Our Dance.

Wesley’s fifth birthday is today… two days after Wesley left. I have had everything planned for weeks, but all I can question is if it’s the right thing to still have the party or not, but Niall insisted it, so we could get back to a somewhat normal lifestyle and have a distraction what took place in this house. For that, we are still having it.
As I ran around the house cleaning, decorating, cooking, and making sure Wesley is behaving, I became stressed very quickly. Niall helped as much as he could- basically he watched Wesley and helped clean. He also went to get the cake- something that I was not talented at.
Wesley has been obsessed with superheroes lately, his favorite being the same as his momma’s- Captain America, Hawkeye, and Batman. So, we didn’t have many people- just family and a few of his neighborhood friends, since he is starting school in August, he doesn’t have many friends right now.
“Honey, cake is here!” I heard Niall yell as the front door close.
I immediately ran to him and took the cake, quickly setting it on the table outside.
Right as I pulled the last pizza out- yes, I made homemade pizzas, they’re Wesley’s favorite- we heard the doorbell ring.
“Wesley, come with me to greet your guests,” Niall hollered.
He immediately raced to the door while I raced upstairs to change out of my pajamas- which showed my growing tummy.
As I did this, I slipped on a loose dress and sandals. I quickly applied my make-up and just decided to let my hair stay natural.
When I arrived back down there, I saw everyone here- including Louis, Freddie, and Eleanor?
I then ran over to Rachel, who was hugging a wine bottle.
“Hey, I need you to explain that,” I said, pointing to Eleanor, who was standing by Louis’s side watching Freddie play with Wesley.
“His break up with Danielle was kind of mutual, I guess. They both realized it wasn’t going anywhere… and I guess he realized he was still in love with her?”
I then grabbed a bottle of grape juice- which Rachel thought was another bottle of wine- and poured me some as she spoke.
“So, are they together?” I asked, my back facing her as I put the juice away.
“We’re working on it, not really together officially yet,” I heard a female British accent say behind me.
I then heard a very familiar laugh behind me.
“Eleanor! I’m so sorry, it’s just my boyfriend didn’t inform me you two, well… you two,” I said, glaring at Niall, who just laughed harder.
At the time, Wesley ran up to me and pulled on the skirt of my dress.
“Momma!” he said, acting like it was urgent.
“Yes, baby?” I asked, ditching the conversation.
“Can I get a baby brother like Freddie?” he asked, making me and Niall choke on air and start coughing violently.
“Um. We’ll discuss this later, you go play with your friends,” I said quickly, making him run off and hopefully forget this conversation ever happened.
All the adults started laughing, hard, at our reaction to the question.
At about 8 o’clock, everyone left and Wesley was exhausted- so he went to bed with the promise that if he woke up before 8 AM, he would not wake me up.
Niall and I sat on the couch after we cleaned up everything, me drinking grape juice and Niall drinking a beer.
“So, we have already started looking at names, but what about nursery’s?” he asked, making me bite my lip.
“I have two whole Pinterest boards dedicated to it. One per gender,” I said, making him laugh.
I then showed him my ideas for a boy and a girl.
“So, you are going for themes?” he asked, making me nod.
“With Wesley, I was a single mom so I could not do anything with his nursery besides get the basics because I didn’t have the money to, but we have the money from the both of us to do it, and I honestly want the baby to have a breathtaking nursery,” I confessed, making him smile.
“Okay, so it seems you want a princess theme for a girl and a sports theme for a boy,” he said, pointing to my phone.
“Well, we both love sports, so I was thinking golf, soccer, and baseball,” I said, making him smile.
“What were you thinking when you thought of the princess theme?” he asked, looking at it.
“Exactly what the title says… Daddy’s Little Princess,” I said, making him smile. “When I was growing up, my dad always called Angelina and me his ‘little princesses’ and that he expects our future husbands to treat us like we were raised by royalty, so I kept that in the family,” I continued.
Niall and I then talked about everything, from how we were going to raise this little one, and how we were going to tell Wesley and the rest of the world that I was in fact pregnant.
“Evelina,” Niall said as we were cuddled up together.
“Niall,” I said, giggling.
“Do you want to get married tomorrow?” he asked, making my eyes go wide.
“What?” I asked.
“Do you want to uh get married tomorrow?” he clarified, nervousness taken over his body.
I bit my lip, looking at him.
“Niall, before you say or do anything, let me finish my explanation, alright?” I said, making him nod, but look defeated. “I would marry you in a heartbeat, if it wasn’t for the fact that I don’t want us to marry just because we are having a baby together and I hope you understand that. Please, let’s just think about this and make sure we are doing this because we legitimately want to marry each other, not because we are having a baby together. The last time I did that, my husband faked his own death,” I said, making him nod.
“Yeah, I see where you’re coming from,” he said, making me happily sigh.
I did want to marry Niall, don’t get me wrong… but I want to marry Niall for the right reasons.

Notes

Hi, everyone!
Don't hate me, because I have amazing news!
Okay, so after I talked with @MelissaStylesinStyle about my doubts and overthinking it about 8 million times, I have decided I am making this series into a trilogy. :D
With me saying that, this story is NOT almost over. Oh my goodness, no. There is so much more to happen! :)
Also, what do you think Evelina is having?! :) I know what she's having, but I want to know what y'all think.
By the way, the third book will be Wesley's Story. :D
Let me know what y'all think and I have the next chapter pretty much written, so I should update tomorrow. :D Love you guys.
I have a dentist appointment Tuesday and I haven't been since 8th grade (in case y'all dont know, I'm in my second semester of college).
Also, thank you all so much for the support last week! It was needed and I really appreciated it! I spent the day with family and friends, as well as going to his grave. It rained and was freezing and then the next day was 70 and sunny, because I live in the South... :/
I'm reminding everyone that I do not update until I get a response of some kind. @MelissaStylesinStyle has been busy lately and has not been able to get on the site at all, so y'all can't depend on her.