Here Without You
Chapter 8
Shay's POV
I brought both of the boys into my room and had them sit on my bed. "Thank you." I whispered quitely. "What was that?" Both boys asked in unison. "I said thank you. You know for sticking up for me like that." I said looking up at them. They both gave me a cheeky grin. "So look I can't have you both and I just dont know what to do." I said sitting down between them. "Its okay Shay." Harry said rubbing my back. "Shay who would you be the most happy with?" Ed asked me holding my hand. "I dont know thats the problem. Ed Im starting to have feelings for you." I admitted looking at the ground. "Well how bout this we both take you out on dates and stuff like that and then you can choose?" Harry suggested. I started to think it was a good idea. I looked up at him and nodded a yes. "Is this okay with you Ed?" I asked squeezing his hand back. He nodded a yes and then looked down at his watch. "Um babe I gotta go to a meeting. Can I take you out later tonight though?" He asked looking straight into my eyes. "Yeah sure when should I be ready?" I asked. "Around 7:30." Ed said getting up from my bed. I smiled at him and he kissed my cheek goodbye.
After he left I turned to look at Harry. "I'll be able to take you out soon. Right?" He asked sadly and nervously. "Of course." I said wrapping my arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around my waist and started to kiss me. I smiled into the kiss but kissed back. Then there was a knock on my door. We let go of each other and Harry got off my bed. "Yes?" I asked as the door opened. "I heard you were going out with Edward tonight." My mother said happily. "Yeah I am." I said looking at the ceiling. "Can I help you pick out your outfit?" My mom asked coming inside. "No. That's why Harry is here." I said gesturing towards Harry. "Fine." My mother said and left.
"Do I really get to pick out your outfit?" Harry asked laying on top of me. "Yes but can we do something first Mr.Styles?" I asked seductively biting my lip. Harry shook his head yes trying to keep in moans. I reached down and stroked his package through his jeans. "It includes this." I said pulling his head down. "I know." He growled out. "And I get to touch this." He added rubbing a finger up my slit through my pants. My breathing hitched and I pulled back. He dipped his head down and started to bite and suck on my neck. "Harry please." I moaned pulling his hand towards my pants. He pulled back. "I dont like it when girls beg." He said laughing slightly, "And I want to see you do something." He added. "What?" I questioned curious. He got close to my ear and whispered, "I want you to touch yourself." My eyes widened at his words. "Harry I-I-I I dont know if I can do that." I said looking into his eyes. "Please baby?" He asked bringing my hand down to where I needed him.
I sighed and finally gave in. I pulled off my pants and let Harry pull off my shirt, underwear, and bra. Once I was naked I felt a little uncomfortable. "Harry do I really have to do this?" I begged him. "Yeah I wanna see what you like. Have you ever touched yourself before?" He asked taking my hand in his. "No." I said quitely. "It's easy." He said moving my hand down to my core. He moved my finger up my slit making me moan. "Feel good?" He asked smirking. I nodded and he told me to keep touching myself. I tried but just couldnt. "Harry please I really just cant." I said looking away. "Its fine." He sighed bringing me into him, "Maybe once you've done it more." He said kissing me.
Harry had stripped down to his boxers so I put my hand in and he moaned. I stroked up his shaft and wiped off the precum. He shivered under my touch making me smile. He saw me smiling and his expression turned dark. "Now you're going to get it." He said making me nervous. "Harry Im still a virgin." I said quitely. "Oh. Sorry Shay." He said wrapping his arms around me. "Can we stop and pick out my outfit please?" I asked quitely. "Of course baby. Im really sorry for pushing you." Harry said kissing my head. I smiled up at him an put on my underwear a pair of shorts and his t-shirt. He slipped on his sweats and followed me to my closet.
"Something fancy?" He questioned and I shook my head yes. "I want to wear something red." I said and Harry pulled out a dress. "What about this?" He asked. I took the dress and kissed him. "Thank you." I went in the bethroom and got ready. This is what I looked like:http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=81552621 I came out of the bathroom after and hour and Harry was asleep on my bed. I sat down next to him and woke him up. "Baby wake up Ed is going to be here soon." I said shaking him. He opened his eyes and smiled. "You look so beautiful." He said and leaned up to kiss me. I smiled and heard the knock at the door. I looked at the time '7:25'. "Come on." I said and me and Harry went downstairs.
As I walked downstairs Ed looked up and smiled. He pulled out from behind his back yellow roses. I smiled at him and took the flowers. I walked into the kitchen. "Mom can you put these in a vase?" I asked handing them to her. She smiled and I walked back out to Ed and Harry. "You look gorgeous." Ed said pulling me into kiss him. "Thanks." I said when he pulled away. "Well Shay I'm gunna go I'll see you tomorrow." Harry said kissing my cheek. "Bye Harry." I said as he walked out. "Ready?" Ed asked me and we walked to his car.
I brought both of the boys into my room and had them sit on my bed. "Thank you." I whispered quitely. "What was that?" Both boys asked in unison. "I said thank you. You know for sticking up for me like that." I said looking up at them. They both gave me a cheeky grin. "So look I can't have you both and I just dont know what to do." I said sitting down between them. "Its okay Shay." Harry said rubbing my back. "Shay who would you be the most happy with?" Ed asked me holding my hand. "I dont know thats the problem. Ed Im starting to have feelings for you." I admitted looking at the ground. "Well how bout this we both take you out on dates and stuff like that and then you can choose?" Harry suggested. I started to think it was a good idea. I looked up at him and nodded a yes. "Is this okay with you Ed?" I asked squeezing his hand back. He nodded a yes and then looked down at his watch. "Um babe I gotta go to a meeting. Can I take you out later tonight though?" He asked looking straight into my eyes. "Yeah sure when should I be ready?" I asked. "Around 7:30." Ed said getting up from my bed. I smiled at him and he kissed my cheek goodbye.
After he left I turned to look at Harry. "I'll be able to take you out soon. Right?" He asked sadly and nervously. "Of course." I said wrapping my arms around his neck. He wrapped his arms around my waist and started to kiss me. I smiled into the kiss but kissed back. Then there was a knock on my door. We let go of each other and Harry got off my bed. "Yes?" I asked as the door opened. "I heard you were going out with Edward tonight." My mother said happily. "Yeah I am." I said looking at the ceiling. "Can I help you pick out your outfit?" My mom asked coming inside. "No. That's why Harry is here." I said gesturing towards Harry. "Fine." My mother said and left.
"Do I really get to pick out your outfit?" Harry asked laying on top of me. "Yes but can we do something first Mr.Styles?" I asked seductively biting my lip. Harry shook his head yes trying to keep in moans. I reached down and stroked his package through his jeans. "It includes this." I said pulling his head down. "I know." He growled out. "And I get to touch this." He added rubbing a finger up my slit through my pants. My breathing hitched and I pulled back. He dipped his head down and started to bite and suck on my neck. "Harry please." I moaned pulling his hand towards my pants. He pulled back. "I dont like it when girls beg." He said laughing slightly, "And I want to see you do something." He added. "What?" I questioned curious. He got close to my ear and whispered, "I want you to touch yourself." My eyes widened at his words. "Harry I-I-I I dont know if I can do that." I said looking into his eyes. "Please baby?" He asked bringing my hand down to where I needed him.
I sighed and finally gave in. I pulled off my pants and let Harry pull off my shirt, underwear, and bra. Once I was naked I felt a little uncomfortable. "Harry do I really have to do this?" I begged him. "Yeah I wanna see what you like. Have you ever touched yourself before?" He asked taking my hand in his. "No." I said quitely. "It's easy." He said moving my hand down to my core. He moved my finger up my slit making me moan. "Feel good?" He asked smirking. I nodded and he told me to keep touching myself. I tried but just couldnt. "Harry please I really just cant." I said looking away. "Its fine." He sighed bringing me into him, "Maybe once you've done it more." He said kissing me.
Harry had stripped down to his boxers so I put my hand in and he moaned. I stroked up his shaft and wiped off the precum. He shivered under my touch making me smile. He saw me smiling and his expression turned dark. "Now you're going to get it." He said making me nervous. "Harry Im still a virgin." I said quitely. "Oh. Sorry Shay." He said wrapping his arms around me. "Can we stop and pick out my outfit please?" I asked quitely. "Of course baby. Im really sorry for pushing you." Harry said kissing my head. I smiled up at him an put on my underwear a pair of shorts and his t-shirt. He slipped on his sweats and followed me to my closet.
"Something fancy?" He questioned and I shook my head yes. "I want to wear something red." I said and Harry pulled out a dress. "What about this?" He asked. I took the dress and kissed him. "Thank you." I went in the bethroom and got ready. This is what I looked like:http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=81552621 I came out of the bathroom after and hour and Harry was asleep on my bed. I sat down next to him and woke him up. "Baby wake up Ed is going to be here soon." I said shaking him. He opened his eyes and smiled. "You look so beautiful." He said and leaned up to kiss me. I smiled and heard the knock at the door. I looked at the time '7:25'. "Come on." I said and me and Harry went downstairs.
As I walked downstairs Ed looked up and smiled. He pulled out from behind his back yellow roses. I smiled at him and took the flowers. I walked into the kitchen. "Mom can you put these in a vase?" I asked handing them to her. She smiled and I walked back out to Ed and Harry. "You look gorgeous." Ed said pulling me into kiss him. "Thanks." I said when he pulled away. "Well Shay I'm gunna go I'll see you tomorrow." Harry said kissing my cheek. "Bye Harry." I said as he walked out. "Ready?" Ed asked me and we walked to his car.
6/28/13