3:20 am the alarm clock on my wooden table read. Gives me 15 hours exactly before Ashton was picking me up for meeting the boys. I had been a sobbing mess after Jordan had left I was getting a fake CV this week. Two months to make myself trusted by at least one out of the 5 band members. Six months till I had to have 1.2million dollars stolen by the most known band alive delivered. Impossible. Feet barely functioning I got up from the living room heading for the kitchen my bare feet making contact with the icy tiles made me more aware of where i was going. The black ballerinas were the only thing Id removed since Jordan left. My now crumbled Nandos costume had marks of mascara all over it. Hair knotted and red eyes swollen. The reflection of myself in the mirror in the hallway by the kitchen was staring back at me this girl id only seen once after the fire.
I had come so far the fire was a distant memory I was now a strong woman earning my own living in Chicago. Chicago ! I had made it this far and I was not going back. I will deliver the money by March prove Jordan wrong prove Kyle wrong prove them all wrong. Forget the kitchen Im going to get a good nights sleep for tommorow I will be more then presentable for One Direction.

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The warm water refreshed my bare body I was able to think here in the shower. 9:00 and I had alot to do. Taking my time in the shower and using my special strawberry scent shampoo I got out after half an hour later. Put on my favorite brown robe with white polka dots before bringing out my nail polish and taking a comfortable seat in the living room couch. I had chosen a simple pink nailpolish to match my navy dress. Next on my list - hair. Drying it took ages. I had decided to let my hair fall naturally while curling slightly on the end. I looked at the mirror admiring my work before getting out my make-up bag. I didnt have alot only lipstick,eyeliner,maskara,foundation and blush. I applied a light pink lipstick matching my nails and giving my lips a fuller look. Then to the foundation massaging it on my face before getting out the eyeliner. It was complicated I had to draw the line twice on one eye so it matched the other. Put on blush before taking one more look in the mirror and decideng I looked kind of good actually. 12:20. Ashton will be here in 6 hours ill get dressed in 5 hours time. To distract myself I pulled out my dvds before deciding on a Twilight marathon.
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I tried my hardest not to cry at the end of Breaking Dawn part 1 for I didnt want to smudge the make up. I glanced at the clock 5:30 I still had to get dressed ! I let out a frustrated sigh before getting of the couch and jogging to the bedroom. I had already laid the dress shoes and accesories on my bed so all I had to do now was get dressed. I pulled on the dress before securely strapping my heels on at last I put on my watch which I got from Ashton at my 18th birthday.
All finished I looked amazing I had to admit I looked nothing like the girl who worked double shifts at Nandos and Subway or the girl form the orphanage It was a fresh new me and I loved it.
As I was getting my clutch there was a knock I let out a low shriek before excitedly running to the front door of my apartment. Swinging the door open I found Ashton outside the door texting on his phone he hadnt seen me yet.
"Hey babe you--" He froze eyes wide before examining every inch of me with his eyes.
"wow"

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