Only You

I sat in between Jared and Alex on the way home, despite her trying to see if Jared needed the middle seat so that he could have more leg room. I felt like I was going mad, but she was definitely trying to pull every trick that she had out of the bag. I leant against Jared with his arm around me the whole way, his hand playing with my fingers clearly thinking of the kisses we had shared ten minutes before. As the streetlights passed over Alex's face, I could see that she was glaring at our hands intertwined next to her out of the corner of her eye. I smiled smugly and snuggled deeper into Jared's chest which he responded to with a small kiss on the top of my head.

"I had such a great time tonight!" Her forcefully cheerful voice broke the silence, "You've always known the best places to go." my eyes rolled instinctively in the dark.

"Thanks Alex, I had fun..." Jared said and then gave me a small squeeze, "What about you, ey? You have fun?" I squeezed his leg lovingly with my free hand.

"My evening was perfect, always is when I spend it with you..." Alex's leg twitched next to mine as I lied about what a great night I had had, but no way in hell was I going to give her the satisfaction of knowing just how I had been affected by her being there. Jared kissed my head again as we pulled up at his gates. He felt around in his pockets for his clicker to open them and I suddenly felt excited. Not only was I about to spend the night with Jared but we were about to say goodbye to Alex, and that in itself was great. The car stopped as Jared was handing our half of the taxi money to Alex for her to pay the taxi driver when she got out further down the road.

He opened his car door and as I was sliding along the seat to follow him, the door on my other side opened and I heard Alexis springing from the seat. I could hear her voice muffled outside the car as she spoke to Jared and my blood boiled.

"It was so good to see you again JJ, I can't believe it's been six months since we even spoke, I feel like nothing has even changed..." she said in a low voice.

"Yeah it was good to see you Alex. I'm glad your back, honestly, no hard feelings." I paused. What the hell was Jared talking about, when he had told me, he had made it sound like him and Alex had ended things mutually and on good terms.

"I'm sorry for how I left things between us... that wasn't fair of me." I heard gravel underneath her feet as she took two steps closer to him. Why did I feel like this moment was getting far too intimate on her part? I had to stop whatever she was planning... I looked at the gravel and sighed... desperate times called for desperate measures.

"It's fi-" Jared was interrupted by my shriek as I flung myself from the car and onto the gravel, "Lena? Are you ok?" The driver was out the car and Jared was moving quickly to my aid, "What the hell just happened?"

"My shoes..." I said in a quiet voice, pretending to be embarrassed as he reached down to help me up, once I was on my feet I wobbled for good effect, grabbing onto his arm as I spoke again, "The ground's so uneven, I literally can't stand."

"Maybe you shouldn't wear shoes you can't walk in then." Alex snapped as Jared started chucking under his breath at my apparent clumsiness.

"No, you look sexy in those shoes, I guess I'll just have to carry you to the door..." Jared said, holding onto me to help me keep my balance, "Anyway, you should probably go Alex, we'll see you soon?" She hesitated and then nodded before giving me one more hard stare and turning to get in the car. As soon as the door had shut and the car was driving down the drive, Jared had swept me up bridal style and pressed his forehead gently to my own as he started walking to his house.

"You look beautiful tonight you know." He whispered making my face flush red. I closed the space between our lips and pressed them to his softly. We kissed the whole way up to his door where he placed me gently on my feet and unlocked the door. It suddenly hit me that Jared hadn't rang a parent to say that I would be coming home with him and I began to feel very self conscious. Jared looked at me as he pushed the door open and frowned. "Something wrong?..."

"Will your parents not be bothered that you didn't let her know I was staying?" I whispered. The frown subsided and a small smile touched his lips, but it wasn't a particularly happy smile, "They wouldn't care if they were here... but they aren't, they're in Singapore for a month... It's just me, Jen and Meg..." He turned his back to me, flicked the light on and threw his keys onto the side table. I turned to close the door behind me quietly but before I could turn around Jared was at my back, undoing my zip and pushing the shoulder straps of my dress down so that he could kiss my skin gently.

I giggled quietly and turned to face him, his lips meeting mine hungrily. His hands found their way down my back and to the back of my legs as he lifted them up to his waist and held me against the wall, moving his kisses to my neck. I closed my eyes and whimpered quietly as he nipped my collar bone drawing a low growl from his own lips against my skin.

"Jared, you are going to scar Megan for life if she catches you." Jensen said matter-of-factly from the other end of the corridor as he approached toward the kitchen, "Hell, after hearing those noises, I'm scarred." I immediately attempted to jump down off of Jared but he held me there with one hand while reaching for my shoe with the other. He continued to kiss my neck slowly as he spoke back to Jensen.
"You're on Meg watch, so if she's not in bed at this time that's on you... and if you're unfamiliar with these noises, I feel sorry for Gemma... now piss off." He mumbled against me between kisses on my neck before lobbing my shoe in his direction. It missed Jensen and hit the wall next to him with a bang. Jensen laughed, shook his head and walked away to leave me and Jared to do our own thing. It amazed me how close he and his brother were sometimes.

" Can we go upstairs..." I whispered into Jared's hair after a few more minutes of making out where we were. He smiled at me seductively and nodded. I don't know why I thought that meant Jared would put me down, he seemed to love carrying me places when he was in this sort of mood. He carried me up to his room slowly, his forehead pressed to mine, never once breaking eye contact with me, it was like he had cast a spell on me because I found myself unable to look away either. Once we were in his room he began kissing me again, kicking the door shut, turning off the main light and then laying me down on his bed gently and climbing on top. My hands played with the bottom of his shirt for a few moments before he sat up with a smile and took it off. I sat up with him and he undid my dress and pulled it up and off my body and on to the floor. We lay back down as he kissed my neck and he ran his hands down my body and to my thighs. I was enjoying seeing how the moonlight touched his skin and illuminated every contour of his muscular body and then all of a sudden Alexis popped into my head and I couldn't push her away, I wondered if he had ever been like this with her and then I remembered I wanted to talk to him about what I had heard her say.

"Hey, you ok?" Jared said pulling away and moving to lie next to me as I had clearly tensed up.

"I was thinking about Alexis." I said honestly. His face contorted and he looked amused.

"Whatever gets you off I guess?" He laughed and then stroked my cheek comfortingly to show he was joking, "What about Alexis?"

"When did you guys break up?" Jared looked a little shocked, before sighing and rolling onto his back, pulling me close for a cuddle while we talked.

"About a year ago... why?" I ignored his question and sat up, staring at him feeling the frustration boiling in me.

"So you were still together when she moved to Russia?" He sighed again and lifted his hands to his face, rubbing his eyes before sitting up next to me.

"Yes, now why have you suddenly decided that any of these questions are important Lena?" He reached his hand out to my shoulder but I dodged his touch.

"She dumped you... didn't she?" I whispered, "You let me believe that it was mutual, but it wasn't was it, I could tell tonight when she was talking to you outside the taxi." Jared leaned over and turned his bedside light on, so that we could see one another properly. He hesitated before exhaling deeply and closing his eyes with a small nod, "What happened six months ago?" I snapped quietly.

"Lena, why are you doing this? Alexis doesn't matter, I'm with you now." He whispered looking at me as a tear rolled slowly down my cheek.

"What fucking happened six months ago, Jared? I repeated a little louder this time. He ran his hand through his hair and he looked truly miserable, but I didn't care, as far as I was concerned, he deserved it, he had lied.

"We were considering getting back together, but Alex decided she didn't want to and she just stopped talking to me..." I pushed myself from the bed and began gathering up my stuff to leave, "Lena, where are you going?" He said coming to sit on the edge of the bed, the panic rising in his voice. I didn't answer though, I just continued to look for my dress. "Please, don't leave, this is ridiculous, Alex means nothing to me-" I turned to him, the fire burning in my eyes.

"Are you taking the fucking piss? You just made me sit through a dinner with a girl who you were still into six months ago while she spent the night flirting with you!" I hissed and he looked taken aback, "When she came back you should have told her to fuck off and that you weren't interested anymore! Not tried to make me and her be friends!"

"Alex wasn't..." I glared at him daring him to challenge me on the flirting and he changed his mind as I found my dress and picked it up from the floor, "Well, I didn't notice, and I don't like being horrible to people Lena, I'm not like that, I don't believe that just because I liked someone once that we can't be friends once I've fallen in love with some-" I froze, standing with my dress in my hand and cut him off again.

"What did you just say?" I whispered. He looked at me confused, "You've fallen in love with me?" I breathed and took a step toward him. He reached out and grabbed my wrists gently pulling me closer to the bed and onto his lap so that I was straddling him.

"How could I not?" He whispered as he pushed a small strand of hair off my face, "I wish that wasn't the first time you'd heard me say it though..." I sat shocked on his lap for a moment before searching his eyes to see a hint of anything other than the truth and saw nothing but honesty. Without another word I gently pressed my lips to his. He moved his hands from my thighs and gently removed my dress from my hands and tossed it back on the floor before winding his arms back around my body, holding me close. Although we were both only in our underwear the kiss was less sexually charged than it had been before, it was the kind of kiss I'd never had before... a kiss from someone who loved me.

Notes

So... what are your guys thoughts? Is Selena in love with Jared? Does Jared still have feelings for Alex? How is Harry going to feel when he finds out that Jared has said this to Selena?

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