Love? hah.. i don't think so

I woke up and went downstairs in the kitchen. I saw my mom. She was looking more hapy than usually.
"oh.. Morning dear" she said as she saw me
"hey mom... Why are you so happy?" i asked her
"its your birthday and your grandma is coming here... She said she has a surprise for you" she told me. Oh no... Not my birthday again.. Ugh
"I don't want anything mom.. not from her.. not from anybody else" i said annoyed
"I know honey.. but she'll come anyway" my mom said "besides I think you'll may like this one" my mom winked at me and smile
"why?"
"you'll found out this afternoon baby.. now go get dressed before you're grandma comes" she said and i went to my room and changed . When I was done I went back down.
"What on Earth are you wearing?" my mom asked
"Um.. Clothes.. Duh" I said
"Doll you must wear something more 'girly'... You're a girl and it's your birthday" Dad said from couch.
"Why? I like these clothes" I said getting annoyed again
"Please doll.. For your grandma"
"ugh. Fine. I'll go change... AGAIN" I snapped and went dack to my room. Why does everybody wants to change me. I like how I look. And now I have to wear some shity dress and make my family happy.
"Just for today" I said to myself and changed. I went back down.
"Is this good enough for ya?" i asked
"perfect doll" dad said and smiled
"Good.. When is grandma coming?" I didn't even care. She never came to see me in last 7 years and now she suddenly loves me. There's something going on here.
"She shoul-" he got interrupted by the door bell. Mom walked to doors and opened them and there she was. My amazing grandma.
"hi mom" mom said to her
"Hello honey" grandma said "where is my little potato?" and i knew she meant me
"Hi grandma" I said with fake smile on my face "Why did you come?"
"what?.. Can't i just come to see my little potato?" I didn't believed her and she saw it in my eyes "okay okay..Let's sit andi'l tell u everything" weall sat down on the couch and waited for her to continue "okay.. The thing is that you are turning 19 today and you don't have husband or boyfriend" I don't like where this is going "so I found a perfect boy to be your husband"
"WHAT?!!! I WON'T GET MARRIED AT 19 YEARS OLD!!* I yelled at her
"listen to me young lady.. I know you're very young but you have to do it" she said calmly
"why?!" i snapped back
"because me and his grandfather made a deal 35 years ago.. If you don't do it you're dad will lose his company.. Do you want to do this to him?" she said. My blood was boilling.. How could she do this to me..
"no.. but I don't want to get married yet"
"Don't worry doll.. Its okay.. I'l just found a new job.." he said sadly. I hate to see my parents sad.
"you did so much for me.. I guess it's my turn to do something for you" I said quietly
"That's the spirit honey" grandma said proudly "He'll come over here tomorrow.. so act like normal person and wear nice short dress.. and dye yourhair to normal color"
"would it kill you to be nice to me.. Just for once?" i said and went back to my room. As soon as I locked the door behind me I started crying. After crying for 5 hours i went to bed and fell asleep.
When I wake up I went downstairs
"morning" I yelled but i was home alone. I went back to my room and get dressed for blind date (outfit) and waited for him to arrive.

Notes

I am so sorry if it sucks but i'm kind of new in writing so please tell me what you think of it