Just A Fan

Last night was amazing. Louis and I went home early after dinner. We were supposed to go back with rest to their place, but we decided to head back to the hotel i was staying at. Faye and Claire stayed with the boys and i was perfect with it. When we entered my hotel room, Louis pushed me up against the door. He started kissing my neck and down my collar bone. He put his arms around me and i jumped and wrapped my legs around his waste, kissing him. He walked me into my room and laid me on my bed. He continued to kiss me as he unzipped my dress and took my shoes off. I pulled his shirt off and he pulled away to take his pants off. I took my dress of and moved so my head was on the pillows. He got back on top of me with his legs on both sides of me. We were just in our underwear, and me my bra as well, and he started kissing down my chest. I had mixed emotions. It felt wrong but yet it felt great. As Machine Gun Kelly and Camila Cabello said in their song "Bad Things", "Nothing's that bad, If it feels good". I smiled to myself, playing that song in my head. He stopped at the top of my underwear and looked up at me dancing a little. "What. Are. You. Doing?" he laughed. "Singing in my head" i said. He shook his head and kissed me. "Do you want to keep going?" i nodded. He took my bra off and took my underwear off, leaving me naked and him still in his underwear. He took his underwear off and i started biting my lip. He kissed my inner thigh. He began to go up till he reached where he wanted. We continued till 3 in the morning. It was the best 5 hours of my life.

The next morning, i woke up naked laying beside an also naked Louis. I smiled at the thought of last night. Then i remembered something. We didn't use anything. I cursed a little louder than i thought, waking up Louis. "What's wrong?" he said it a raspy morning voice. I bit my lip hearing him. "Nothing." He moved so he was laying on his back, looking up at the ceiling. I sat on him, putting both of my legs on either side of him. I kissed him. His lips were soft. He began to rub circles with his thumb on the bottom of my back. I loved this. We aren't even dating and here we are making ou-. Then it hit me. I pulled away, getting off of him, and walking to my dresser. I pulled out leggings and a black and red flannel. I grabbed my matching lace underwear and bra and put my outfit on. "Are you okay?" Louis said worriedly. "No. Louis we had sex and we aren't even dating." I looked up to see him standing there in sweatpants but no shirt, looking at the ground. "I'm sorry. I should have asked you when i had the chance. I ruined the chance of me being with the most pretty, funny, amazing girl." He said looking up at me. i walked over to him and hugged him. "You didn't ruin it. If you ask, I'll say yes. Maybe." i laughed. "Will you go out with me?" he asked smiling. I wrapped my arm around him and looked up at him. "Is the Mad Hatter crazy?" i asked. He nodded. Then i smiled. "There's your answer." i pulled away and walked to my stand by my bed and grabbed my phone. We walked out into the living room to see all of the boys and Faye and Claire. Claire was sitting beside Niall on the couch with his arm around her. Faye was sitting between Niall and Liam. Her head was on Liam's shoulder. Harry and Zayn were sitting on the chairs. Faye was the first to notice that Louis and I were standing there. "Finally." she said standing up. She walked over to me and hugged me. "Your going to tell me everything." she whispered in my ear. I knew i was trouble. I started singing "I knew you were trouble" by Taylor Swift and realized, it was backwards. I was the one that is trouble, walking in into Louis life.

The boys left after eating breakfast that i made. Claire said that she needed to head home for family problems. It was kinda upsetting seeing her leave with all of her things. I offered her a ride back but she said she is having her older brother, Zach , picking her up. We said our goodbyes and she was gone. I sat on the couch on my phone and i felt Faye, who is sitting beside me, staring at me. It was like she was staring into my soul. I looked up from my phone and looked at her. "Yes?" i said. "Tell me what happened. Now." she said. I looked down and pressed my power button on my phone, not turning it off, and looked her. I explained how we came home and we had sex but didn't go into real details. She didn't need to know all of that. She asked if we used protection or anything. I shook my head. She sighed. "Alexis. Your mom is going to kill you if you get pregnant." i sighed too. "It doesn't matter. I'm 20 now. I can get pregnant if i want. I'm not 14." i said. She nodded agreeing to it. She explained how Liam was crying while watching The Lion King. We laughed and there was a knock at the door. I stood up and answered it. Louis. "Hey, i thought you had to be at work." he looked down. "Can i come inside?" he said. I nodded and moved to let him through. I closed the door and walked to him. "What's wrong?" he was really pale and i picked his hand up to hold it. They were shaking. "I realized that" he paused. "We didn't use protection." he said. "Yea. I know. But it will be okay." he smiled. "I know but what about your family and the public." i shook my head. "I don't care what public has to say. And for my family, I'm 20. Not 12." i hugged him.

The rest of the day was full of laughter and jokes. We ate dinner, i made tacos, and we watched "The Conjuring 2". After we watched the movie, we fell asleep.

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