Alison's POV

"You're really gonna keep the baby?" Brianna asked suddenly. She had been at my place the whole day watching tv with me almost without a word after I had told her what happened with Harry. Sometimes during the day I had cried a little and she had hugged me telling me everything was going to be okay. But it was a lie. Harry had left me.

I was searching my new phone or actually Brianna had brought me her old phone. I was still figuring out how to use it 'cause it was a bit complicated. "Same goes with you. If you're not gonna support me then I don't wanna see you again," I said and didn't look at her. I knew I was being harsh but I didn't care much now. "Alison, you know I didn't mean it like that!" she burst out and I saw she rolled her eyes from the corner. She moved her gaze back to the telly and we were quiet for a while again.

"I just can't believe that Harry really did that," she continued talking and this time I bothered to move my eyes from the phone screen to catch hers. "I mean he seemed to be so caring when I met him," she said while playing with her hair nervously. "You know you have to talk with him at some point still," she added looking scared about what I'd answer. I actually felt a bit complacent that I had made her so nervous and I grinned. But then I remembered my situation and the smile flew away from my face.

"He is really good at acting so lovely dovely and caring. But when it comes to responsibility he seems just hide like a dog after shitting inside the house," I burst out angrily without hesitation. Brianna tried her best not to smile at my words but failed bad and I stared at her coldly. "A dog after shitting inside the house? That describes him so well," after hearing the words from her lips I couldn't help myself and I let out a chuckle. "But honestly," she started and her face turned more serious. "He'll come back with tail between his legs. I bet," she said and tapped my foot calmly with her hand.

Brianna's phone started to vibrate on her pocket and she picked it. A crinkle came between her eyebrows when she looked at who was calling. "I gotta answer," she said and ran to the bathroom. I got even more curious when she locked the door behind her. I walked on my tip toes to the door and eavesdropped.

"She is a freaking mess and you're not here to give her your support!" I heard her saying and I knew immediately who she was talking with. I gulped hard and tried to listen more. "Why the hell are you telling that to me when you should tell it straight to her? Oh, I forgot. You're a pathetic little cunt that's why," she yelled and there was a silence for a while as he was saying something. "You don't tell me what to do! I hang up when I want to. Get your shit together and call her even though I think you aren't a man enough to do that," she said angrily and I could hear slightly some mumbling from the other end. "I'm ending this call now," Brianna said and I tried to run back to where I was sitting but she was faster opening the door. She smiled at me tired and came to hug me. "He is a dick," she whispered to my ear.

Harry's POV

I felt the heat rushing my head and I squeezed my fists angrily. I wasn't finished yet and she had hang up with me. Okay, maybe that was what I deserved. But I still hadn't had time to tell her that I hadn't left Alison even though it had looked like it. I just needed some time by my own to gather up my thoughts.

I felt so useless but whatever I tried to do to make things better I just seemed to fucked up more. So I was lying in bed doing nothing. I snuggled my head against the pillow. I closed my eyes and tried to go back that day I met her. But it wasn't working as I was still lying at my apartment. I really had messed it up from the very start.

I had to talk to someone. I turned to my back and picked my phone from the night stand. I searched the names and stopped to my mum's number. I couldn't find out any other thing to do so I pressed the 'call' button before I'd hesitate. "Hi Harry! I've been waiting for your call. We haven't talked for a few days," she answered chiding. "Yeah, I'm sorry. It's just... it's been a tough few days," I said quietly. "What do you mean?" her voice sounded curious but worried at the same time. "Where are you now?" I asked. I couldn't tell her the news if she was somewhere else but home. "I'm home. But tell me what is it baby?" she said and I sighed in relief.

I had started already so I had to tell her now. Or maybe I could just make a joke and tell that my fridge broke? She'd laugh and say how I scared her for a brief moment 'cause I had sounded so serious. But then again a lie wouldn't lead me anywhere so I had to tell her and face it all.

I put my other hand against my forehead and closed my eyes before I started to tell all to my mum. She was quiet the whole time I was trying to speak through my sobs. I was surprised what she said after I had finished. "Harry, I could yell at you now and make a speech about safe sex but it wouldn't make a difference what have already happened. You should be with her right now. We can talk later but before that you have to apologize her for not being with her. This is a huge thing and you can't leave her to deal by her own. Talk to her and do it now," she explained calmly. "Y-yes, I'm so sorry mum. But please don't tell Gemma or anyone yet," I said while trying to calm my voice from crying.

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I rang the door bell and breathed out deep. The door opened and I met Brianna's cold gaze. "Hi," I whispered awkwardly and she tried to close the door infront of me. But I was quicker. I stepped my foot between the door and smirked. She looked at me like she could spit on me but then she started to kick my foot. It would've been a funny show if she hadn't been death serious. "Hey there, slow down. I wanna speak to Alison," I said sternly and tried to push her from my way. She was much smaller than me but she got more determination than I had so it was hard to get past her. Eventually I succeed to open the door and walked in. "Alison," I shouted and walked to the living room but she wasn't there.

"Where is she?" I asked and almost walked into Brianna when I turned around to go to the bedroom. "She doesn't want to see you," she said but jumped away from my way. I headed to bedroom and Alison just got up from the bed. "Didn't you hear what Brianna said? I-don't-wanna-see-you," she said like I was slow-witted. "Alison, I'm so sorry! Let me explain you!" I said desperately. Her face looked like she was frantically thinking what to answer. She glared at me for a brief moment before looking at Brianna. "Can you leave us alone for a while?" she said and I heard Brianna walked away and shut the door. "Five minutes and I'll be back," she then yelled and a smile creeped to my face.

"You heard what she said. Five minutes. And don't smile like an idiot," Alison started and crossed her arms. Suddenly my mind was blank and all the things I had thought in the car that I could say to her had flew away. I stood there trying to find out something to say while looking on the floor. "I'm just really sorry," I started and she stayed there waiting me to continue. "I'm sorry for being such a pathetic little cunt as your friend called me..." I moved my eyes to hers and saw the corner of her lips raising up a bit. "I know it's not an excuse to that I left you alone last night but I was just so shocked I couldn't think straight. I'm sorry," I finished my apologize and she just stared at me.

"Okay, okay! It's enough. You can go now," Brianna came back to the room but Alison ingored her. "But you still couldn't raise a child with me. Why did you even bother to come here?" she looked at me challengingly. I looked at Brianna who was glaring at me and then back to Alison. She was still wearing the same big band t-shirt she had been wearing last night aswell and her hair was in a messy braid. They both were waiting for me to say something.

I cleared my throat quietly and moved my gaze to the wall. "Because I love you, Alison," I meant to say it out loud but the words escaped from my mouth as a whisper. I had wanted to say it for a long time ago and I had waited for the right moment but it had never came. And I thought this was the worst moment ever but I was being truthful.

"I do want to support you. We'll do this together if you still let me," I added rapidly. I still tried to look anywhere else but into her eyes. "You promise me you'll never leave me again like you did?" she asked with a soft voice and stepped in front of me. "I promise," I said and caught her eyes for a second. She placed her arms around me gently and I hugged her back. I looked at Brianna who smiled and left the room without any other word. Alison rested her head towards my chest as I leaned my chin to top of her head. Her hair smelled nice. "I was childish for leaving you like that," I mumbled. "Yeah, let's not talk about that anymore," she whispered and I hugged her even tighter.