You're my one and only
I won't let the sun in our hearts decay
Alison's POV
"Told you this would happen!" I woke up when Louis shouted at me and was jumping in my bed. "What the fuck Louis? I wanna sleep," I groaned and tried to pull my blankets up. Louis was faster and he threw the blanket on the floor. "Oh, I'm a bit disappointed you weren't naked," he said. "Excuse me? I thought you've got a girlfriend?" I said annoyed. "No no! I mean you slept with Harry and I'd be glad if you'd be naked," he winked at me. Suddenly I remembered last night. I looked around and couldn't see Harry anywhere. "Where is he?" I asked while Louis were still grinning at me. "He tried to sneak out of your room back to Niall's room in the morning but I saw him," Louis said proudly. "And now you've to tell me everything! Did you forgive to each other?" he said and came to lie next to me. "I'm not in the mood," I sighed and closed my eyes.
"Huh Louis, what Eleanor would think of that you're lying with another woman?" I heard Harry laughing and I opened my eyes right away. I smiled at him. "Good morning, beautiful. I slept well next to you," he grinned. I could see his hair was wet so he had just taken a shower. He was wearing black jeans -like almost everyday- and some print t-shirt. "Awww, I leave you two to do what you do," Louis laughed and winked at me again. He stood up and walked to the door. "Wait Louis! Honestly we're just friends with Harry. He couldn't sleep 'cause Niall was snoring," I explained. "Hmm, of course you're just friends," he said and raised his voice when he said the word friends. I rolled my eyes at him and Harry tried to look like Louis hadn't said anything strange.
"What time is it even?" I asked and sat up on edge of the bed. "Erm... about twelve I guess," Harry said and came to sit next to me. "Luckily I don't have work today," I told him and wiped my eyes. "Same. Want to hang out with me?" he said with hope in his voice. I thought for a while before I answered. "I think friends do that," I said and he smiled with his dimples shown.
After we had eaten breakfast at Louis' we went to a shop to get some food for our 'movie day'. We thought it'd be nice just to have a lazy day at Harry's house watching movies. Harry parked the car in front of a little shop. "Wear these," he said and gave me sun glasses. He wore a beanie and shades too. We got off the car and went inside the shop. There were just a few older people and Harry seemed relieved. "Okay, what you'd like to eat?" he asked me as we walked around the shop. "I want some chocolate and maybe chips," I said and he chuckled. "That's not food! But whatever you want Livesy," he smiled and picked four bars of chocolate. We also picked chips and dip and then went to pay them.
"I haven't watched Titanic like in two years! Can we watch it pleeease?" I begged as I searched Harry's DVDs. "Uhm, Titanic? If you want to," he said a bit worried look in his face. "It's a classic and I've watched it like thousand times before! But I love it," I said and put it on the player. I went to sit next to Harry and grabbed some chips.
We talked and joked sometimes during the movie. I still felt bad that I had been so cruel to Harry earlier 'cause he was so funny and friendly. I felt like I had to make it up to him even though he had forgave me so I decided to spend time with him whenever he wanted to see me. I tried to be super nice to him and I laughed every of his bad jokes. I noticed Harry had been quiet for a while as the movie was almost in the end. I looked at him and saw he had a few tears in his cheeks. "Harry oh god! You're crying!" I said a bit terrified. "It's just... this scene is so beautiful but sad," he said and was about to wipe his tears away but I went closer to him and wiped them away instead. "Don't cry big boy, it's just a movie!" I smiled at him. "I might not cry if you hug me," he said cutely. I chuckled and put my arm around him. It felt so familiar like I hadn't been away from him at all.
We watched the movie to the end. "Okay! Time to clean up our mess," I said and stood up. I started to pick our rubbish from the table. "Nooo! Not yet," Harry said and hugged me from behind. "Harry," I said a bit warningly and he understood to let me go. I walked to the kitchen as he followed me and I threw the rubbish to the bin. "Alison," Harry started with serious voice. I could feel this wasn't going to lead anything good but I turned around to face him. "I think we're not just friends... I mean... we can't be just friends. It just doesn't work between us. It's like all or nothing," he said while looking at his socks. I knew he was right. When we were in 'friendzone' there were still a tension between us and sometimes I felt butterflies in my stomach when he was around. "I know what you mean," I said and went closer to him. "I feel like we need to discuss this," he said and caught my eyes. I nodded and smiled shyly at him.
There were a silence for a while and both of us were waiting other to say something. "Okay," Harry finally sighed out. "I'm gonna be honest... And don't cut me off before I'm finished! ...I feel like you're not letting anyone close to you. You don't have to tell me the reason but you just keep pushing me away even though I want to be with you honestly! You're really nice girl and I can see you treat yourself badly without any good reason," he said and I breathed out slowly trying not to cry because of he was right. "I want to tell you something... I mean I haven't even told this to my best friend Brianna but I want to tell this to you. Can we sit down?" I said and Harry nodded. We sat around the kitchen table and I thought for a while before I opened my mouth.
"You're right. I don't wanna let people close to me 'cause of my parents. They divorced when I was a baby and I lived with my mom but my father was always close to me too. I visited at his in weekends. When I turned ten he got married again with some woman I didn't like at all and after it I spend less and less time with him... And my dad died when I turned twelve," I explained and Harry didn't say anything. He put his hands to mine on the table and started to play with my fingers. I breathed deep before I continued. "It was a car accident... but sometimes when I feel really low I start to think it was my fault. I feel like I should've been with him then. If I hadn't been such a stupid kid and had accepted his new woman he'd be alive now," I said and Harry squeezed my hands in his. "Don't say anything like that again, right? It wasn't your fault at all," he said as he looked deep into my eyes. "And after my father's dead me and mom just started to fight more and more. I wasn't the easiest kid. And by now I've got a really bad relationship with my mom. We don't talk like at all," I sighed and I didn't even realize tears were falling down my cheeks now. Harry stood up and came to hug me."It's okay," he whispered to my ear and petted my hair. I let myself to cry hard in his hands.
After a while we were lying on the sofa and I was still sniffing and shaking. I rested my head against Harry's chest and he was playing with my hair. "Are you honestly okay now?" he asked for thousandth time. "Yes I am, Harry. But just... I've got one question," I said and looked up at him. My eyes had to be red 'cause of crying but I didn't care right now. "Can we have it all?" I asked while biting my lower lip. I felt a bit nervous about what he'd answer. "You mean... if we could be like officially together?" he frowned. "Erm yeah," I nodded. "Just if you promise not to do that again 'cause it turns me on," he said and put his forefinger against my lips. I smiled and stopped biting my lip. "I don't make any promises about that... But you're being serious now?" I confirmed. "Yes of course! I'm always serious with you. We can take things veeeery slowly," he said exited and tried to kiss my cheek but I was quick enough to steal a kiss from his lips.
Harry's POV
"I missed this," Alison sighed as she leaned her head to my chest and picked my hand in hers. "I rather continue this but we need to discuss some other things too," I started. "About things like so many people know me and that I had to travel quite a lot," I said and she smirked at me. "But I'll be famous soon 'cause of my photographing so it's not a problem," she winked and I chuckled a bit." Mmm of course. But what about travelling?" I said and she seemed to think for a while. "We have to get used to it that we can't be together that much. And I can try and travel with you as much as I can when I got the money," she explained. "No! You don't have to pay anything 'cause I can pay your hotels, flights and stuff," I smiled at her. "That's sweet but I don't want you to spend so much money to me," she turned a bit so she was lying on top of me now. "But it's my money and I can spend it like I want to," I said and poked her nose with my finger.
"Louis must be exultant when he'll hear about us," Alison laughed. "Oh, I can only imagine. I want already tell the whole world that I won you back and you're mine," I said and put my lips gently to hers. I could feel her smiling towards my lips. She opened her mouth and moved her tongue on my upper lip. It didn't take long when the kiss was deep and we needed air. "Hmmm, what did you say about the apologizing sex? I can't remember," she said playfully while poking my nose with hers. "I'm not sure but I've heard it's good," I said and kissed her quickly. "What if we test it by ourselves?" she asked and looked at me questioningly. "I think we need to," I chuckled and stood up.
I held her hand and we started to walk upstairs. We were stealing kisses and undressing each other the whole way to my bedroom so it took a while. When we finally got in we had just our underwear on. "I want youuu," Alison said and jumped in my bed as I went to the other side of the room. "Where are you going? Come hereee, Styles," she frowned but I took a condom from my locker and showed it to her. Then I went on top of her in the bed and started to kiss down her neck to her stomach. She was whirling under me and I unclasped her bra. She took her knickers off and then she pulled my boxers down my feet. After we got naked we were just a lustful mess for a beautiful moment that felt like to pass too fast.
We tried to catch our breathe for a while and I looked at Alison. She was so beautiful all sweaty and her eyes closed. "You must be tired 'cause of yesterday and today," I said and she opened her eyes. I placed my arm around her and her eyes were lulling. "Yeah a lot have happened," she forced a smile. "You need some sleep," I said and covered us with a blanket. She put her head towards my chest and I pushed her hair away from my face. She chuckled and put her other foot around my feet. I had a bit awkward position but she seemed to settled down so I didn't want to disturb her by moving. I waited when Alison had fall asleep and then went backwards. I still had my hand around her and I watched her as she breathed slowly in and out.
"Told you this would happen!" I woke up when Louis shouted at me and was jumping in my bed. "What the fuck Louis? I wanna sleep," I groaned and tried to pull my blankets up. Louis was faster and he threw the blanket on the floor. "Oh, I'm a bit disappointed you weren't naked," he said. "Excuse me? I thought you've got a girlfriend?" I said annoyed. "No no! I mean you slept with Harry and I'd be glad if you'd be naked," he winked at me. Suddenly I remembered last night. I looked around and couldn't see Harry anywhere. "Where is he?" I asked while Louis were still grinning at me. "He tried to sneak out of your room back to Niall's room in the morning but I saw him," Louis said proudly. "And now you've to tell me everything! Did you forgive to each other?" he said and came to lie next to me. "I'm not in the mood," I sighed and closed my eyes.
"Huh Louis, what Eleanor would think of that you're lying with another woman?" I heard Harry laughing and I opened my eyes right away. I smiled at him. "Good morning, beautiful. I slept well next to you," he grinned. I could see his hair was wet so he had just taken a shower. He was wearing black jeans -like almost everyday- and some print t-shirt. "Awww, I leave you two to do what you do," Louis laughed and winked at me again. He stood up and walked to the door. "Wait Louis! Honestly we're just friends with Harry. He couldn't sleep 'cause Niall was snoring," I explained. "Hmm, of course you're just friends," he said and raised his voice when he said the word friends. I rolled my eyes at him and Harry tried to look like Louis hadn't said anything strange.
"What time is it even?" I asked and sat up on edge of the bed. "Erm... about twelve I guess," Harry said and came to sit next to me. "Luckily I don't have work today," I told him and wiped my eyes. "Same. Want to hang out with me?" he said with hope in his voice. I thought for a while before I answered. "I think friends do that," I said and he smiled with his dimples shown.
After we had eaten breakfast at Louis' we went to a shop to get some food for our 'movie day'. We thought it'd be nice just to have a lazy day at Harry's house watching movies. Harry parked the car in front of a little shop. "Wear these," he said and gave me sun glasses. He wore a beanie and shades too. We got off the car and went inside the shop. There were just a few older people and Harry seemed relieved. "Okay, what you'd like to eat?" he asked me as we walked around the shop. "I want some chocolate and maybe chips," I said and he chuckled. "That's not food! But whatever you want Livesy," he smiled and picked four bars of chocolate. We also picked chips and dip and then went to pay them.
"I haven't watched Titanic like in two years! Can we watch it pleeease?" I begged as I searched Harry's DVDs. "Uhm, Titanic? If you want to," he said a bit worried look in his face. "It's a classic and I've watched it like thousand times before! But I love it," I said and put it on the player. I went to sit next to Harry and grabbed some chips.
We talked and joked sometimes during the movie. I still felt bad that I had been so cruel to Harry earlier 'cause he was so funny and friendly. I felt like I had to make it up to him even though he had forgave me so I decided to spend time with him whenever he wanted to see me. I tried to be super nice to him and I laughed every of his bad jokes. I noticed Harry had been quiet for a while as the movie was almost in the end. I looked at him and saw he had a few tears in his cheeks. "Harry oh god! You're crying!" I said a bit terrified. "It's just... this scene is so beautiful but sad," he said and was about to wipe his tears away but I went closer to him and wiped them away instead. "Don't cry big boy, it's just a movie!" I smiled at him. "I might not cry if you hug me," he said cutely. I chuckled and put my arm around him. It felt so familiar like I hadn't been away from him at all.
We watched the movie to the end. "Okay! Time to clean up our mess," I said and stood up. I started to pick our rubbish from the table. "Nooo! Not yet," Harry said and hugged me from behind. "Harry," I said a bit warningly and he understood to let me go. I walked to the kitchen as he followed me and I threw the rubbish to the bin. "Alison," Harry started with serious voice. I could feel this wasn't going to lead anything good but I turned around to face him. "I think we're not just friends... I mean... we can't be just friends. It just doesn't work between us. It's like all or nothing," he said while looking at his socks. I knew he was right. When we were in 'friendzone' there were still a tension between us and sometimes I felt butterflies in my stomach when he was around. "I know what you mean," I said and went closer to him. "I feel like we need to discuss this," he said and caught my eyes. I nodded and smiled shyly at him.
There were a silence for a while and both of us were waiting other to say something. "Okay," Harry finally sighed out. "I'm gonna be honest... And don't cut me off before I'm finished! ...I feel like you're not letting anyone close to you. You don't have to tell me the reason but you just keep pushing me away even though I want to be with you honestly! You're really nice girl and I can see you treat yourself badly without any good reason," he said and I breathed out slowly trying not to cry because of he was right. "I want to tell you something... I mean I haven't even told this to my best friend Brianna but I want to tell this to you. Can we sit down?" I said and Harry nodded. We sat around the kitchen table and I thought for a while before I opened my mouth.
"You're right. I don't wanna let people close to me 'cause of my parents. They divorced when I was a baby and I lived with my mom but my father was always close to me too. I visited at his in weekends. When I turned ten he got married again with some woman I didn't like at all and after it I spend less and less time with him... And my dad died when I turned twelve," I explained and Harry didn't say anything. He put his hands to mine on the table and started to play with my fingers. I breathed deep before I continued. "It was a car accident... but sometimes when I feel really low I start to think it was my fault. I feel like I should've been with him then. If I hadn't been such a stupid kid and had accepted his new woman he'd be alive now," I said and Harry squeezed my hands in his. "Don't say anything like that again, right? It wasn't your fault at all," he said as he looked deep into my eyes. "And after my father's dead me and mom just started to fight more and more. I wasn't the easiest kid. And by now I've got a really bad relationship with my mom. We don't talk like at all," I sighed and I didn't even realize tears were falling down my cheeks now. Harry stood up and came to hug me."It's okay," he whispered to my ear and petted my hair. I let myself to cry hard in his hands.
After a while we were lying on the sofa and I was still sniffing and shaking. I rested my head against Harry's chest and he was playing with my hair. "Are you honestly okay now?" he asked for thousandth time. "Yes I am, Harry. But just... I've got one question," I said and looked up at him. My eyes had to be red 'cause of crying but I didn't care right now. "Can we have it all?" I asked while biting my lower lip. I felt a bit nervous about what he'd answer. "You mean... if we could be like officially together?" he frowned. "Erm yeah," I nodded. "Just if you promise not to do that again 'cause it turns me on," he said and put his forefinger against my lips. I smiled and stopped biting my lip. "I don't make any promises about that... But you're being serious now?" I confirmed. "Yes of course! I'm always serious with you. We can take things veeeery slowly," he said exited and tried to kiss my cheek but I was quick enough to steal a kiss from his lips.
Harry's POV
"I missed this," Alison sighed as she leaned her head to my chest and picked my hand in hers. "I rather continue this but we need to discuss some other things too," I started. "About things like so many people know me and that I had to travel quite a lot," I said and she smirked at me. "But I'll be famous soon 'cause of my photographing so it's not a problem," she winked and I chuckled a bit." Mmm of course. But what about travelling?" I said and she seemed to think for a while. "We have to get used to it that we can't be together that much. And I can try and travel with you as much as I can when I got the money," she explained. "No! You don't have to pay anything 'cause I can pay your hotels, flights and stuff," I smiled at her. "That's sweet but I don't want you to spend so much money to me," she turned a bit so she was lying on top of me now. "But it's my money and I can spend it like I want to," I said and poked her nose with my finger.
"Louis must be exultant when he'll hear about us," Alison laughed. "Oh, I can only imagine. I want already tell the whole world that I won you back and you're mine," I said and put my lips gently to hers. I could feel her smiling towards my lips. She opened her mouth and moved her tongue on my upper lip. It didn't take long when the kiss was deep and we needed air. "Hmmm, what did you say about the apologizing sex? I can't remember," she said playfully while poking my nose with hers. "I'm not sure but I've heard it's good," I said and kissed her quickly. "What if we test it by ourselves?" she asked and looked at me questioningly. "I think we need to," I chuckled and stood up.
I held her hand and we started to walk upstairs. We were stealing kisses and undressing each other the whole way to my bedroom so it took a while. When we finally got in we had just our underwear on. "I want youuu," Alison said and jumped in my bed as I went to the other side of the room. "Where are you going? Come hereee, Styles," she frowned but I took a condom from my locker and showed it to her. Then I went on top of her in the bed and started to kiss down her neck to her stomach. She was whirling under me and I unclasped her bra. She took her knickers off and then she pulled my boxers down my feet. After we got naked we were just a lustful mess for a beautiful moment that felt like to pass too fast.
We tried to catch our breathe for a while and I looked at Alison. She was so beautiful all sweaty and her eyes closed. "You must be tired 'cause of yesterday and today," I said and she opened her eyes. I placed my arm around her and her eyes were lulling. "Yeah a lot have happened," she forced a smile. "You need some sleep," I said and covered us with a blanket. She put her head towards my chest and I pushed her hair away from my face. She chuckled and put her other foot around my feet. I had a bit awkward position but she seemed to settled down so I didn't want to disturb her by moving. I waited when Alison had fall asleep and then went backwards. I still had my hand around her and I watched her as she breathed slowly in and out.
girl i need an update on the sequel! your killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I guess I will read this again, since its soooo good!! xxx love you !xx
6/11/14