I say kissing him

“Did you get wet?” he says

“Yes soaked” I say in a sultry tone

“Mmmm kinky” he laughs

“Hello welcome to Stavi’s can I bring you anything to drink?” the waitress Jess asks

“I’ll have coffee with three shots of espresso” Wyatt orders

“I think I’ll do an iced hazelnut coffee with a double shot espresso”

“Ok I’ll give you a minute to look over the menu and be back with your drinks” Jess says

Liam and I talk about what we’re going to do when he moves into Britain’s Top Talent house because he won’t be able to sneak out and come to my house anymore, at least for a while anyway and I can’t sneak over there either.

“So, you’re gonna be at every show, right?”

“Of course, Serra, Autumn, Kal and Will, we’ll all will be there” I tell him

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The waitress comes back and we both order pancakes. When we’re done eating Wyatt pays for our food and we leave in our own cars. We meet up at school, as I pull into the parking lot I see a crowd of people formed around Wyatt. I walk over to where Serra and Kal are standing.

“What’s going on?” I ask

“Apparently Wyatt is the new school celebrity” Kal says

“Of course, he is” I shake my head

I walk over and push my way through the crowd to get to Wyatt. That’s when I see Grace hanging all over him. She has always liked Wyatt and has tried a few times to break us up, which of course hasn’t worked.

“excuse me but get off of my boyfriend” I say hotly

“Oh, I’m sorry is he your boyfriend?” she says stupidly

“Yes, he is now move bitch!” I shout in her face

“Hey, hey, hey now none of that Grace just leave. Babe you need to chill they only want some autographs and selfies for when I become famous.” Wyatt says

“Yeah well you know what she has done to us Wyatt” I shout at him

“Bailey just chill the fuck out already I know what she did” he yells at me

“Whatever Wyatt” I say and storm off

I can’t believe he just lets her hang all over him like that and not even consider my feelings. He knows I hate her and will never forgive her, she’s nothing but a trouble maker.
I ignore him for the rest of the day. I’m not sure why I’m mad at him, it’s Grace that I hate. How am I supposed to deal with him rising to fame? He’s going to have girls hanging all over him all the time.

“It shouldn’t be a problem though he loves me…right?” I ask myself.

When school is out I go home and go immediately to my room. I think about getting my hidden box from under my bed and using the sharp razor blade to cut myself. I haven’t cut in a long time but after today I just have the urge to do it. I get the box out and stare at its contents I decide against it. I got to my mom’s room and take a few of her Xanax and go lie down. I get shaken awake by Wyatt, he is mad and maybe sad, but I don’t know.

“Bails what is this shit!” he yells at me

I look to his hands and see that he is holding my box, I forgot to hide.

“Shit” I say under my breath

“Are you doing it again?” he asks too hurt to look at me.

“No, I’m not” I slur unable to stay awake

“Bailey are you alright?”

“Yes, Wyatt I took some Xanax and I’m just tired, that’s all” I say sleepily

I hear him curse under his breath as he lies me back into my pillows and pulls the covers up over me. I hear my box rattling around then Wyatt climbs into bed beside me. He pulls the blanket over our bodies and wraps his arms around me tightly. We sleep like this for the rest of the afternoon.

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