How many times have I forgiven him, may you ask? Well countless. Will my boyfriend of two years almost he keeps hurting me and I allow it, I have no idea why maybe I don't want to be alone.

I kicked him out last night and now I am heading somewhere in LA. An address he text me.


200 North Spring Street, please i want to show you how much you mean to me, i don't want to lose you Bella you're my everything. love you xxxx



I tell the cab driver and promises were not far. Do I really have energy to do this all over again. My mind circling do I even have any love to give. Do I love him? My thoughts cloud my judgement, I'll give him the benefit of the doubt. My kindness at times like this is mistaken as a weakness.

"There you go love." The cabby stops. I take some money out. "Thank you sir."

Manners are nothing so I tip him extra.


I step into an abandon warehouse? Does he plan on killing me? Scarce of light and my hells echoing against the concrete. Lucky I bought my coat this somber chill sending shivers down my spine.


"Will, this isn't a game" I didn't notice but I am shaking with fear.


"I wasn't sure you would come." He appears from the shadows startling me. "Me neither."


"Take a seat." I zoom the room and see a single black, backless chair sitting myself down. Crossing my arms I wait for him to talk.

"So I know we have been here a million times before. This is for you, well they are for you." My eyelashes batter what the hell is he talking about?



four figures appearing on a stage right in front of me.



Counted all my mistakes and there's only one
Standing out from the list of the things I've done
All the rest of my crimes don't come close
To the look on your face when I let you go


This is what he thinks he takes to get One Direction come sing for me, this is going to supposedly erase all his mistakes.


So I built you a house from a broken home
And I wrote you a song with the words you spoke


I smile anyway, because you know it's not everyday the biggest boy band is serenading you.




Yeah, it took me some time but I figured out
How to fix up a heart that I let down

Now I'm searching every lonely place
Every corner calling out your name
Tryna find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?

Where do broken hearts go?


Will took me to their concert once here in LA, he didn't even mind me fan girling. Will is in the music industry a producers assistant so he must of had connections for this arrangement. I look at Will who watches them.

I look back to all four boys singing on the stage and the curly one he has the most amazing green eyes I've laid upon.


Yeah, the a taste of your lips on the tip of my tongue
Is at the top of the list of the things I want
Mind is running in circles of you and me
Anyone in between is the enemy

Shadows come with the pain that you're running from
Love was something you've never heard enough

Yeah, it took me some time but I figured out
How to fix up a heart that I let down

Now I'm searching every lonely place
Every corner calling out your name
Tryna find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?

Are you sleeping, baby by yourself?
Or are you giving it to someone else?
Try to find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?

Tell me now, tell me now,
Tell me where you go when you feel afraid?
Tell me now, tell me now,
Tell me will you ever love me again, love me again?

Now I'm searching every lonely place
Every corner calling out your name
Tryna find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?

Are you sleeping, baby, by yourself?
Or are you giving it to someone else?
Try to find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?

Tell me where you're hiding out
Where do broken hearts go?
Come on, baby, 'cause I need you now
Where do broken hearts go?
Tell me, 'cause I’m ten feet down
Where do broken hearts go?

Come on, baby, come and get me out
Come on, baby, come and get me out
Come on, baby, 'cause I need you now

Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?

Where do broken hearts go?



Damm these lyrics are so accurate. The song concludes I stand applauding them.


"Thanks boys." Will said. "Like I said we have been here a million times before, but I promise I will never ever hurt you again."


"How can I trust you?" I feel like we shouldn't have this conversation with four strangers in the background packing up their equipment.


"I promise this will be the last I screw up, Bella I love you." Looking pathetic getting on his knees. I am embarrassed.
"You had an affair with someone for three months and I was totally oblivious." I spit the sin he committed.


"What?" Will and I simultaneously turn our heads to an exclaimed Harry."


"Eaves drop much?" Will retaliates. "Hey I thought this was something we were doing for love, not to play apart in your disgusting cheating regime."



Will's fists clench, "how about you mind your own business fucker"


"Will. Stop." I stand between he and Harry. "She does not deserve someone like you." Harry attempts to step forward in his face, luckily I take his arm. He does not want to test Will's limit, because not even Will knows how high the can go.


Harry is taller than Will, but Will works out a lot so it could potentially go either way."


"Will you need to leave." I say. "What no Bella please." He takes my arm but I snatch it back.


"Bella your coming home with me." He is aggressive. "Did you want me to escort you out" Harry growls.


"Fuck this." Will storms off.


"What the hell is your problem?" I asked Harry.

---

Harry's pov:


"Thanks boys." Will said. "Like I said we have been here a million times before, but I promise I will never ever hurt you again." I begin to eaves drop.

Liam called us all to do this favour for one of his producers assistant for his girl. Of course in the name of love.


"How can I trust you?" The girl speaks. She is five foot six, shoulder length light hair amazing subtle green eyes.

"I promise this will be the last I screw up, Bella I love you." He looks pathetic getting on his knees.
"You had an affair with someone for three months and I was totally oblivious."

The fuck he did. Who would hurt her, who would hurt Bella?


"What?"

Will and Bella simultaneously turn their heads toward me


"Eaves drop much?" Will retaliates.

"Hey I thought this was something we were doing for love, not to play apart in your disgusting cheating regime."



Will's fists clench, "how about you mind your own business fucker"

I jump off the stage and invade his space. Standing in front of Bella shielding her.


"Will. Stop." She stands between Will and I. "She does not deserve someone like you." I attempt to step forward in his face, she takes me by my arm

I am taller than this loser, but I have feeling he works out more than me.





"Will you need to leave." "What no Bella please." She takes her arm fuelling me.


"Bella your coming home with me." "Did you want me to escort you out"I growls.


"Fuck this."He finally storms off.


"What the hell is your problem?" She looks at me bewildered.


"Your welcome" I return to the stage and pack up.


Negative floods of nostalgia make waves. She reminds me of my mother and if she would to still be with that twat things would not turn out so happily.

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About a month later.......

I am a massive believer in fate and destiny, and it has ticked all the right boxes. Bella is here at our hotel in Manchester. She is our stylist for our comeback tour. Lou isn't coming this time around she has set up her own business with Lottie so she remains in London.


"Well, well." I take a seat in chair kicking my feet up.

"Why didn't you mention this?" I ask scrawling through my twitter. "Didn't get the call till last week," I watch her work through the mirror teasing my hair.


"It's going to be a great ten months." I wink.

Notes