This loneliness is solemnly mine. I am way too comfortable in it. I don't leave the hotel room much. I have spoken to my brother and he informed me dad and Lou were coming back earlier. He has something to tell us. I spoke to dad and I told him I knew, he cried, I cried. So we need to all be at Lou's tonight at six.


It's five now so I decide to get changed. I think I might shower first.




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I'm in the cab heading to Lou's place, pre warning I am not in a good mood. I can't believe I have been in London a month. Its been a roller coaster. Maybe i should have stuck with Fionn he knew nothing about my life, I never told him, and his fame wasn't as big as Harry's but he'll get there he is very talented.

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"Hey daddy." I hug him ever so tight. "You feeling ok, not sore or in pain."

"Honey I'm fine and I'm sorry again." I hug him again.


Stepping into the lounge Anthony, Kylie and Lou are here.


My dad takes a seat next to Lou. Then another knock on the door. Lou answers it.

All of a sudden the white stark white wall has more interest for me as soon as he walks in the room. My eyes are glued to this apparent very interesting wall. The tension can be cut with a knife in here.



"So, what you need to tell us." My brother breaks the tension. "Well when we were away, we got married."


There is a fire in my stomach I am not holding back.. "Oh congratulations." Kylie stands and hugs them both then so does my brother.


harry next. I still don't know why he is here. I then stand ready to roar.


"Hang on a minute, hang on."

"Married." I repeat. "Yes Dianna."

"DON'T TALK DOWN TO ME LOU." I yell at her. "You selfish, selfish cow."


"Dianna." My dad says appalled in my behaviour. "You knew, he has cancer then you go and steal him away for some romantic getaway. Stealing any potential time the rest of us may have with him." I croak.


"No, what of course not"

"SHUTUP" I yell again. "You all knew, except me, you knew, you knew." I point to everyone in the room.

"You are so selfish Lou." I spit. "Dianna stop it now." Harry tugs my arm,

"AND WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN HERE?" I yell at him.

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Harry's POV:


"AND WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN HERE?"
I have never seen her this angry in all my life. It scares me. She has a right, but this isnt Lou's fault.



"Where do you think she could be?" I ask her brother and Kylie as we walk the streets of London.


"I have an idea." She calls a cab. Her dad and Lou are back at her place. Her father is exhausted and her outburst didn't help, but Lou is with him happily married. I am so happy for her she deserves happiness as much as anyone.


Yes I feel guilty of course how we all knew about her dads cancer but it was genuine to protect her. Little did we know.




"Stick together." Her brother yells above the noise.


My eyes widen at what I am seeing. Dianna why?


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I shuffle myself to her through the club. "What the hell are you doing." I snatch a shot glass from her.

She picks up another and guzzles it. I am appalled. "Dianna stop, no more for her." I point to the bartender.


"What the hell Harry, your not my father."

"No I'm not and if he was here he would kidnap you out of this club."


Another shot.

"Stop stealing my drinks." She whines.


"I didn't donate my so you can drown it in alcohol."

"Ok, first of all you can't play the donation car. Throw in my face how you saved my life every time you disagree with me."


"I can and I will."

"Ok that's it." I pick her up and throw her over my shoulder, "What the hell are you doing." She tries to punch my shoulder.


"Got her" I brush past Anthony and Kylie.







I have her in my bed laying down in her club clothes. "How many did you have?"

Stubborn she won't respond, laying there with her arms crossed.


"Is my dad going to die."


"what no, come here" I place my chin on her head and rub her back. "He is isnt he?"

"Dianna hey." I look in her blue eyes. "He is not going to die. My god your shivering." I rub her arms up and down subduing the cold from her shaking body.

Her head leans on my chest, we both lay in my bed.





"Morning." I beam knowing she is next to me. "hey." She whispers.


"I gotta go." She gets up, grabbing her purse. "Where?"

"Back to my hotel, I wanna go home."


"Back to Australia.?"

"Why?" I croak. "Because it's my home Harry, This is yours Australia is mine."

"But your dad, and Lou? His doctors are here."


"He has Lou he doesn't need me and Anthony is here now so. No body needs me."

"What about me?" I ask emotionally. "What about you?" She sits back on the bed. "I need you Dianna."

"I'm sorry H. I don't have a purpose here, keep living off Lou's money and dads no. I need to make a life for myself and Australia is where I need to start building."


"Dianna, I'll help you with whatever please stay. I'll help you find a job. Anything. Please" I beg.


"Harry I will be forever grateful for what you did, saving my life literally.. But I need to do this on my own. You understand yea?"


"Yeah."


No.

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