Ella POV

My mum still haven’t contacted me at all so I was spending the most of my times at Danielle’s, her parents were rarely home so they didn’t mind and I didn’t have to feel like I was intruding on them.

‘’Are you ready to walk to school?’’ Danielle yells from down stairs as sigh yelling a yes back to her, Harry had showed up at our doorstop last night and I could still hear him call my name which made me feel so ridiculous upset, I just wish he didn’t have this stupid effect on me.

I take one last glance in the mirror as I run down the stairs seeing Danielle on her way out already, ‘’wait!’’ I yell chuckling as I catches up with her.

‘’What are you thinking about?’’ She asks suddenly as I drag my feet across the pavement.

‘’Nothing.’’ I lie, clearly seeing him for me, hearing his voice, everything about him. Everything that I worked so hard on forgetting.

‘’Oh Harry.’’ She states reading my mind as we reaches the school, she stops dead in her tracks as she see something, ‘’See you after class.’’ She mumbles and flees into school.

I look up seeing Eleanor and Perrie, ‘’Hi love.’’ They both give me a hug and somehow Perrie seemed nervous today.

‘’Hey what’s up?’’ I ask looking in between the two of them as they share a cigarette.

‘’We saw you so we figured we’d dump by.’’ Eleanor smiles taking a puff of the cigarette blowing it out in the air.

‘’How are you and Nialler?’’ Perrie teases suddenly as I look down, ‘’we are fine. Coping I guess.’’ I shrug as I feel someone hug me from behind.

‘’Morning Niall.’’ I chuckle, as Perrie shift uncomfortable on her feet.

He spins me around planting a kiss on my mouth, somehow it felt so wrong on so many levels.

It was like Niall was up to something and it just didn’t compare to the kiss me and Harry had shared weeks before but I just shrug the thought off my shoulders.

I feel like someone was watching us as I turn around seeing Harry looking rather hurt, why was he suddenly back in school again?

I sigh biting my lip, ‘’I need to go to the bathroom before class.’’ I smile to the three people and quickly run up the stairs.

‘’See ya in class.’’ Niall yells after me as I wave running inside making my way over to the bathroom.

‘’God what am I doing.’’ I groan plashing water on my face trying to cool myself down, how could Harry do this to me. I was sure Niall had won me over but every time I saw those green eyes I completely melted.

‘’ Oh hi.’’ A loud voice suddenly speaks up as I turn around seeing Jessica looking complete idiotic.
‘’Hey?’’ I ask a little confused.

‘’If you think he likes you then you are completely deluded.’’ She suddenly speaks up grinning to herself knowing I knew what she was talking about, ‘’he just wanted to shag you.’’

I try to get out but she stops me, ‘’his mine. Ruin it and I will certainly ruin your life.’’ She sends me the sweetest smile as she leaves.

What the fuck? I shiver thinking about her smile as I hurry to class.

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‘’Are you going to eat lunch with me today?’’ I ask Niall taking my books up from the table, ‘’nah I have to buy some stuff now.’’ He looks at me heading out.

I knew what he was going to buy and he became a completely prick when he took it so that’s why he promised he wouldn’t take it when I was around.

I just shrug as I leave him behind heading for my locker slamming it shut again.

Danielle was nowhere to be seen as she usually would avoid me because she refused to try speaking with Eleanor and Perrie.

I didn’t even feel hungry so I just wait out in front of class until I could get in.

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Niall wasn’t in class at all so I was sitting biting my pen nervoursly wondering where he was as the bell rings out, I’m quick to leave as I run out seeing Niall sitting there with a bottle of Absinthe in his hand and a joint in the other.

I knew he would be there behind the bikes so no one could see them, I angrily make my way over to him as I glare at him ignoring the rest of the group.

‘’What the fuck Niall you promised.’’ I glare at him as he just laugh, ‘’chill want some?’’ He asks grinning as I take a step back, ‘’you promised you wouldn’t.’’ I keep going.

‘’Calm down old hag.’’ He spat back at me, ouch. That’s what happened when he got shit wasted, he could be the nicest guy but when he was really drunk he didn’t give to flying fucks if he was talking to me, his mum or the queen of England for that sake.

I rip the joint out of his hand and stomp on it, ‘’get your shit together!’’ I growl at him as he pushes me lightly, not hard just enough so I take two steps back.

‘’Don’t be such a fucking prude, you won’t even spread ye legs for me yet.’’ He slur and stutter at me, causing me to lose my tongue.

It was true I haven’t let him touch me at all, because I wasn’t ready yet.

‘’don’t talk to her like that.’’ Harry suddenly speaks up, I didn’t even realize he had been there.

‘’Whatever man, I just wanted to piss ye off.’’ He laughs looking at Harry, ‘’beside she doesn’t even like me. It’s always Harry and I’m no harry.’’ He mocks.

Wait had he used me? To get back at Harry? I stare at chock at those two guys as I turn around seeing Eleanor and Perrie looking just as chocked as me so did the other boys.

‘’You used her? To get back at me?’’ Harry almost sounds treating as Niall retreats, ‘’fuck it man. Take her I don’t care.’’ He waves his hands up in defeat as he stumbles away.

‘’I better follow him home.’’ Liam suddenly speaks up, running after Niall.

Harry turns around looking somehow angry but when he sees my dazzled look his eyes soften, ‘’I’m sorry Ella.’’

I stare at him as Perrie wraps her arm around me trying to soothe me.

‘’I didn’t know he actually would use you.’’ He continue but I keep quiet.

‘’Ella – ‘’ he starts as he reaches for me but I jump back finally getting my voice back.

‘’It’s your fault! Everything!’’ I start running away from them, the school and all my problems not wanting to face anyone right now as I feel the tears streaming down my cheeks.

Notes

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