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The past couple weeks have flown. We are all on the bus, it is the middle of the night and we are journeying to Brazil.

Harry and mines relationship is slowly being repaired, although he has no idea I could be potentially be carrying his child. I have't heard from Will but I know he still looms.

Everyone has retreated to their bunks. Harry and I lounge around. "Finally." He clicks the remote. The notebook commences on the screen. "I know my favourite movie should be fighclub but I am a sensitive man."

I smile at his confession. My hormones are haywire so I begin to sob a little. "Bella are you ok?" I nod my head using my knuckle to wipe away the tears. "It's just a sad movie."

"It hasn't started."

"No I know, but everyone knows how it ends."

"Rightttt"


"Hey Harry, I need to take to you about something." He turns down the volume. "Yea Bells." I love it when he calls me that. I fiddle with my hands. "Umm so."


"Whoaaa." His arms extends to prevent me from falling. "You ok?" I nod my head.

"Everyone alright." Paul comes in. "Whats going on?" Harry asks him. "Roads are closed for the next ten hours, we have to stay at this dingy motel."

I look to Harry.



It was a bit of a tall order to get everyone off the bus and organised into rooms. There weren't enough for us all so some ventured a block away. All the couples together and Harry and I paired.

"Wow five star." Harry raises his eyes opening the door to our room.


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He drops our bags on one of the chairs. He stands one side of the room and I stand on the other in a t.shirt and track pants. He wears some jeans and a white t.shirt. Glancing across the room in silence.

He takes a step forward and so do I. This sound of comfortable silence we bathe in. My heart and head waring, but my hormones are haywire. I need him. Still silent he stares into my soul, I let him.

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We lay under these disgusting sheets blissfully. He rubs my bare arm and I remain nestled into his chest.


"Tell me more about you Bella." He whispers against my hair.


"There isn't much. I am an only child, parents split when I was five due to dad's affair. I was born in London but moved away with Mum to La. That sums me up."


"Do you forgive him?"
"Who my dad?"
"hmm"

I never really had thought about this until Harry bought it up. "I don't forgive mine." He reveals.

"Why?"

"He hurt mum too many times and I guess he blew it after she ended up in a coma for a month after the beating she took for me." I look up at him, my broken winged angel.

"Thats why it is always protect mum at all cost. I struggled when she started seeing Robin, but his proven himself."

"At least she is happy now." I smile trace his bed tattoo. "You remind me so much of her, strong and always assuming the best in people."

"I will never be that kind of father." A lump forms in my throat.


Both of us breathing, hands intertwine and closer than ever. Bella he needs to know my subconscious screams. I know he does but I don't want to ruin whatever this is between us.

Then he mentions it.

"Bella." I humm against his chest.
"What are we, what is this?" I pop myself up and take his hand. "I don't know but whatever it is l like it." I grin.

"Me too," He kisses me passionately covering us bother under the duvet.

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We finally made it. All of us sweaty and breathless. Harry helps me on the last step. "Made it." He puts his arm around me proudly.

Standing at the Christ of Redeemer.

"Selfie" Harry takes his phone from his pocket. I nestles next to his face and we smile. "let's tease people." He uploads it to Instagram winking at me.


"Selfie anyone" I turn to see Niall. "Promise me, you will not drop this one." He cheekily nods.


"You know what I hate?" Louis announces. "When your glad you made it to the top, but then you remember you need to go back down." We all laugh best we can, we are too tired t move.

"I am jumping straight into the pool when we get back to the hotel."

"I'm with ya." I say to Niall. "Can I watch?" Harry grins at my poked out tounge.

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Back at the hotel Niall held up his bargain, fully clothed swimming in the pool. I however along with El opted to put some bikinis on.

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Some of the crew are by the bar. Liam, Cherly and Bear are in the childrens pool. Freddie is due to come and join daddy Louis in a couple weeks, at least Bear will have some company.


"You haven't told him yet have you." El and I sit on the steps of the pool.

"Not yet. We haven't even figured out what we really are."

"Meaning?"

"I don't know that's the thing. I don't what to call us." I shrug my shoulders. "Yea you definitely need some foundation."

I insecurely cos my arms along my stomach. "Ok how about this, if you weren't you know" She points to my tummy. "With child, could you imagine your life with Harry?" I turn my head glancing over to where he stands.

By the bar shirtless, crucifix necklace dangling in white shorts. I smile knowingly. I turn back to El.


"Yea, yea I do." Then another reminder pops in my mind. "It might not even be his, and if it's not i have lost him forever."

That is the hardest part. "You won't know until you tell him. And it may be his. Then you will have the best life possible."

Wow she makes solid points Louis is one lucky guy. "Thanks El." I rest my head on her shoulder.


"Any room for us?" Louis and Harry join us on the steps. "Don't. Don't you dare." Louis throws El over his shoulder and they splash around. Harry slides closer next to me.


"Hey you doing Bells?" He takes a sip of his corona. "Just weirdly watching everyone." I look forward in awe of everyone.


"Dinner date tonight?" He asks nonchalant. "sounds nice." He kisses my cheek.

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