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“Power up the paddles to 250.. Ready? CLEAR” the doctor yells to his staff

I can see myself lying on the operating table, lifeless. How am I hoovering over my own body? Did I die? The doctor starts yelling again.

“She’s still flatlining power up to 350.. Ready? CLEAR” he shouts again

I see my body jolt on the table as the electricity surges through my body, a nurse jumps on the table and starts doing chest compressions and mouth to mouth.

All of a sudden everything starts spinning and I feel like I’m being sucked back into reality. Everything is dark, I can feel the pressure of the nurse pressing hard on my chest. I want to tell her it’s working but I can’t open my eyes let alone talk. The only think I can do is listen.
I can hear the nursing staff speaking in medical terms I don’t understand. I can feel as a tube is put into my throat and breathing becomes easier. The doctor starts to speak again.

“Ok her blood pressure is stabilizing now and her heart rate is back to normal, the oxygen level is low but hopefully the intubation will help with that.”

When the doctor tells everyone that I have stabilized all the commotion stops and the room grows still.

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We arrive to the emergency room and have Hadleigh checked out while Bailey is being worked on. Haddie checks out fine just a few stitches and bruises. After she is released we go to sit in the waiting room to get word on Bailey. Everyone sat in silence for a few hours until a doctor came out to get me.

“Mr. Payne” I hear the Indian accent

I raise my hand and get up to go over to him, I follow him to a small room where we sit and he explains to me what happened.

“Let me introduce myself Mr. Payne. My name is Doctor Vongisu. I want you to know that Mrs. Payne is doing fine now. She has been stabilized, but she is in a coma right now, which means she can’t speak or see you. She can hear you though so words of encouragement will be helpful to get her to wake up.”

“Ok thank you doctor, what about the baby though?” I ask

“I’m sorry Mr. Payne but the baby didn’t make it. She started to expel him as soon as she reached the hospital.”

I suck in a deep breath, he said the baby was a,, was a boy.

“Oh, she lost the baby” I hang my head low

“Yes, I’m sorry for you loss Mr. Payne”

“Um can we see her yet?” I ask

“Yes, she will be in intensive care and has an tube down her throat helping her to breathe easier like I said before she can’t speak or see you but she can hear what you say to her.” The doctor tells me

“Ok thank you” I tell him

Notes

sorry its so short and kind of sucks. i didnt get much done while i was in the hospital. i just got home today so i promise i will work on the next update and make it longer and better all around. love you all xoxo