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Through the Dark {Book Two}

Chapter Thirty Nine


It’s been three days since Karen called me to let me know about the situation with Wyatt. To be honest I’m more depressed than I thought I’d be. I guess it’s because we were best friends for so many years and became married and have three kids together. Ryder has been by my side day and night. We haven’t told Hadleigh yet and have kept the television off for the latter part of the last three days. Karen is going to call today to let me know of all the arrangements, so we can drive to London for his funeral.

“Mummy! Is it true?” Hadleigh comes barreling into the house from the school bus crying.

“Is what true love?” I bend down to ask her

“People at school said daddy died” She cried

Ryder comes around the corner just at that moment with a frown on his face.

“Honey we have to tell her” He says to me

I look at my daughter’s beautiful face, her perfect lips, her little ears and those deep brown eyes.. his eyes. I take a deep breath in and lead her in to the living room to sit on the couch.

“Haddie, baby what people are saying at school” a lump grows in my throat as I try to hold back tears

“Hadleigh what your mum is trying to say is that it is true. Your father has passed away, we just weren’t ready to tell you yet. We didn’t know how love.” Ryder kneels in front of her

Hadleigh starts wailing, which causes my heart to break and I start to cry hard as well.

“Shh, it’s going to be alright love, mummy and I will take care of you like always. I know its hard, but nothing will change you will still get to see your MIMI and papa as always ok.” Ryder tries to tell her

“Why? Did daddy die?” Hadleigh finally said

“Oh honey, daddy was sick. He had some problems he hadn’t dealt with and the illness got the better of him” I told her

“What kind of illness?” She asks

“You’ll understand better when you get older baby, you’re only 6. Just know that daddy isn’t hurting anymore and he will be your guardian angel forever and ever ok.” I tell her kissing her head

She wipes the tears from her face and asks if she can get an apple and go play in her room. I tell her yes that’s fine, its time that I put the boys down for their nap too. Just as I get Alec to sleep my phone starts ringing; it’s Karen so I answer quickly before she hangs up.

“Karen, hello how’re things?” I ask

“As good as they’ll get I guess. We have the arrangements set up for Wyatt’s funeral and burial. It will be this Saturday 21 of October at 11am. Everyone is meeting at Westminster Abby in London.” She informs me

“Ok we will be sure to be there. Hadleigh is sure upset but I think seeing you and papa will cheer her up some” I tell her

“How did she take it?” Karen asks me

“Well we held off from telling her right away but kids at school today were making fun of her about her dad dying, so we had to tell her this afternoon that what they were saying was true and that Wyatt did go to heaven, we just told her t hat he was very sick and that she would understand more when she’s older. She’s six and doesn’t have to worry about why he passed away.” I tell her

“Oh, that poor child. Well tell her mimi and papa can’t wait to see her, and I’m going to let you know that Georgia and Ruthie will be there as well, and Ruthie isn’t taking it well, she’s blaming you for his depression and all of that, but I want to let you know that no one else is blaming you. The choices he made ended him up where he got. We are happy that you have found peace and living a happy life as long as our little Haddie is being well taken care of we don’t care who you are with” Karen tells me

“Thank you, Karen that means a lot. Ryder and I take very good care of her, she is the happiest I have seen her in a few years. I hate that she saw all the things that she did at such a young age, but Wyatt let the fame get to his head and I wouldn’t stand for the way he started to treat me. He gave me no choice but to leave him for someone who cherished me and loved me for all that I am and all that Hadleigh is as well.”

On Saturday everyone gathered at Westminster Abby for Wyatt’s farewell. We sat with Niko, Hendryx, Annie, Zen, Wes and all of the kids; Sophia even showed up with Karlea which surprised me. Haddie was very happy to see her sister. We listened as Father Joplin started off by reading a few passages that the family had chosen, then he blessed Wyatt’s body with holy water and read him his last rights according to the bible. Then opened the mic for anyone who had a eulogy they would like to read. Niko went up to say a few words followed by Weston, Karen and Wyatt’s sister Ruthie. She glared at me the entire time she read hers. Saying that her brother didn’t deserve the life he was handed and that he was too stressed out over his life being in ruins because fame ruined him. I just shook my head and smirked. Like I said Wyatt made his bed and he had to lay in it. I don’t mean to sound like a bitch but what he was doing to me and our children was not ok.

After the memorial part was over everyone filed out and followed the Herse to London Memory Gardens Cemetery where Wyatt was laid to rest. Hadleigh drew a picture of her favorite memory with her dad and put it in his casket with him and added a photo and flower before the shut the casket to be put in the ground. When the burial was over with everyone was invited to Karen’s home for a light lunch and to catch up and share memories of Wyatt. I was iffy about going but Hadleigh wanted to see her aunt’s and her mimi and papa so we decided to go for a bit.

I ignored Ruthie most of the day and stuck by Ryder and watched Alec and TJ wobble around on the floor. Alec was trying to pull himself up on the banister when Ruthie came through purposely knocking him to the ground. He started crying and I got up to go get him.

“Oops sorry was that your bastard, my bad” she sneered

“You know what I’ve had it with you, blame me all you want for Wyatt fucking killing himself but do not and I repeat DO NOT lay your hands on my son or any of my kids ever again! Are we clear?” I shout at her

“Bitch you know damn well it’s your fault Wyatt hung himself, he left us all notes saying that you told him that you no longer loved him and didn’t even want to be friends and that you would never accept his apology for what he had done. All he ever wanted was to love you, but you were too blind to see it.”

“Ruth, That’s enough!” Her father shouted even louder

I turned to look for Ryder and met his eyes in the door way.

“Get Everlee and Hadleigh and let’s go I’ve got the boys.” I told him

“Oh, honey please don’t leave.” Karen said

“No, I think it’s best that we leave. I can’t be around her and I don’t want to cause a scene on Wyatt’s day of remembrance. I’ll call you, so I can bring Haddie over sometime ok?” I hug Karen and kiss her cheek

“Ok honey, we love you and Haddie just the same remember that.”

“I know mum, we love you too” I tell her

Ryder comes back in with Everlee and Hadleigh and I tell Haddie to give her mimi and papa kisses good bye and that we will see them soon. Once everyone is buckled into the car and we are on our way home I start to cry silently to myself. Ryder reaches over and squeezes my knee then grabs my hand to hold the rest of the way home.

Notes

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7/17/19

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Hey sorry about the delay, work has been crazy and going back and forth to appointments for my knee has been a pain and it's gotten me down in the dumps lately.

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5/28/19

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3/25/19

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