Here's To Us! (A Zarry/Larry Story)
Sort Your Life Out!
Zayn's P.O.V
Every time I pass Harry in the hallway or see him in class. I struggle to look at him, knowing how much I hurt him. I can't look at myself anymore without feeling ill about it. I disgust myself, I could understand if Harry didn't want to forgive me. I just wanted to start again to be able to talk to each other again. But whenever I try to speak to him he walks away, and that really pisses me off.
"Zayn c'mere!" I hear Louis yell from the gate. I walk towards him smelling the scent of burning cigarettes, the smell draws me in more and more as I get closer.
"Oi, light me one" I grunt as I reach the group. Perrie's grinning softly to herself, I guess about the other night. Louis making out with some girl against the gate and Liam's rolling up his own cigarette. I sigh snatching it from his hands and lighting it, he stares at me angrily
"what you gonna do about it dickhead?" I growl, narrowing my eyes slightly.
"nothing..." he mumbles quietly, making a new one.
"Thats what I thought." I mumble taking a long drag. The first drag is always the best, it's like your mind is free of worry and doubt. Your head feels light and it makes your vision brighter and more vivid. I take another drag noticing a tall curly haired boy start to walk towards me. I stand up and grab his wrist, dragging him back to my dorm forcefully.
"What are you doing?!" he questions trying to squirm out of my grasp.
"Fucking the shit out of you" I mummer smirking to myself. He drags his feet trying to stop me. I stop and swing him round laying my head on his shoulder.
"The more you fight me, the more I want you Harry." I whisper softly. I gradually get back to mine and lock the door.
I stare at Harry's innocent face before pinning him against the wall. I smirk at him, slowly in buckling his belt. He watches slightly scared, his bottom lip ever so slightly trembling.
Harry's P.O.V
I watch slightly scared, my bottom lip ever so slightly trembling. He forcefully pulls down my tight black jeans, before ripping off my white t-shirt. I stare at him in shock, his eyes glued onto mine. He slowly sinks to his knees, keeping his eyes on my face. I feel to hands softly stroke my member, before feeling my boxers being dragged down.
His hands clasp my member gently, rubbing it quickly but softly. Gentle moans escape my mouth as he increases his speed. I feel him lick the tip eagerly.
"z-Zayn" I gasp holding onto his shoulders. He suddenly takes me in completely, bobbing his head back and forth. I throw my head back feeling my knees go weak. He continues until I release, he licks me all up and smiles up to me.
"bed now" he mumbles. But I shake my head and lift him up. I kiss him passionately and get my clothes back on quickly.
"I love you Malik, but I can't take this any further any more. Not now anyway" I sigh, unlocking the door and slipping out.
Did I really just let him get away with cheating on me? Was I so stupid to give him a second chance? Everybody deserves a second chance right? I loved him, taking the risk of getting hurt again was worth it. But now I had a revenge plan if he decides to cheat or hurt me again. Our little secret, won't be so secret anymore. He'd better sort his life out, get his act together.
Every time I pass Harry in the hallway or see him in class. I struggle to look at him, knowing how much I hurt him. I can't look at myself anymore without feeling ill about it. I disgust myself, I could understand if Harry didn't want to forgive me. I just wanted to start again to be able to talk to each other again. But whenever I try to speak to him he walks away, and that really pisses me off.
"Zayn c'mere!" I hear Louis yell from the gate. I walk towards him smelling the scent of burning cigarettes, the smell draws me in more and more as I get closer.
"Oi, light me one" I grunt as I reach the group. Perrie's grinning softly to herself, I guess about the other night. Louis making out with some girl against the gate and Liam's rolling up his own cigarette. I sigh snatching it from his hands and lighting it, he stares at me angrily
"what you gonna do about it dickhead?" I growl, narrowing my eyes slightly.
"nothing..." he mumbles quietly, making a new one.
"Thats what I thought." I mumble taking a long drag. The first drag is always the best, it's like your mind is free of worry and doubt. Your head feels light and it makes your vision brighter and more vivid. I take another drag noticing a tall curly haired boy start to walk towards me. I stand up and grab his wrist, dragging him back to my dorm forcefully.
"What are you doing?!" he questions trying to squirm out of my grasp.
"Fucking the shit out of you" I mummer smirking to myself. He drags his feet trying to stop me. I stop and swing him round laying my head on his shoulder.
"The more you fight me, the more I want you Harry." I whisper softly. I gradually get back to mine and lock the door.
I stare at Harry's innocent face before pinning him against the wall. I smirk at him, slowly in buckling his belt. He watches slightly scared, his bottom lip ever so slightly trembling.
Harry's P.O.V
I watch slightly scared, my bottom lip ever so slightly trembling. He forcefully pulls down my tight black jeans, before ripping off my white t-shirt. I stare at him in shock, his eyes glued onto mine. He slowly sinks to his knees, keeping his eyes on my face. I feel to hands softly stroke my member, before feeling my boxers being dragged down.
His hands clasp my member gently, rubbing it quickly but softly. Gentle moans escape my mouth as he increases his speed. I feel him lick the tip eagerly.
"z-Zayn" I gasp holding onto his shoulders. He suddenly takes me in completely, bobbing his head back and forth. I throw my head back feeling my knees go weak. He continues until I release, he licks me all up and smiles up to me.
"bed now" he mumbles. But I shake my head and lift him up. I kiss him passionately and get my clothes back on quickly.
"I love you Malik, but I can't take this any further any more. Not now anyway" I sigh, unlocking the door and slipping out.
Did I really just let him get away with cheating on me? Was I so stupid to give him a second chance? Everybody deserves a second chance right? I loved him, taking the risk of getting hurt again was worth it. But now I had a revenge plan if he decides to cheat or hurt me again. Our little secret, won't be so secret anymore. He'd better sort his life out, get his act together.
11/24/13