The bus turbulence wakes me up, getting up from my bunk I head into the kitchen. I greet everyone there.

"Hey"
"Hey."

The lack of Harry and I relationship stings the confined space.

"You feeling any better Bella?" El asks me I nod sipping on my tea. "A little" I move some hair from my face. The past month I have been experiencing gastro symptoms.

"You still look a little pale." Doctor Liam notices. "I'll be fine."
"Excuse me." Harry brushes past me heading into the entreatment area.

I know they all feel the tension as much as I do.

*****


While everyone explores Paris I sit on the tour bus and google more of my symptoms.
Thank god someone comes in the lounge area. "Come on love you need some Vitamin D." Louis comes in with El.

"No I don't wanna third wheel."

"Niall already has that covered." Louis laughs. "You be fourth wheeling."

"Where is Liam?"

"At the hotel with Cheryl and Bear."

"Give me five to change." I sit up and go to my bun getting some clothes.



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"Bella get in." El extends her arms to take a selfie of Louis and I creep in on top of the Eiffel Tower. "Ohh cute, send it to me please."

"Of course." Louis kisses her cheek and we wonder about the iron laced landmark.

I admire the Paris view my chin resting on my knuckles, the sun, blue sky and great company. "Hey Bella." Niall stands next to me. "Photo." He extends his arms and we make a silly face.


Then both our eyes widen but I can't help but burst into fits of laughter. I cover my mouth to try and stop Niall is gobsmacked.

"Thats my phone." He looks over the edge.

"I drop my phone on the fucking Eiffel Tower." I can't stop laughing only this would happen to Niall. "It'sssss aaaaaa longggg wayyy downnnnn." I sing.

"Hey where did Irish go?" Louis comes by me with El. "He dropped his phone."

Louis cocks his head. "Yet that doesn't surprise me." We all laugh.

I hear some laughter in the background all three of us turning our heads, some girl flirting with Harry. He brushes his hand against her arm.

"Whoowww" I all of a sudden get dizzy. "Hey, you ok?" El notices. I grab onto the rail trying to find my equilbium again.

"Lets get her down, must be the altitude up here." Louis and El take either side of my arms.

---

"Here, here." Niall rushes over with some water. I take a sip and tilt my head back.

Oh by the way he founds his phone screen down completely cracked. A new one is on the way.


"Is there anything we can get you. Some food?" El rubs my back. "Eww no." I shake my head.

"What happened?" Louis speaks "No idea." I place my palm on my forehead, El continually rubbing my back. "Actually can one of you call Liam, I need to speak to Cheryl."

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"And then?" Cheryl asks me as I sit popped up on the bed. I explain to her what happened before.

"I don't know just felt faint like."

"Ok then, one of us needs to go to the pharmacy."

El, Louis, Niall and Liam all look at each other. "I can't go." Louis says. "Me either" El repeats.
We all look at Niall. "What makes you think I can."

"You don't have a girlfriend." Liam interjects, "doesn't mean rumours won't start."

"I'll go." Cherly offers. "no babe" Liam is then interrupted by crying Bear in the next room.

El, Louis and El and a returned Liam all say simultaneously "RAY"

"Your gonna get the bus driver to go." I question. "It's the only chance we got love." Louis is right.

Niall, Liam and Louis all go to find Ray and ask him for this massive favour. While El and Cherly stay with me. "You'll know very soon.." Cheryl rubs my shoulder.










The moment is rising. Two sticks are going to determine the rest of my life. I've seen Liam and Louis with their sons on this tour and it is magical. But am I there yet? am I ready to be a mum? His he ready to be a dad? That's the other dilemma. Who?





Guess I'll be finding out.

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