I sat on the coach and ate ice cream while watching some film I wasn't really even interested. I had spent my week at Harry's but once again he was too busy and my days had included loneliness and boredom.

"Should I get more ice cream?" I asked and petted my bare stomach. I didn't expect an answer as I stood up from the coach and walked lazily in the kitchen. I had started talking to the baby more which I thought was the first sign of madness.

"God, is it that hard to go to the shop?" I yelled when I couldn't find anymore ice cream from the freezer. "Sorry love, I didn't really have anytime," I thought I had lost my mind for good but when I turned around Harry was leaning against the wall an amused expression on his face.

"You got home already?" I smiled as I closed the freezer door and walked towards him. He gave me a smirk and then he hugged me leaning his chin on my head. I closed my eyes and breathed him in. "I don't know if I'm killing myself saying this but I bought something on the way," he said letting his hands fall around me. I watched him as he walked to his bag and digged something.

"Don't hurt me," he said covering his head with his hands to protect him as he gave me the plastic bag. I rolled my eyes at him and opened the bag. There was two pacifiers the other one was pink with the text "Daddy's Princess" written on it and the other one had british flag and text saying "Royal baby". There was also a cute little stuffed toy. I stared at them and didn't know what to say.

"Okay I know it was too early I'm sorry! I just saw this one shop and decided to visit there and those were just so cute and I couldn't help..." he started to rant but I cut him off. "It's okay they are lovely!" I said and smiled at him. For a while he looked like he didn't know what to do but then he kissed my temple. "I thought you were going to kill me," he chuckled and I slapped his arm. "I can't be that bad!"

"You're quite scary when you're angry to be honest," he said and I gave him a look. I picked the pink pacifier in my hands and stared at it. "Well you know the other stuff suits for both genders but I have a positive feeling it's a girl," he explained while messing with his hair. "Yeah, they're lovely," I smiled. I couldn't be angry to him 'cause he was being so sweet even though I didn't really like the idea of buying baby stuff already.

It was the only evening he could spend with me this week so we decided to just spend a quiet night at home. He wanted to treat me so he cooked us a nice meal and didn't let me to do anything.

After the meal I was so full I couldn't really move so we rested on the coach and he put some movie on. Most of the time we didn't even watch it as we spoke about everything and nothing. It felt like ages since we had a relaxed night like this.

"Brianna informed me today that she's going to visit here at weekend so be prepared," I said and he laughed. "It's okay... actually better than okay," he said and I frowned my brows. "What you mean? Do you have a thing for her?" I asked playfully but he just dodged my eye contact. Eventually he breathed out deep and started to play with the hem of his shirt. "Well... I need to visit in LA again," he revealed.

"When?" I asked. "Erm... well... My flight will leave on Friday and I'm not sure how long I'll be staying but the longest might be a week," he explained slowly choosing every word carefully. I felt the blood brushing to my head but I tried to stay calm. "What? Okay fine," I said like it wasn't a big deal.

"I'm sorry I should've told you earlier..." he said but I cut him off sternly. "Yeah you should've." And again a nice evening at home had ruined. I thought. "...But I got to know about this just a week ago too," he said and touched my arm but I pulled it away.

"Harry, I know you've to travel a lot but I just hope you could tell me straight when you have some things to do in the other side of the world," I said standing up. He looked really upset sitting on the coach but it was his own fault. "I'm going to bed," I said and he nodded while staring on the tv.

It looked like I was going to spend some time by myself again but at least Brianna was going to keep me company. I didn't really know what life would be without Harry anymore and the days before I met him felt so far away. But I knew if I wanted to be with him I had to learn not to be so selfish and share him with the whole fucking world. My mind wasn't working well anymore so I undressed my clothes and jumped on the bed right away. I fell asleep quickly and I had a dream where I was looking for Harry with a baby girl in my arms but he was nowhere to be found.