My head is pounding and the sun seeping through my curtains wakes me. I gulp down and the taste of alcohol still lingers. I turn my head and see him next to me, in my bed oh god did we. I mentally face palm.


I slept with Harry, did I. I peep under the duvet and oh god yep! SHIT! "Morning." He speaks with his eyes closed. "yea morning" I said timidly. "Umm you should probably go." His eyes dart open, his morning eyes seem sad?

He carefully gets himself up, I turn around so he can put his clothes on. "Ok see ya."

"wait H." His eyes light up. "you umm understand yea."

"Yea." He drops his head in defeat.







Harry's POV:

No I don't understand, we didn't actually do anything last night, so I don't know why I left her thinking we did. Maybe I thought if she thought we did it would be the beginning of something.

I return home, I text Gemma saying I won't be able to make it and she is understanding. I can't sleep so I decide to go to my sanctuary the studio. I venture down to the back of the house and lock myself in here for the day.



I have been working non stop on some solo songs, I hope one day they can become a success for me and only me. I am beyond grateful for the band and the experiences but I do hope soon I can make a go of a solo career.

I remember watching an episode of one tree hill and the quote was "When all your dreams come true, who dod you want next to you."

Mine is easy. Olivia, she has already been there through all these amazing experiences for us all and I want her to be there for many more, by my side.


I decide to check Twitter, something I have abandoned lately. I follow some people who make the effort to ask me how my day is going, then a tweet catches my eye.


OliviaRyan: Can't wait to perform at the BRITS #SHOUTTOMYEX


Whats her hashtag? What ex? It completely slipped my mind about her Chris and what she might have felt this morning, she thinks she cheated? But if she is saying Ex why didn't she tell me they broke up?

And the brits I totally forgot we are performing. Which reminds me we have rehearsal tomorrow.

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I make my way to the arena, I try to call Olivia to ask her about the tweet and just I wanna know know how she is.

"Lads." I greet the boys. "Hey did anyone see Liv's tweet." I ask causally. "Nope." Is all their responses. Ok clearly I am the only staler here.


"Olivia what are you doing here." Zayn spots her walking past.

"Hey." She comes over, "I'm actually performing." She grins I am so proud of her.


"Olivia can we talk?" I rudely interrupt her conversation with Liam. "Yep." she nods.

I take her aside and jump in, "So." I stand on my toes. "So." She searches for a prompt.

"About last night, we didn't do anything. I just helped you in bed and you asked me to undress you."

"Oh." She blushes, "thank god," She touches her chest while mine breaks. "I just didn't want anything to be awkward for us." She said

"Yea, right, totally." I whisper.

"Well umm good luck." I said and walked away to join the boys.




We are all back at Niall's to just chill and hang out and I do what I do best. I eavesdrop on Olivia and Louis's conversation.

"So do you like Harry?" Louis said, I mentally face palm. "Of course why wouldn't I?" She said. I coyly smile.

"No I mean like him, like him?" Louis prompts.

"Oh well, umm No I haven't really."



With that I am gone.


Olivia's POV:

Louis prompts me. "Oh well, umm No I haven't really thought about him like that before."

"Well you didn't hear this from me, but he kinda likes you." Louis grins. "Really.?" I am not all that surprised.

"Would you give him a chance maybe, assuming your single now?"

"Yes I am Louis, and yea I guess I'm open to anything."

Can I picture myself falling in love with Harry I don't know right now, date him sure why not give him a chance. I'm a fan of never say never.


"Hey do you know why Harry bolted out of here for?" Liam comes in. Louis and I look at each other.

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