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NIALL & LILY GROUP CHAT W/ HARRY
HARRY: Hey guys Mel isn't feeling to good. I think we should postpone the birthday surprise.
LILLY: Harold, what happened to Melanie??
NIALL: Is she alright, Harry? What did you do to her?
HARRY: Lilly she is alright,Niall why the fùck you think I would do something to her? She is just feeling really dizzy and stuff.
NIALL: It's just cuz she was fine like 2 hours ago and now she is all sick, so I immediately thought you did something. I hope she feels better.
LILLY: Fûck I hope my girlfriend gets better. Tell her I’ll be over tomorrow to cuddle her. But what do Niall and I do with all her presents and the food and cake. P.S. your house looks like a unicorn puked on it.
HARRY: She is asleep and when did you go lesbian? Did Niall not do you right in bed? And just put the food in the fridge and keep her presents for tomorrow. I'll clean up the unicorns mess.
LILLY: SHUT THE FÛCK UP STYLES, NIALL AND I AREN'T EVEN DATING, AND IF WE WERE I'M PRETTY SURE HE COULD FÛCK ME BETTER THAN ANYONE!!
NIALL: YEAH WHAT SHE SAID!!!
HARRY: Dâmn you don't have to go capt. lock on me.. I'm just stating my opinion. Gosh...You guys would be so perfect for each other.
LILLY: Whatever Harold, Niall and I have better things than bickering with you.
NIALL: Yeah, Harry, we don't need to keep fighting over nonsense with you, Lilly and I have better stuff to do.
HARRY: Yeah like figuring out how to put your díck into her, or figuring out how to put on a côndom.. Give you a hint hold the tip and then roll down.
NIALL: You're a disgusting pêrv. You have no right to say that to us. We aren't even dating. Or have any sêxual contact for that matter and I'm pretty sure if we did I know where my díck should go. And how to have safe sêx!!!
HARRY: Mhmm sure you do...
LILLY: Harry, I'm going to murder you in your sleep. Niall and I could have the best sêx in the fûcking world if we were in a relationship!!
NIALL: Agreed, only if Lilly and I were in a relationship, and only if she wanted it!
HARRY: See what I mean.. You guys are sooo crushing on each other!!! I gtg Mel is waking up bye!! Hope you guys have fun figuring things out *wink wink*
LILLY: wtf ever Harry, tell Mel I said happy birthday and hope she gets better. ttyl . Bye
NIALL: You're such a retard Harry, also tell Mel hi and happy 17th birthday for me. Bye.
HARRY: I will, ttyl guys. Remember hold the tip and roll down.

MELANIE POV
I started to wake up because of little chuckles. Who the hêll is in my bed? I start to panic. I get up in a hurry and reach for the wall to support me from tipping over. I really should of did it much slower because my head is killing me.
I rub my eyes and all the memories flashed before me. I started to cry. Sliding down the hot pink, purple and blue hearted wall. Holding my legs to my chest. Sobbing and sobbing.

Before I knew it tattooed arms wrap around me. Knowing who it was I sobbed more. “Baby girl, why are you crying?” the british boy asked. “I hurt you, remember.” I hate myself so much. I'm such a crybaby. I ruin everything.
“Mel, you didn't hurt me.” I knew he was lying. “Bullshît Haz, I know I hurt you, now you're going to leave me, and never come back.” I cried more and more.

“Melanie,why do you think that, I will never leave you, you mean so much to me, I can even prove it.” while brushing my tears away. He helped me up and walked over to the bed. What the hêll is he doing?
“Wait here baby, I'll be right back.” He shuffled to the closet, pulling out his jeans. He walked over to me and got on one knee. What the fûck is happening?

“Melanie, I wanted to give this to you for along time now, but I waited until your birthday. I really want to prove how much I care about you, and how I will never leave you. Melanie,happy birthday.”
As he opened the golden brown box I looked at this half hearted locket with astonishment. “Look I have the other half and when you put it together there's a picture of us.” He smiled.

“Omg Harry it's beautiful, I can't believe you still have this picture, I love it babe. I will never take it off.” Grabbing him into a huge hug, and kissing him on the cheek. He hugged me back and this feeling, I never wanted it to end.
He pulled back a little and looked at me. “Thank you Harry” I whispered. “Your welcome baby” while giving me a small kiss on the forehead. Then there was a moment of silence. I don't know what came over me but it did.

I crashed my lips on to his and started to kiss the living hêll out of him. He responded rapidly,picked me up so my legs were wrapped around his torso his arms wrapped around my waist.
Never taking a breath from this magical kiss. Once I pulled back a little for we both were panting for air. Looking at each other eye to eye. “Melanie please be my girlfriend, please.” He begged.

I start to kiss him again. Making the kiss long and passionate. Does that answer your question? “Uh I don't know babe, I think you need to give me another kiss.” He grinned. I start kissing his neck and rising up to his perfectly shaped lips.
“Now does that answer your question baby.” I hummed out. “Yes baby doll” he practically groaned out. Making me môan slightly and my stomach jump up and down with butterflies. I really want this moment to last forever.

But my head is telling me that it won't. And that I will end up disappointing this relationship. I will end up breaking Harry, until his heart couldn't function anymore. I don't want that but for some reason my head keeps telling me how it's going to end.
I don’t want this relationship to go down in flames like his parents. Making me come back to reality Harry said “Let's go get some food baby,” I nodded quickly.

“I would love that babe but let me change first.” I put my jogger's and white t shirt on and walked slowly towards Harry so he could help me not fall on my way to the kitchen.

HARRY POV
I couldn't control my laughs. Niall trying to stick up for himself, it's very funny. I know they are fûckn perfect for each other and he knows it too. He always talks about her. Like he is obsessed with her.
It was kinda adorable, him falling head over Jordan's for her. I also know that Lilly has a huge crush on Niall but only if she new his “secret”

I think she will respect him for it thought. I hope she does. I couldn't contain my chuckles and woke up Mel. She got up in a hurry like she was going to die or something. She started crying and I don't know why.
I didn't know what to do but just hug and comfort her but it seemed to make it worse. What did I do to her? The only way to find out is ask, right? “Baby girl, why are you crying?” my british accent sounded more thick because I wanted to cry myself.

It hurt me so much seeing her crying. “I hurt you, remember.” she started crying more.“Mel, you didn't hurt me.” trying to persuade her that I wasn't hurt but she didn't see through it.
“Bullshit Haz, I know I hurt you, now you're going to leave me, and never come back.” that sentence shattered my heart more than it already is. I never wanted to leave her, not in a billion years.

“Melanie,why do you think that, I will never leave you, you mean so much to me, I can even prove it.” I pulled her up and guided her to the bed. “Wait here baby, I'll be right back.” Taking the box out of my jeans.
This is it, this will determine my faith. “Melanie, I wanted to give this to you for along time now, but I waited until your birthday. I really want to prove how much I care about you, and how I will never leave you. Melanie,happy birthday.”

She looked at the half locket and looked so shocked. “Look I have the other half and when you put it together there's a picture of us. I have you and you have me. So you know I'm always holding your hand." I smile at her brightly
“Omg Harry it's beautiful, I can't believe you still have this picture, I love it babe. I will never take it off.” She grabbed me into a huge hug and kissed me on the cheek.

God please let this moment last forever please please please. I pulled back a little to see this beautiful girl smiling bright. “Thank you Harry” she whispered.
“Your welcome baby” giving her a small kiss on the forehead. Then there was a pure silence. I really want to kiss this amazing,beautiful, pretty girl in front of me but I don't want to ruin our friendship.

Then out of nowhere she crashed her lips to mine. I was shocked but kissed back extremely fast. I picked her up so her legs were wrapped around my torso. My hands on her waist. This moment I didn't want it to end. I am determined to make it last.
She pulled away so we could catch up with our breath. Looking right into her beautiful brown hazel eyes. “Melanie please be my girlfriend, please.” I begged but I don't care if I sounded needy. I just want her to myself.

She started to kiss me again. “Does that answer your question?” She is such a tease. She drives me insane, but I'm just as good. “Uh I don't know babe, I think you need to give me another kiss.”
She started kissing my neck and rising up to my lips. “Now does that answer your question baby.” she hummed out. “Yes baby doll” I groaned. She turned me on so fùckn much.

My boxers were practically begging for room. I can tell I turned her on from the little môaned that escaped her mouth. But she went into a deep thought.
She does that when she is nervous or the beginning of anxiety attack. I really want to know how she feels. I feel so much love for her. Mel is the one that got me through everything, ever since I came here to America.
She helped me and my mum through Gemma's death, the divorce, the pain,the depression. Most important was my cutting. Yes thats right.

I used to harm myself because I thought I was the problem in my parent's marriage. I thought and I still do think it was my fault for my sister's death but Mel made me feel again.
I never told her about my harm but maybe if I show her how much I care for her,she will stop hurting herself. When I got out of my own thoughts I asked Mel if she wanted food. She snapped out of her world.

“I would love that babe.” she needed to change first so I put her down carefully in her closet so she could change. I heard the closet door open and saw this beautiful girl. Comfy and cozy in her clothes.
I helped her walk to the kitchen. She was still a little dizzy. I hope she knows how to cook because I burn water.

Notes

A/N. I hope I'm not going to fast. It was eating me alive. I love you guys. Please share my book. Thank you for support!!

Love, Teresa Darji