They Don't Know About Us
Bad idea?
Harry’s P.O.V.
Why can’t they just be happy for me? I wanted to smack each of their heads and tell them how much I loved Alexis.
“Haz, did you see Lexi?” Louis asked out of breath.
“Yeah she’s—“ I looked around to where I left her but didn’t see her, “I’ll find her, and you put some sense into these...” I thought of a good word that could describe the hell hole around us. He patted my shoulder and went to calm the fans down.
“Lex!” I yelled over the noise. No answer.
“Zayn, did you see Lexi?” I asked him.
“You guys have to leave—N-no, Haz I didn’t see her,” he answered pushing the fans towards the door.
I heard a couple of fans yelling insults for Lexi, “She’s ugly as a fuck. Let her just go die!” Liam was trying to shut them up.
“WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU SAYING?!” I yelled in pure frustration and anger.
Thanks to Liam, otherwise I would’ve killed some fans. “You have no right to say that, and if you all love Harry you should support him in his decisions instead of insulting the girl he loves,” Liam said calmly. A girl looked taken aback, she mumbled a sorry and walked away, but the blonde didn’t stop, “She just wants you for money! She’s the biggest whore and uglier than shit!” Now I was boiling in pure white fury. “FIRST YOU SPOIL HER PARTY! THEN YOU TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT. WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? YOU DO NOT TALK THAT WAY ABOUT MY GIRL! FUCK OFF AND NEVER EVER SHOW ME YOUR FACE AGAIN!” Now everyone’s eyes were on us. Zayn and Niall took the girl away while Louis and Liam tried to talk sense into into me.
“Haz, go look for Lex. Alright?” Liam said gently. I nodded and without a word went to find my Angel.
“Lexi?” I ran up and down the corridors. “Angel?”
I heard sobbing and carefully opened the bathroom door. Lexi was sitting on the floor her face stained with tears and blood covering her wrists. I’d never been so scared of anything in my life, In that moment I realized how much Lexi meant to me, I was scared of losing her, I couldn’t live without her. I snatched the razor out of her hands, “What the hell do you think you’re doing?!” it came out harsher then I intended, she whimpered and my heart ached. I wrapped my arms around her. “Th-they hate me,” she sobbed in my chest.
“Don’t worry about them, baby,” I told her softly. “B-but Harry you can’t b-be with m-me. T-they’ll g—“
“I don’t care! I love you and no one can change that. The fans are stupid. They don’t know about us,” I kissed her forehead. I wasn’t letting her go not now, not ever. I got up and bought a towel, she whimpered slightly when I cleaned the wounds,
“Don’t do this again, please?” She nodded wiping the tears I hadn’t realized were streaming down my cheeks.
I helped her up and wrapped my arm around her waist.
“Harry?”
“Hmm,”
“Don’t tell this to Lou. I promised him I wouldn’t do it again. But when the fans—I couldn’t help it,” What! Again? She used to cut before? Not the time, Styles.
“Okay, but promise you won’t do it again, for real,” I told her.
“I promise I’ll try Harry. It’s hard to just stop,” I nodded and took of my jacket and wrapped it around her so the scars would be covered.
“Sorry, Lex,” all the lads said when we walked back to the hall. “It’s not your fault boys,” she gave a weak smile, “You threw me an amazing party. Thank you so much,” she spread her arms out for a group hug.
Lexi’s P.O.V.
“What will I do?” I whined. It’s been a week since we came back from Barbados. The boys had to record songs all day. “We’re going shopping!” Perrie, El, and Dani chorused, entering the room. “I thought you had to work too?” I asked suspiciously. “We took the day off,” Dani and El said.
“Anything for a girls day!” Perrie exclaimed. “Alright, I’ll get dressed,” I stepped in the shower and took of my clothes. The scars were healing slowly, I hadn’t bumped into any fans the last couple of days, and wasn’t ready to meet them yet either. Pushing the thoughts aside I started singing
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you–
“Ahhh! What the fuck are y’all doing here?” I screamed when I saw all the lads sitting in my room. Thank God, I’d changed in the bathroom. “We were listening to you sing,” Liam told me. Shit! I’ve got to stop singing in the shower. “And you’re amazing!” Zayn tackled me in a hug. “So, we’ve decided that you’re coming with us, and Simon’s going to hear you,” Niall stated. “Wait, What? You have decided where’s my vote?” I asked. “Okay, vote,” Lou said.
“No! I’m not going anywhere,” I answered.
“Well majority says yes, So you are coming,” Lou smirked.
I glared at Harry, knowing that he had called all the lads to hear my terrible voice. “Let’s go!” he said not meeting my eyes.
At the Studio
“Harry!” I whined, “I can’t do this.”
“Babe, you sound amazing. Simon will love you,” he said sounding sure. Wow! Harry’s surer of me then I’m of myself. Just great.
“Alexis Tomlinson?” Simon held out his hand for me .
“Just Lexi, please,” I told him.
“The lads tell me you have an amazing voice. So, would you like to sing for us,” I glared at Zayn, knowing he was the one who would’ve told Simon. How amazing I sound.
“Sure,” I mumbled.
“Great c’mon in,” I walked into the office.
“So what are you going to sing, Lexi?”
“Uhmm I guess I’ll just do Thousand Years?”
“Uh-huh,”
(A/N: link to the song--http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9ayN39xmsI)
After finishing the song, I looked at Simon. He didn’t say a thing. I told the lads this was a bad idea. The boys came in the room everyone looking at Simon.
“Soo?” Harry broke silence.
“Will you do the opening for the lads’ concert this Saturday?” Simon asked me.
Wait! What?! “Uh—“
“The boys were right you do have an amazing voice. So will you?”
“S-sure,” I stuttered.
“Great, see you then lads and you too Lexi,”
Before I could figure out what was happening I was attacked in a group hug. “Can’t…Breathe…”I managed to say. “You’ll strangle her,” Harry said from the door. “Yay! Now we’ll par-tay!” Niall sang. I went to stand beside Harry. “I told you, you sound amazing! Congratulations baby,” he kissed me softly. I intertwined our fingers. “Let me call the girls and we can meet at the club,” Lou announced. “You guys can go. I’ll pass,” I told them. “Why?” All of them whined.
“I’ll stay too,” Harry said. “You can go if you wan—“
“I don’t want to,” he cut me off. “See you lads at home,” Harry said and we walked to his Range Rover.
Why can’t they just be happy for me? I wanted to smack each of their heads and tell them how much I loved Alexis.
“Haz, did you see Lexi?” Louis asked out of breath.
“Yeah she’s—“ I looked around to where I left her but didn’t see her, “I’ll find her, and you put some sense into these...” I thought of a good word that could describe the hell hole around us. He patted my shoulder and went to calm the fans down.
“Lex!” I yelled over the noise. No answer.
“Zayn, did you see Lexi?” I asked him.
“You guys have to leave—N-no, Haz I didn’t see her,” he answered pushing the fans towards the door.
I heard a couple of fans yelling insults for Lexi, “She’s ugly as a fuck. Let her just go die!” Liam was trying to shut them up.
“WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU SAYING?!” I yelled in pure frustration and anger.
Thanks to Liam, otherwise I would’ve killed some fans. “You have no right to say that, and if you all love Harry you should support him in his decisions instead of insulting the girl he loves,” Liam said calmly. A girl looked taken aback, she mumbled a sorry and walked away, but the blonde didn’t stop, “She just wants you for money! She’s the biggest whore and uglier than shit!” Now I was boiling in pure white fury. “FIRST YOU SPOIL HER PARTY! THEN YOU TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT. WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? YOU DO NOT TALK THAT WAY ABOUT MY GIRL! FUCK OFF AND NEVER EVER SHOW ME YOUR FACE AGAIN!” Now everyone’s eyes were on us. Zayn and Niall took the girl away while Louis and Liam tried to talk sense into into me.
“Haz, go look for Lex. Alright?” Liam said gently. I nodded and without a word went to find my Angel.
“Lexi?” I ran up and down the corridors. “Angel?”
I heard sobbing and carefully opened the bathroom door. Lexi was sitting on the floor her face stained with tears and blood covering her wrists. I’d never been so scared of anything in my life, In that moment I realized how much Lexi meant to me, I was scared of losing her, I couldn’t live without her. I snatched the razor out of her hands, “What the hell do you think you’re doing?!” it came out harsher then I intended, she whimpered and my heart ached. I wrapped my arms around her. “Th-they hate me,” she sobbed in my chest.
“Don’t worry about them, baby,” I told her softly. “B-but Harry you can’t b-be with m-me. T-they’ll g—“
“I don’t care! I love you and no one can change that. The fans are stupid. They don’t know about us,” I kissed her forehead. I wasn’t letting her go not now, not ever. I got up and bought a towel, she whimpered slightly when I cleaned the wounds,
“Don’t do this again, please?” She nodded wiping the tears I hadn’t realized were streaming down my cheeks.
I helped her up and wrapped my arm around her waist.
“Harry?”
“Hmm,”
“Don’t tell this to Lou. I promised him I wouldn’t do it again. But when the fans—I couldn’t help it,” What! Again? She used to cut before? Not the time, Styles.
“Okay, but promise you won’t do it again, for real,” I told her.
“I promise I’ll try Harry. It’s hard to just stop,” I nodded and took of my jacket and wrapped it around her so the scars would be covered.
“Sorry, Lex,” all the lads said when we walked back to the hall. “It’s not your fault boys,” she gave a weak smile, “You threw me an amazing party. Thank you so much,” she spread her arms out for a group hug.
Lexi’s P.O.V.
“What will I do?” I whined. It’s been a week since we came back from Barbados. The boys had to record songs all day. “We’re going shopping!” Perrie, El, and Dani chorused, entering the room. “I thought you had to work too?” I asked suspiciously. “We took the day off,” Dani and El said.
“Anything for a girls day!” Perrie exclaimed. “Alright, I’ll get dressed,” I stepped in the shower and took of my clothes. The scars were healing slowly, I hadn’t bumped into any fans the last couple of days, and wasn’t ready to meet them yet either. Pushing the thoughts aside I started singing
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone?
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you–
“Ahhh! What the fuck are y’all doing here?” I screamed when I saw all the lads sitting in my room. Thank God, I’d changed in the bathroom. “We were listening to you sing,” Liam told me. Shit! I’ve got to stop singing in the shower. “And you’re amazing!” Zayn tackled me in a hug. “So, we’ve decided that you’re coming with us, and Simon’s going to hear you,” Niall stated. “Wait, What? You have decided where’s my vote?” I asked. “Okay, vote,” Lou said.
“No! I’m not going anywhere,” I answered.
“Well majority says yes, So you are coming,” Lou smirked.
I glared at Harry, knowing that he had called all the lads to hear my terrible voice. “Let’s go!” he said not meeting my eyes.
At the Studio
“Harry!” I whined, “I can’t do this.”
“Babe, you sound amazing. Simon will love you,” he said sounding sure. Wow! Harry’s surer of me then I’m of myself. Just great.
“Alexis Tomlinson?” Simon held out his hand for me .
“Just Lexi, please,” I told him.
“The lads tell me you have an amazing voice. So, would you like to sing for us,” I glared at Zayn, knowing he was the one who would’ve told Simon. How amazing I sound.
“Sure,” I mumbled.
“Great c’mon in,” I walked into the office.
“So what are you going to sing, Lexi?”
“Uhmm I guess I’ll just do Thousand Years?”
“Uh-huh,”
(A/N: link to the song--http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9ayN39xmsI)
After finishing the song, I looked at Simon. He didn’t say a thing. I told the lads this was a bad idea. The boys came in the room everyone looking at Simon.
“Soo?” Harry broke silence.
“Will you do the opening for the lads’ concert this Saturday?” Simon asked me.
Wait! What?! “Uh—“
“The boys were right you do have an amazing voice. So will you?”
“S-sure,” I stuttered.
“Great, see you then lads and you too Lexi,”
Before I could figure out what was happening I was attacked in a group hug. “Can’t…Breathe…”I managed to say. “You’ll strangle her,” Harry said from the door. “Yay! Now we’ll par-tay!” Niall sang. I went to stand beside Harry. “I told you, you sound amazing! Congratulations baby,” he kissed me softly. I intertwined our fingers. “Let me call the girls and we can meet at the club,” Lou announced. “You guys can go. I’ll pass,” I told them. “Why?” All of them whined.
“I’ll stay too,” Harry said. “You can go if you wan—“
“I don’t want to,” he cut me off. “See you lads at home,” Harry said and we walked to his Range Rover.
LMFAO The story I am currently writing has the same title, and this is the first time I have seen this story!
4/12/16