You're my one and only

I didn't know how I ended up answering 'yes' to Harry when he asked me on a date. Actually I didn't even know how I ended up in bed with Harry in the first place... On the other hand I knew. My first time had been drunken sex and after it I had had a few partners. And I was drunk also then. When I thought about that closely I had never had sex when I was sober.. Oh, that was bad.

I was walking to my apartment after a long day. When I finally got in I checked my phone. One message from Harry. I felt excited as I opened it.

Hiii! I've got free evening tomorrow. I could pick you at 6pm from your house? If it's okay for you...

It suited me perfectly 'cause I hadn't got any jobs tomorrow just some editing. It's okay! But where are we going? I texted back.

It's a secret ;) See ya sooon! xx He answered immediately. I hated surprises. Then I started thinking what I could wear tomorrow. I searched my dresses and finally decided to wear a simple black dress. (CLICK)

I woke up next morning 'cause someone was banging my front door. I got up slowly and wiped my eyes. "All right, all right! I'm coming!" I shouted when the person didn't stop. I peeked through the peephole and saw my best friend's angry face. I opened the door and she came in straight. "What took so long? Oh you were still sleeping. It's 1pm! You sleepy ass," she said and sat to the sofa. "Good morning greeting would be nice," I grinned and sat next to her. "We haven't saw in two weeks! What you've been doing?" she asked looking curious. I froze right away. "Oh, I know that face! You've met some bloke. Tell me more!" she smirked. Why she had to know me so well? We had grown together 'cause we had been best friends since primary school. "And don't try to act like you don't know what I'm talking about," she added. I sighed loudly. I didn't know what to tell her 'cause I knew she'd know if I lied. "Well, where should I start even. But you have to promise me that you won't tell this to anyone. Did you understand, Brianna?" I said. I had to tell her. She was still my best friend.

"What wow, now way. You've slept with Harry Styles? And twice? That wasn't enough for you to be so good friends with Louis Tomlinson," her face looked worth to see. I couldn't help myself as I started to laugh loudly. "You little shit. Now you must tell me that was he even good?" Brianna tried to look displeased. She picked her phone and started to search something. "What are you looking at?" I asked and tried to peek over her shoulder. "Nothing," she said. "Oh god, you're lucky. Those hands must be skillful," she said. "No! Don't say you're searching pics from Google!" I yelled and tried to grab the phone from her hands but she was faster. "Then I have to use stronger ways," I grinned and started to tickle her. I know she was ticklish and it didn't take long as we both were lying on the floor laughing. "Okay stop! I give up!" she finally said and I got the phone from her. "Harry Styles shirtless," I read aloud and shook my finger. "What Aaron would think if he knew what you search from Google?" I asked playfully. "He wouldn't give a fuck. We broke up. And don't say you're sorry 'cause he was an asshole anyway," she said. "Erm, okay... You know what. We should have a girl night soon. It's a long time since we were out together," I smiled. "Yes!! I wanna get drunk and have sex with famous singer," she yelled excitedly and I hit her with a pillow.

"Eventually!" I sighed as I got my editing done. I jumped from my chair and checked the watch. It was almost 5pm. Harry would be here soon. I took a quick shower and then got ready for the night.

I opened my door and saw Harry grinning at me and leaning against the door frame. He looked up and down and grinned even wilder. "You're gorgeous," he said and I motioned him to step in. "Thanks. You don't look bad aswell," I smiled and went to the kitchen. "Do you want something? Coffee, tea? Or are we going to leave straight away," I smiled as I felt his arms on my stomach. He hugged me behind and put his chin to my shoulder. "Huh, you know what I want, Alison," he whispered to my ear. "Harry!" I laughed and pushed him away. "So you had a plan under the guise of 'you'd picked me from my place' to come here and get in my bed. Okay Styles, but that's not gonna happen," I smirked and turned to face his green eyes. "Nooo! Seriously, I've got table reserved for us in some restaurant," he said and tried to kiss me but I dodged. "It's okay as long as there is no alcohol. It gets in my head so easily," I said and started to walk towards the door. Harry groaned but followed me still.

"What would you like to drink?" the waitress asked. We were sitting in really nice restaurant that wasn't too classy still. "Uhm, I'd like just coke," I smiled and the waitress went to pick our drinks. "You were serious about being sober? Huh, you ain't no fun," Harry said while looking at me curiously. "Yes. I don't want that thing to happen anymore," I said as I looked the menu. "Oh, so you don't want to have sex with me anymore?" Harry asked sharply turning heads from the table next to us. "Don't be so loud. They obviously heard!" I whispered angrily. "But I meant that I don't want to have drunken sex anymore. Please can we talk about something else?" I said as I noticed we were going to have a fight. "Erm, yes sure. Did you find anything good from the menu?" Harry asked and I explained what I'd like to order. The waitress came to us soon and we ordered our food. We talked about music and I found out that Harry liked some same artists as I liked too. "We could go to his concert sometime! None of my mates don't want to come with me," Harry said and did a puppy face. I laughed at him and the waitress brought our orders.

Our conversation kept going and we were laughing a lot. "I'm gonna choke soon," I laughed. "That's good. Then I can have your food. Actually, can I have a bit?" he asked and I nodded. He took a little from my plate with his fork. "Mmm, that's good," he said and smiled. "Mr. Styles?" a waiter said and we looked up. "Oh, that's me!" Harry smiled. "Uhm, there's some paparazzi outside... I just thought to inform you," the waiter smiled. "Umh, thank you," Harry said and the waiter asked if we needed something. I shook my head and he went away.

"Paparazzi. Outside?" my voice rose high. "You don't have to worry about that. You can go first in the car and I can come after you," Harry said as he gave me his car keys and I nodded. "What if I drove away with your car and left you to deal with the paparazzi?" I asked straight-faced. "You couldn't be so evil," he said. "Oh yes I could!" I grinned and he rose from his seat and leaned forward. "Well then you'd be left without a good fuck," he whispered to my ear and then fell back to his chair looking pleased. I cleared my throat. "You're so assured about your skills in bed, huh, Styles," I said and tried to act normal when he stroked my leg with his own. "Well, I am now when I saw your face twice as I fucked you," he laughed. "You..." I tried to say but he cut me off as he squeezed my thigh with his hand under the table. I wanted to punch his face when he noticed his effect on me and grinned big.

"Oh, I don't have to eat in years after this! So good," I said when we were finally finished our food. "I think it's time for us to leave," Harry said after he had paid and left a huge tip to the table. "Okey. So I go first?" I asked and Harry nodded. I walked out from the restaurant and luckily there wasn't a lot of people outside yet. I walked behind the building and went to wait in back seat of Harry's car so no one could see me from there. For a moment after Harry came with the paparazzi behind him. "Huh," he sighed when he got to his seat and I tried to hide in the back seat. Harry started the car and drove away.

We drove in silence and he parked the car next to my house. "I can accompany you to the door," he said and got off the car before I had time to protest. He came to open my door and I stepped out. "You really don't have to..." I said. "But I want to," he cut me off and smiled.

We got in to my apartment and he stayed in the doorway. We were smiling and watching each other in silence for a while. "Bye then," I said finally but he didn't do anything just stood there looking at me. I felt a bit nervous as I moved my eyes to the floor. "Alison," he said and took a step towards me. Then he lifted my chin with his forefinger to catch my eyes. "I really enjoyed this evening," he smiled. "Uhm, yeah, me too. Thanks," I said and closed my eyes. I could still feel his eyes on my face. "Can I have a proper thank you," he said and I blinked my eyes open. His face was now really close to mine and I could feel his hot breath on my face. He leaned his face lower and touched my lips with his own. First we didn't move our lips just enjoyed each other nearness. Then he started to move slowly and I put my hands to his neck. It felt like we'd share our first kiss 'cause I didn't remember well how his lips had felt when I was drunk. Those kisses had been just lust but this one was different. We kept the pace slow and he placed his arms to my hips and pulled me closer to him. I felt his tongue on my upper lip and I opened my mouth. The kiss got more passionate and I rolled my hips to his. He moaned and I could feel his bulge to my leg. Suddenly I moved backwards. "Uhm, so see you sometime. Byee," I felt dizzy and he frowned 'cause of my surprising movement. "Yeah, sure. I'll text you," he groaned. He said his good bye's and left. I watched from the window as he got to his car and drove away.

I didn't know what I was so scared of but I felt like I didn't want to let him close or I could break his heart. He was such a wonderful person and I really didn't deserve him. But he already got some kind of grip on me and I wanted to know him even better.

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