Here Without You
Chapter 9
Shay's POV
Ed helped me out of the car and we went inside the resturant there were some paps but not too bad. We followed the hostest out to a balcony where we could be alone and Ed pulled out my chair for me. He sat down infront of me and I looked at the view we had. It was beautiful and the pcen looked beautiful too. "Shay I just wanted to tell you that you looked really pretty again." Ed said shyly. "Thank you Ed." I said grabbing his hand. Then music started to play, perfect for slow dancing. "Um will you dance with me?" Ed asked nervous. "Yes." I said and we stood up. We started to sway to the music and I could feel his nervousness. "Ed you dont have to be nervous just have a good time." I said trying to help him. He smiled and then pressed his lips to mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck tighter and deepened the kiss. I felt him smile and he pulled away. "What?" I pouted. "Tonight okay?" He said laughing a little.
We ate dinner and had a really great time together. I was laughing the whole time and was really starting to fall for Ed. After we ate we decided to go down to the beach. I took off my heels and Ed held them for me as we walked hand in hand on the beach. "So um Shay do you think we'll be able to have kids together?" Ed asked tightening his grip around my hand. "I dont know." I said starting to feel a little sad. "Its okay just forget I asked. I can tell it makes you a little sad. Im sorry baby." He said leaning down to kiss me again. After he pulled away I smiled. Then I felt my eyes getting heavier and I yawned. "Getting tired baby?" Ed asked me. "Yeah can we go to your flat?" I asked him wanting to be with him more. "Can we sleep together this time?" Ed asked laughing. "Yes we can." I said back laughing. "Come on lets go get you stuff from your house." He said picking me up and carrying me to his car. When we got to my house I ran upstairs really quick and started to pack stuff. As I was packing my mother walked in. "Your spending the night at Edward's?" She asked surprised. "Yeah I am why?" I asked trying to pack fast. "Well are you doing it just for sex?" "Mom no!" I screamed back weirded out. "Okay well use protection." She said and left. I sighed and kept packing. I felt arms around my waist and looked back to see Ed. "You ready baby?" He asked kissing my neck. "Mhmm." I moaned back. "Come on." He said and we walked to his car.
When we got to his flat I went and put my stuff in his room. I was looking around when I felt his arms wrap around me. "Hey." I said leaning back into him. "Hey baby." Ed said leaning down and kissing my neck. I started to moan but then pulled myself away from him. "What? Whats wrong?" He asked worried. "Umm nothing Id just rather not." I said nervously cause I was a virgin. "Whats wrong?" He asked again. "Im a virgin and Im scared." I said honestly. "Its fine." He said wrapping his arms around me. "We can watch movies and stuff okay?" He asked and I nodded. "Good now go put on pjs and well cuddle." He said and kissed me. I smiled and went and put on my pjs. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=81883112) When I came out Ed wasnt in his room any longer. I went out into the living room to see him putting in a movie. I sat down on the couch and waited for him. "Hey." He said smiling sitting down next to me. He wrapped his arm around me and brought me close.
Half way through our movie my phone started to ring. I pulled it out and saw Harry was calling. "Can I talk to him for a minute?" I asked Ed. He smiled and nodded a yes. Before I got up I leaned over and kissed him deeply. I got up and went outside to answer. "Hey babe." I said smiling. "Hey where are you?" Harry asked worried. "Im at Ed's flat why?" I asked starting to get a little worried. "Oh are you having sex with him?" He asked sadly. "No Harry Im not. Why did you ask where I was?" I asked again. "I just wanted to make sure you were safe baby." He said sadly. "Please Harry dont be sad. I hate it." I said starting to feel tears in my eyes. "Im sorry I just miss you and want you." He said holding back tears. "I know I miss you too." I said starting to break. "How was your date?" He asked trying to make me happier. "It was good I had fun. Were still doing something tomorrow right?" I asked to make sure. "Yes baby our date is tomorrow. I have to go Shay but I love you." He said into the phone. "I love you too." I said and he hung up.
I went back inside and Ed was at the front door. "Um what are you doing?" I asked him. "I was just coming to make sure you were alright." He said holding my hand. "Oh okay." I said following him into the living room. He sat down on the couch and I stratled him. "Baby what are you doing?" He asked laughing. "I dont know just wanted to sit like this." I said wrapping my arms around his neck. He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to my lips. I pouted when he pulled away. "Come on baby im tired lets go to sleep." He said picking me up. He carried me to his bed and put me down in his bed. He got in on the other side and cuddle next to me. I rested my head on his chest and rubbed circles on his tummy to help him sleep. I heard him asleep and started to think about sleeping with Harry. I wonder if Harry would help me fall asleep. Ed didnt know about my sleeping problem. Harry did and I wondered if he'd help me. Something told me Harry would help and Ed would make fun of me.
Ed helped me out of the car and we went inside the resturant there were some paps but not too bad. We followed the hostest out to a balcony where we could be alone and Ed pulled out my chair for me. He sat down infront of me and I looked at the view we had. It was beautiful and the pcen looked beautiful too. "Shay I just wanted to tell you that you looked really pretty again." Ed said shyly. "Thank you Ed." I said grabbing his hand. Then music started to play, perfect for slow dancing. "Um will you dance with me?" Ed asked nervous. "Yes." I said and we stood up. We started to sway to the music and I could feel his nervousness. "Ed you dont have to be nervous just have a good time." I said trying to help him. He smiled and then pressed his lips to mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck tighter and deepened the kiss. I felt him smile and he pulled away. "What?" I pouted. "Tonight okay?" He said laughing a little.
We ate dinner and had a really great time together. I was laughing the whole time and was really starting to fall for Ed. After we ate we decided to go down to the beach. I took off my heels and Ed held them for me as we walked hand in hand on the beach. "So um Shay do you think we'll be able to have kids together?" Ed asked tightening his grip around my hand. "I dont know." I said starting to feel a little sad. "Its okay just forget I asked. I can tell it makes you a little sad. Im sorry baby." He said leaning down to kiss me again. After he pulled away I smiled. Then I felt my eyes getting heavier and I yawned. "Getting tired baby?" Ed asked me. "Yeah can we go to your flat?" I asked him wanting to be with him more. "Can we sleep together this time?" Ed asked laughing. "Yes we can." I said back laughing. "Come on lets go get you stuff from your house." He said picking me up and carrying me to his car. When we got to my house I ran upstairs really quick and started to pack stuff. As I was packing my mother walked in. "Your spending the night at Edward's?" She asked surprised. "Yeah I am why?" I asked trying to pack fast. "Well are you doing it just for sex?" "Mom no!" I screamed back weirded out. "Okay well use protection." She said and left. I sighed and kept packing. I felt arms around my waist and looked back to see Ed. "You ready baby?" He asked kissing my neck. "Mhmm." I moaned back. "Come on." He said and we walked to his car.
When we got to his flat I went and put my stuff in his room. I was looking around when I felt his arms wrap around me. "Hey." I said leaning back into him. "Hey baby." Ed said leaning down and kissing my neck. I started to moan but then pulled myself away from him. "What? Whats wrong?" He asked worried. "Umm nothing Id just rather not." I said nervously cause I was a virgin. "Whats wrong?" He asked again. "Im a virgin and Im scared." I said honestly. "Its fine." He said wrapping his arms around me. "We can watch movies and stuff okay?" He asked and I nodded. "Good now go put on pjs and well cuddle." He said and kissed me. I smiled and went and put on my pjs. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=81883112) When I came out Ed wasnt in his room any longer. I went out into the living room to see him putting in a movie. I sat down on the couch and waited for him. "Hey." He said smiling sitting down next to me. He wrapped his arm around me and brought me close.
Half way through our movie my phone started to ring. I pulled it out and saw Harry was calling. "Can I talk to him for a minute?" I asked Ed. He smiled and nodded a yes. Before I got up I leaned over and kissed him deeply. I got up and went outside to answer. "Hey babe." I said smiling. "Hey where are you?" Harry asked worried. "Im at Ed's flat why?" I asked starting to get a little worried. "Oh are you having sex with him?" He asked sadly. "No Harry Im not. Why did you ask where I was?" I asked again. "I just wanted to make sure you were safe baby." He said sadly. "Please Harry dont be sad. I hate it." I said starting to feel tears in my eyes. "Im sorry I just miss you and want you." He said holding back tears. "I know I miss you too." I said starting to break. "How was your date?" He asked trying to make me happier. "It was good I had fun. Were still doing something tomorrow right?" I asked to make sure. "Yes baby our date is tomorrow. I have to go Shay but I love you." He said into the phone. "I love you too." I said and he hung up.
I went back inside and Ed was at the front door. "Um what are you doing?" I asked him. "I was just coming to make sure you were alright." He said holding my hand. "Oh okay." I said following him into the living room. He sat down on the couch and I stratled him. "Baby what are you doing?" He asked laughing. "I dont know just wanted to sit like this." I said wrapping my arms around his neck. He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to my lips. I pouted when he pulled away. "Come on baby im tired lets go to sleep." He said picking me up. He carried me to his bed and put me down in his bed. He got in on the other side and cuddle next to me. I rested my head on his chest and rubbed circles on his tummy to help him sleep. I heard him asleep and started to think about sleeping with Harry. I wonder if Harry would help me fall asleep. Ed didnt know about my sleeping problem. Harry did and I wondered if he'd help me. Something told me Harry would help and Ed would make fun of me.
6/28/13