Here Without You
Chapter 3
Shay's POV
I woke up and looked around. Harry was no longer in my room. I looked and saw Grace. "Hey im glad your up." Grace said sitting with me. "What happened?" I asked. "Your mom got mad and kicked Harry out." She said nervously. "Great." I said laying back down. "No one is home though." After she said that I shot up. "Shay no." She warned but I was faster and ran downstairs. I got to the kitchen and got a few beer cans. "SHAY MARIA YOUNGBLOOD!" Grace yelled as she got to the kitchen. "Dont you dare open those!" She warned again. "I need these though!" I yelled back to Grace. "No you dont they're bad for you!" She yelled trying to take them. "If you dont want to see me drink then leave!" I yelled. "Im just trying to help Shay." She said quitely. "I dont want it." I snapped. "Fine." She said and left. As I was about to take my first sip I got a text.
From:Harry
Hey sorry I got your mom mad I hope I can see you again.
To:Harry
Do you mind if I come over.
From:Harry
Yeah see you in a few.
I grabbed my stuff and headed to Harry's. Once I got there he was quick to open the door. "Hey." He said pulling me into a hug. "Hey Harry." I said hugging him back. "Someone is here for you." HE said pinting to the living room. I walked into the living room and saw Grace. "Shay we need to help you." She said before I could say anything. "I cant get help now." I said sadly. "Well do anything." Harry said wrapping an arm around me. I sighed, "Okay." "Great I have an idea." Grace said happily. "What is it?" I asked her. "Write what your feeling." She said handing me a guitar and notepad. I smiled at her and went to a spare bedroom.
After awhile I had wroten Turn Your Face. (I will be using a tooonnnn of Little Mix songs just cause their songs explain my life sometimes.) I walked out of the room proud of my work. "How do you feel?" Grace asked. "Somewhat better I dont want to drink as much." I said honestly. "Good. Now lets hear the song." She said and I started to strum
In my memory, all the small things, like daggers in my mind
In my memory, while my head bleeds, the words I'll never find
That I always meant to say to you I can't
Cause you turned your face, and now I can't feel you anymore
Turn your face, so now I can't see you anymore
Walk away until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away and stay
Turn your face, hmm oh
In my memory, I was hurting, long before we met, oh
In my memory, there's still burning, fingerprints you left
And I'll always meant to say to you I can't
So just turn your face, until I can't see you anymore
Turn your face, until I can't see you anymore
Walk away until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away and stay
Turn your face
Each time I take you back
You bring one thousand cracks
And I accept them, like a fool oh
So now what's your excuse
What do we have to lose
Since I'm already losing you
So hard to face, that I can't feel you anymore
Hard to face, that I can't see you anymore
So walk away, until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away, and stay
Turn your face
Turn your face, and stay
Turn your face After I was done I looked up at the both of them and they were both clapping. "Your very good at this Shay!" Grace said hugging me. "Thanks." I said hugging her back. "Is this about your parents and all the things they make and have made you do?" Grace asked. "Yeah." I said nodding my head. She smiled at me. "Well I have to go. Harry take good care of her." Grace said leaving.
Harry's POV
Once the door closed I turned back to Shay. "Im sorry about your parents." I said looking into her eyes. "Its fine not like you could do anything." She said setting the guitar down. "I'll be here if you need to talk. You know that right?" I asked trning her face to look at me. "I dont like to talk." She said looking away. "Its not good to bottle up your emotions." I said pulling her onto my lap. "Can I tell you something that would get you to understand me?" She asked sadly. "Anything." I said pulling her close. "My last realtionship was terrible." She said sniffling. "And why was that?" I asked wanting to know. "Well he never liked me... My dad paid him to be with me so that the press would haave something to photograph of me. I fell for him so hard I was in complete love with him. Then I saw him kissing other girls it killed me. I broke up with him and he told me everything. When I asked my dad he said it was all true. He was my first boyfriend and he wasnt even a boyfriend." Shay explained and started to cry. "Im sorry." I said pulling her close. "I really like you Shay." I said trying to get her to feel better. "And that scares me cause I like you Harry." She said getting off me. I got up and pushed her back to the wall.
"I will never do what that other guy did to you. He didnt realize how amazing you were. You're amazing and deserve the best." I said and then deeply kissed her. She didnt kiss back at first but she soon enough wrapped her arms around my neck. I felt her phone start to vibrate and she pulled away. She pulled out her phone and sighed. "Im sorry Harry I have to go. My parents came home and got mad that I wasnt there." She said sadly. "Hey its okay." I said lifting her chin. "Ill see you again soon." I promised her. She smiled and kissed me goodbye then left. I watched her drive away. "I love you Shay." I whispered to myself then went to bed.
I woke up and looked around. Harry was no longer in my room. I looked and saw Grace. "Hey im glad your up." Grace said sitting with me. "What happened?" I asked. "Your mom got mad and kicked Harry out." She said nervously. "Great." I said laying back down. "No one is home though." After she said that I shot up. "Shay no." She warned but I was faster and ran downstairs. I got to the kitchen and got a few beer cans. "SHAY MARIA YOUNGBLOOD!" Grace yelled as she got to the kitchen. "Dont you dare open those!" She warned again. "I need these though!" I yelled back to Grace. "No you dont they're bad for you!" She yelled trying to take them. "If you dont want to see me drink then leave!" I yelled. "Im just trying to help Shay." She said quitely. "I dont want it." I snapped. "Fine." She said and left. As I was about to take my first sip I got a text.
From:Harry
Hey sorry I got your mom mad I hope I can see you again.
To:Harry
Do you mind if I come over.
From:Harry
Yeah see you in a few.
I grabbed my stuff and headed to Harry's. Once I got there he was quick to open the door. "Hey." He said pulling me into a hug. "Hey Harry." I said hugging him back. "Someone is here for you." HE said pinting to the living room. I walked into the living room and saw Grace. "Shay we need to help you." She said before I could say anything. "I cant get help now." I said sadly. "Well do anything." Harry said wrapping an arm around me. I sighed, "Okay." "Great I have an idea." Grace said happily. "What is it?" I asked her. "Write what your feeling." She said handing me a guitar and notepad. I smiled at her and went to a spare bedroom.
After awhile I had wroten Turn Your Face. (I will be using a tooonnnn of Little Mix songs just cause their songs explain my life sometimes.) I walked out of the room proud of my work. "How do you feel?" Grace asked. "Somewhat better I dont want to drink as much." I said honestly. "Good. Now lets hear the song." She said and I started to strum
In my memory, all the small things, like daggers in my mind
In my memory, while my head bleeds, the words I'll never find
That I always meant to say to you I can't
Cause you turned your face, and now I can't feel you anymore
Turn your face, so now I can't see you anymore
Walk away until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away and stay
Turn your face, hmm oh
In my memory, I was hurting, long before we met, oh
In my memory, there's still burning, fingerprints you left
And I'll always meant to say to you I can't
So just turn your face, until I can't see you anymore
Turn your face, until I can't see you anymore
Walk away until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away and stay
Turn your face
Each time I take you back
You bring one thousand cracks
And I accept them, like a fool oh
So now what's your excuse
What do we have to lose
Since I'm already losing you
So hard to face, that I can't feel you anymore
Hard to face, that I can't see you anymore
So walk away, until you're not standing at my door
Turn your face, walk away, and stay
Turn your face
Turn your face, and stay
Turn your face After I was done I looked up at the both of them and they were both clapping. "Your very good at this Shay!" Grace said hugging me. "Thanks." I said hugging her back. "Is this about your parents and all the things they make and have made you do?" Grace asked. "Yeah." I said nodding my head. She smiled at me. "Well I have to go. Harry take good care of her." Grace said leaving.
Harry's POV
Once the door closed I turned back to Shay. "Im sorry about your parents." I said looking into her eyes. "Its fine not like you could do anything." She said setting the guitar down. "I'll be here if you need to talk. You know that right?" I asked trning her face to look at me. "I dont like to talk." She said looking away. "Its not good to bottle up your emotions." I said pulling her onto my lap. "Can I tell you something that would get you to understand me?" She asked sadly. "Anything." I said pulling her close. "My last realtionship was terrible." She said sniffling. "And why was that?" I asked wanting to know. "Well he never liked me... My dad paid him to be with me so that the press would haave something to photograph of me. I fell for him so hard I was in complete love with him. Then I saw him kissing other girls it killed me. I broke up with him and he told me everything. When I asked my dad he said it was all true. He was my first boyfriend and he wasnt even a boyfriend." Shay explained and started to cry. "Im sorry." I said pulling her close. "I really like you Shay." I said trying to get her to feel better. "And that scares me cause I like you Harry." She said getting off me. I got up and pushed her back to the wall.
"I will never do what that other guy did to you. He didnt realize how amazing you were. You're amazing and deserve the best." I said and then deeply kissed her. She didnt kiss back at first but she soon enough wrapped her arms around my neck. I felt her phone start to vibrate and she pulled away. She pulled out her phone and sighed. "Im sorry Harry I have to go. My parents came home and got mad that I wasnt there." She said sadly. "Hey its okay." I said lifting her chin. "Ill see you again soon." I promised her. She smiled and kissed me goodbye then left. I watched her drive away. "I love you Shay." I whispered to myself then went to bed.
6/28/13