A somber, eerie mood overfilling the airport. I cannot believe this is it, no more sun, no more swimming, no more adventures and no more Harry. I stop and stare watching my dad and Lou embrace in their heartfelt goodbye.

Harry has not uttered one word the whole car ride. He wheels my suitcase to our gate.


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I sniffle avoiding any tears. Our flight boards in another hour or so, we let dad and Lou wonder the airport while Harry and I go to some pub and enjoy the last of each others company.


"There ya go." Harry passes my lemonade. "Ta."

"So." He says.

"So" I say and we chuckle. "I'm sure we will see each other again."

"Yea I know" I wry smile

"Umm I guess a thank you is in order."

"What for?" He replies. "Everything I guess." I smirk, "for being nice, and considerate and generous." I babble on.

"Please don't thank me." He takes my hand.

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"Ready to go kiddo?"

"No." I fold my arms, turing my head I see Lou's red puffy eyes. I stand and immediately hug her. "I'm gonna miss you." She nods against my shoulder.


I hug Harry goodbye and cry. "Hey, hey." He grabs my chin wiping away my trickling tears. "Ok" I gather myself.

"I'll see you when I do. Which I will."

"Yes you will" He tucks some hair behind my ear. One last time I hug him.


I show my passport and wave. He has a crying Lou on his shoulder.



This flight is pure agony I am so bored. I don't want to go home. I don't want to face my reality. I am not ready for it. If he was by my side it wouldn't be as much of a tall order.













"Welcome to Melbourne Australia the current temperature is seventeen degrees."

Great it's cold for sure I will catch a cold. I take my phone off flight mode and text him. Wait should I? Am i being to pushy? Maybe I'll wait.



Getting off the plan my legs are like jelly. I wait for dad to collect our suitcases.

"Hey" I turn around and hug my brother. "Ok, excuse me, excuse me." Kylie drags me

"What is this?" She holds up a magazine with me on the cover and Harry has his waist around me. "Nothing" I'm blunt.


"Bull." She presses. "Can we leave it for the car?" She nods.


My dad sits in the front, while my brother drives and Kylie and myself in the back. Her mouth is gaping. I have just told her everything that happened between Harry and I.




"Ok see ya tomorrow." My brother says. The only good thing about being home is seeing him and then theres the other.


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God I have missed my bed. Without hesitation I fall asleep.

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