The group including the crew are all enjoying a private boat ride along the Hudson river. Leaning against the rail harry protectively around my waist. Admiring this tranquil moment that New York offers.

I need to get back to LA next week for more doctors appointments. Harry whispering in my ear causing the hair at the back of my neck stand, shivers down my spine.

He releases from grip walking over to Liam and Bear who is in such an awe of this new experience.

"Hey have you came up with a wedding date?" El startles me.

"Geeze El." I put my hand on my heart. "I think I might have the baby first."

"How is all that?" I look to her. "I mean it's not ideal, but were making it work, we love each other."

In my heart Harry is a connecting piece.







"Yes, ok bye." I hang up on Will. "All good?" Harry asks. We are in our hotel room hi head popped up flicking through the channels. I rejoin him in bed. Crawling in nestling into his chest.

"Yea just another appointments." He wraps an arm around me kissing my forehead. I don't know he does that. Sit here and love me while I carry another mans baby, if it was me I would not have endured it all too well.

I toy with my engagement ring watching Harry causally change, he helps me up, offering to carry the bags down to the style room.

"Ok boys lets begin." I clap my hands. Liam is first.

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Harry's pov:

"Is she still sick?" I ask El on the phone running off the stage back to the hotel.

"I'll be there in five." I hang up.



Sweaty an puffed out I almost break the door down to see her. "Through here" El says and I see Bella head over the toilet vomiting

"Hey I'm here." I pull her hair back. "Harry?" She croaks. "It's ok baby" I massage her scalp, soothing her aching back.

Pale and weary, I move the hair from her face, tracing over lips. I gently take her to the bed and tuck her in. I quickly have a shower and slide my boxers on joining her in bed. I don't feel comfortable with her going back to La without me, but it's incumbent.

I may need to send some back up. A snoring Bella by my side as I switch the tv on. I was supposed to accompany the boys and El at a club tonight, but she needs me. I know I sound selfish but I need an escape from this. Otherwise I will go insane and slip into something I know that will takeover me.




The sun beaming through the large window insight Times Square. Bella missing from my bed. I shoot up my weary eyes scan the room.

"Hey" She is full of colour and energetic. She lays next to me. "What shall we do today?" I ask.

"Baby shopping" raising an eyebrow. I sigh "yea ok." I kiss her cheek and go into the bathroom.





"Do we really need this?" I say juggling all in my hands. "Ah yep." She scratches her head.

"Can we go back now?" I ask calmly. "Were not done yet." She scans another shelf. "I'm tired." I say honestly. "Oh I'm sorry I didn't know you were carrying another human being?" She pulls something from the shelf.


Sighing i try my best to remain calm. "Come on" She says.


"Yes dear."

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