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Always the Bestfriend

Not now, not ever - Niall’s POV

Harry left her standing at the lobby shocked after he’s snapped at her. I didn’t like hearing him raise his voice at Y/N. Why would anyone want to raise their voice at Y/N? Whenever Niall thought of Y/N, all he could think was he wanted to protect and take care of her in any way he could. Even if that meant liking Y/N in silence because he knew she liked someone else.

He could see it in Y/N’s eyes when she looked at Harry. It was probably how he looked when he looked at Y/N. He wasn’t sure, really. But Louis’ told him a thousand of times that his eyes gave away too much whenever he looked at Y/N. Louis was the only one who knew how he felt about Y/N.

Louis’ caught him several times staring longingly at Y/N and didn’t say anything until that one morning when Y/N and Harry was laughing and fooling around in the kitchen making breakfast at one of the hotel rooms we were staying at at that time while I was watching and pretending to laugh along.

“Why are you doing this to yourself, mate?” Louis whispered.
It wasn’t like he wanted to keep at it. Niall couldn’t count the times he’s told himself to “Just stop liking her. She doesn’t want you, she wants your best friend” but what could he do? Every time Y/N flashes him a smile or does so much as look at him with those gorgeous eyes he was putty in her hands all over again.

After failing again and again to control how he felt, he decided to give up fighting it.

“I’d rather want her in silence and be her best friend, than tell her how i really feel and lose her, Lou.”

So that was what he did — want her in silence.

Y/N turns to me with glassy eyes, “What did I do wrong Ni?”

And all I could do was wrap my arms around her, hoping it’d make things better. I felt stupid knowing I couldn’t do any more for her. It hurt seeing her hurt.

We made our way to our floor, and when I dropped her off at her hotel room door she asked, “Maybe you could stay with me tonight? Netflix? Golf channel?”

And I couldn’t say no to her tear stained face. Not now, not ever. She’s got me.

Notes

Comments

@calicokahlia14
Hello! Really appreciate the notes, thank you so much. I just updated added two more chapters. hope you like it!

Just updated! Chapter 15 is the last one. This one's finished, thank you very much for reading my little story :)

I'm not sure if this is over. But I just wanted to let you know I am dead. Thank you.
I hurt so bad hurting Niall, never imagined I could feel like that. It was very well written, a few minor tense changes, POV pronoun mistakes , but an all around great read. Very moving. And with the Y/N concept, I hate myself for hurting Niall. Love the work. Not sure if it is going to be updated but id go for more! Niall and Y/N was just soooo great. Keep up the good work.
P.S. I created an account here soecifically for this haha

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5/27/18