It is our third day in New York and I am in love with this city. The food, shopping, people, fashion and of course the company. Harry has another surprise for me bless him. He said to dress formal so I settle on what I bought today.


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Dad is also going on another date with Lou, I am so happy for him and her of course. I apply the last of my lip gloss and a knock on the door.


I beam with happiness at the sight of Harry. "Dad I'm going." I shout out. "Have fun" he shouts back, welcome to our communication.

"Where are we going?" I ask happily. "It's a surprise love." ahhh the way he calls me love I melt.


"Looking good Lou." I wink as we walk past her. "Don't forget protection." Harry shouts. "Harry, thats' my father." I punch his arm.




We are in the car driving god knows where.

"Sorry mate, New York traffic." The driver says. "All good we have time"


This is a shout out to my ex
Heard he in love with some other chick
Yeah yeah, that hurt me, I'll admit


I sing loudly. Harry smirking, "do you ever hear from him?" I ask. "Who?" I give him the really kind of look. "Oh no." He shakes his head.

Shout out to my ex, you're really quite the man
You made my heart break and that made me who I am
Here's to my ex, hey, look at me now


"Are you laughing at my goofiness?" I ask him. "No, not all. Just ironic.

Ok whatever the connotation behind the comment means. Is it weird I absolutely love this song despite not having and ex?


Finally we pull up at Maddison Square Garden? Why here?

"Thanks buddy."

"Thanks Tom." We get out of the car. Harry takes my hand and a pack of paparazzi have found us. "Hold tightly." I put my head down and Harry shepherds me in the arena. Once we arrive in my mouth gapes.


"Thank you, thank you." I jump up and down and kiss his cheek. "Your most very welcome. Come on. I have some people I want you to meet."

Wait what? My heart is racing.




"Nice to meet you." I say to Perrie. Yes Harry has bought me backstage to meet Little Mix. I am surprisingly not that nervous. To look at them in real life is a shock they are all beyond gorgeous and so down to earth.


"We Hope you enjoy the show." Jessy smiles. "I know I will."

"You did good with this one H." Perrie assumes. "Well it was lovely meeting you all." They let me hug them goodbye.


"Thanks again ladies." Harry says and we find our seats.

"Thanks you so much again Harry." I rest my head on his shoulder.




I'll push that pedal 'til it's gone through the floor
I'm burning reds like I would run from the law

I sing out loud.


'Cause I love, love, love making love to you
But I'm stuck, stuck, stuck on the 202
Won't you help me, help me?
(Just want to you tonight)



Beep beep
Baby, pump, pump, pump, 'cause I'm in a jam
Give me a jump, jump, jump, make it start again
Won't you help me, help me?
(Just want to you tonight)
Beep beep

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The amazing concert has finished and we are on our way out. More paps circle us, it seems as though have doubled. God how does he do this? Just a little space will suffice. Suddenly I am burning up and claustrophobia taunts me. Light headed, non coherent and hazy surroundings. I've lost Harry's hand. Next thing I am on the ground.

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