Love Story
11: 35 pm
I felt like my heart was just ripped out of my chest, like someone physically put their hand in my chest, pulled out my heart and stomped on it. I couldn't move I felt like a statue. This was just a nightmare and I knew I would wake up soon. I kept telling myself.
Everything just stopped.
I was sitting on the side of the road with a white blanket wrapped around me. That one of the paramedics gave me. The wind was blowing in my hair I could see my breath as I breathed. What was I seeing you might be asking yourself.
A car crash.
I was seeing red and blue lights everywhere. So many cops and so many paramedics. This wasn't just a car crash where two people are bickering over who's fault it was and then they go home. No this was a car crash where you wish you had a remote control and could just hit a rewind button to stop it all from happening.
Wish you didn't want to get out of bed. Wish you couldn't find your shoes. Wish you couldn't find your keys. Wish you just could've said you were sick. Wish you could've gone another way. Wish you should've saw it coming. Wish the breaks would've stopped in time.
Wish you could've saved him....
I wish I pushed him out of the car and let my life be taken instead. But no. He pushed me out of the car and he took his own life. After all those time he said "I would do anything to keep you alive." He actually meant it. Like I said it felt like someone took my heart out of my chest and stomped on it.
Now I'm sitting on the side of the road. Looking at this terrible scene. The black range rover is flipped over to where half of it is on the road and the other half is in the woods. The black SUV is also flipped over with broken beer bottles on the ground along with some beer.
I'm waiting for them to pull him out. I'm waiting for them to tell me that he's awake. I'm waiting for them to tell me that he's okay. I'm waiting for a sign. Just one.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard my name being yelled. I stood up not caring that the white blanket fell off my shoulders. I started to walk a bit. "LEXI!" I heard. It was a thick accent.
Was it him? He's not hurt?
I looked over and saw someone running over. I couldn't see my contacts fell off during the crash.
"N-Niall?" Was all I could get out. I saw the figure coming closer. All I remember is that my knees fell to the ground.
It wasn't him.
And that's when everything went black.
- 2:45 am -
I heard voices. But they were too quiet. I think one of them was my brother Ashton. (yes hehe from 5sos *insert heart eyes*). "Lads I think she's waking up." I hear Liam say. I hear shuffles of their feet coming closer to me.
Where am I? I thought to myself.
"Don't crowd around her guys, that's what the doctor said." Ashton said. He was always being protective of me. I felt someone squeeze my hand. I was guessing it was Ashton.
"C'mon L wake up. You can do it. We're all here for you." Ashton said squeezing my hand tighter and I felt him kiss my forehead.
I groaned quietly. My eyes fluttered open I looked around. Everyone was smiling. I had a tube up my nose. "My head hurts." I mumbled. "I'll go get the doctor." Calum said walking out and Liam following behind.
"We're so glad you're okay." Zayn said hugging me lightly. I smiled.
I noticed something was off. There was no laughter in the room. It was dull. Everyone looked like they've been crying. Even Ashton. He never cries.
"L what's wrong?" Ashton said squeezing my hand.
I looked at him. Liam, Calum and the doctor came in.
"Lex?" Louis said trying to get my attention. I sat up a bit. I looked around. "Where's Niall?" My voice sounded like a lost puppy."
Everyone looked at each other making their jaws drop a bit.
"Uhh." Ashton's voice was shaky. I looked at him and he grabbed onto my hand.
"Where's Niall?" I asked again and this time my voice was a bit louder. I felt Louis put his hand on my shoulder.
"He's in a coma."
Everything just stopped.
I was sitting on the side of the road with a white blanket wrapped around me. That one of the paramedics gave me. The wind was blowing in my hair I could see my breath as I breathed. What was I seeing you might be asking yourself.
A car crash.
I was seeing red and blue lights everywhere. So many cops and so many paramedics. This wasn't just a car crash where two people are bickering over who's fault it was and then they go home. No this was a car crash where you wish you had a remote control and could just hit a rewind button to stop it all from happening.
Wish you didn't want to get out of bed. Wish you couldn't find your shoes. Wish you couldn't find your keys. Wish you just could've said you were sick. Wish you could've gone another way. Wish you should've saw it coming. Wish the breaks would've stopped in time.
Wish you could've saved him....
I wish I pushed him out of the car and let my life be taken instead. But no. He pushed me out of the car and he took his own life. After all those time he said "I would do anything to keep you alive." He actually meant it. Like I said it felt like someone took my heart out of my chest and stomped on it.
Now I'm sitting on the side of the road. Looking at this terrible scene. The black range rover is flipped over to where half of it is on the road and the other half is in the woods. The black SUV is also flipped over with broken beer bottles on the ground along with some beer.
I'm waiting for them to pull him out. I'm waiting for them to tell me that he's awake. I'm waiting for them to tell me that he's okay. I'm waiting for a sign. Just one.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard my name being yelled. I stood up not caring that the white blanket fell off my shoulders. I started to walk a bit. "LEXI!" I heard. It was a thick accent.
Was it him? He's not hurt?
I looked over and saw someone running over. I couldn't see my contacts fell off during the crash.
"N-Niall?" Was all I could get out. I saw the figure coming closer. All I remember is that my knees fell to the ground.
It wasn't him.
And that's when everything went black.
- 2:45 am -
I heard voices. But they were too quiet. I think one of them was my brother Ashton. (yes hehe from 5sos *insert heart eyes*). "Lads I think she's waking up." I hear Liam say. I hear shuffles of their feet coming closer to me.
Where am I? I thought to myself.
"Don't crowd around her guys, that's what the doctor said." Ashton said. He was always being protective of me. I felt someone squeeze my hand. I was guessing it was Ashton.
"C'mon L wake up. You can do it. We're all here for you." Ashton said squeezing my hand tighter and I felt him kiss my forehead.
I groaned quietly. My eyes fluttered open I looked around. Everyone was smiling. I had a tube up my nose. "My head hurts." I mumbled. "I'll go get the doctor." Calum said walking out and Liam following behind.
"We're so glad you're okay." Zayn said hugging me lightly. I smiled.
I noticed something was off. There was no laughter in the room. It was dull. Everyone looked like they've been crying. Even Ashton. He never cries.
"L what's wrong?" Ashton said squeezing my hand.
I looked at him. Liam, Calum and the doctor came in.
"Lex?" Louis said trying to get my attention. I sat up a bit. I looked around. "Where's Niall?" My voice sounded like a lost puppy."
Everyone looked at each other making their jaws drop a bit.
"Uhh." Ashton's voice was shaky. I looked at him and he grabbed onto my hand.
"Where's Niall?" I asked again and this time my voice was a bit louder. I felt Louis put his hand on my shoulder.
"He's in a coma."
Notes
WHOO! First chapter! I really hoped you guys enjoyed this story. I'm doing a double update. So please vote if you like it.- Katie Xx
