★彡 BEHIND THE CLOSET DOORS

Josh. A common white boy name. Except I wasn’t normal. I spend most of my life being a gay disappointment to my parents (AU: I stole that last line from XxCookie_MonsterxX) And being gay, I got teased a lot, which then lead to depression, anxiety, stress, and suicidal thoughts. You know, all the typical “gay boy” problems. (AU: I have nothing against LGBT+) School is no help either. All the jocks used to be my friends but in 9th grade when I came out, they ditched my and beat me up all the time. I still have bruises and scars from them but once I switched schools it all kind of stopped.

When I was a kid, I “dated” lots of girls but none of them were a serious relationship, I did have a boyfriend but once I moved, we kind of fell apart. I mean I liked him and all but it just didn’t work out.

Right now I’m in the stage of life where you feel like that you’re just existing and not living. Whatever I do I feel like I messed up or will lead my to messing up. I’ve been rejected so many times, my own parents rejected me for god’s sake! They kicked me out after I came out and I left Oregon and moved into an apartments in Portland, Washington at age 15. Well technically the people I brought the house from thinks that I’m 18 thanks to my false birth certificate and fake ID. I lived by myself for a while but my parents changed banks and I couldn’t get money to pay for rent. At school I met Meyson and he and I became roommates as well as friends.

At Portland County High, people have been more accepting but I still didn’t feel like I belonged there. I’ll just have to wait for someone or something to make me feel better

Notes

Heyyyyyyy. So I want to start writing fanfiction on this site. I do have a wattpad but all of the stories I have on it are actual trash soooooo

I just want to say I have nothing against LGBT+, I’m bisexual myself.

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Bye loves <3

-IZ