You Lost Me

Bella’s POV

Harry and I run from the car to Louis’ house. He walks right in, not even bothering to knock or ring the door-bell. “We’re here and we’re wet!”, I yell through the house, “Let the party begin!” Harry chuckles behind me as he takes off his wet shoes. I still haven’t put my heels back on since the movie theater.

“Yay! Finally, where have you been all night?”, Eleanor and Dani run to me and give me a hug immediately.

“Sorry, I had a hot date.”, I smirk at Harry who’s standing there shaking his head and chuckling at us before taking my hand and pulling me away from the crazy girls and into the main family room where the boys are all sitting. “Hey guys!’

“How many times do I have to tell you this Bella?”, Louis starts. I roll my eyes immediately knowing what he’s gonna say, “It’s ‘lads’ not ‘guys’!” He tells me this at least once every time I see him.

“And how many times do I have to tell you, that I’m. Not. British.”, I fire back at him.

All the seats are taken on the couches so Niall is sitting on the floor. Harry pulls me onto his lap on the floor. Tonight’s been great, I’m falling hard for Harry. And I know it isn’t fair to him because he’s already fallen for me like years ago. I’ll always feel guilty I think about not remembering all those memories. And Harry’s been great of course. He’s taking things slow just like I asked him to, but I feel like since he’s leaving soon I should speed things up, right? I feel bad and I don’t want him to leave unhappy or unsatisfied or… you know, frustrated.

“What’re you thinking about?”, Harry leans down a whispers in my ear. I give him a confused look, “I can practically hear that brain of yours thinking.”

I crack a smile, “It’s nothing.” He gives me a look that says he doesn’t believe me at all, “Don’t worry about it! It’s nothing, I promise.”

“Whatever, just enjoy tonight. It’ll be good I promise.”, he winks.

Something about that wink makes me suspicious of him. I don’t know what it is, but it’s definitely something.

***

About an hour and a half in I’d say we’re all a bit tipsy. Maybe that’s just me. I look into Harry’s eyes. No, he seems fine. I love his eyes. They’re so green and bright. They show exactly how he’s feeling at all times. They’re bright and alive now, but he’s not drunk or even tipsy. He’s happy, he’s having a good time.

“What’s up babe?”, Harry asks me laughing a bit. Probably because I’m just staring into his eyes and smiling like an idiot.

“Are you drunk?”, is the question I thought would answer his question. Yeah, I’m a little bit tipsy.

“No love, I just started my second beer.”, he’s laughing at me even more now.

“Why aren’t you even tipsy yet?”, I ask pouting and cuddle into him more on the floor. He pulls me in for a long, passionate kiss.

“Go talk to Dani or Niall, they both look pretty tipsy.” I move to get up before he pulls my waist down back onto his lap, “Actually I want you to just stay here with me.”, I settle against him just to feel something hard on my back. I blush and freeze when I realize exactly what it is. What do I do? Harry’s turned on by something and isn’t it my job as his girlfriend to… take care of it?

I freeze stiffly without moving for about one awkward minute. Maybe I should move a little so he doesn’t think I’m feeling awkward? I shift my body a little. Now I’m just uncomfortable. Everyone else seems to be having their own conversations while Harry and I are sitting here trying to be not weird with each other. I take a deep breath a turn around to look up at Harry. His eyes are a bit darker and they look almost anxious or nervous. He tries to avoid eye contact with me. I move to straddle him and pull his chin down a little. My lips meet his for a quick yet passionate kiss.

“Maybe we should get home?”, I whisper against his lips.

“I think we definitely should.” he chuckles softly before pressing his lips to mine in another quick peck.

“Alright guys, well we have to go”, I turn around and announce to our friends. They all look at us immediately. “We, uh have stuff we have to do early tomorrow morning.” I was never a good liar. It’s not fair.

I stand from the floor and hug Dani and El goodbye, apologizing for having to leave so early. It is almost midnight though, so I suppose it isn’t that early. I move to hug Louis and thank him, but he whispers in my ear, “Use protection, Bells. We all know why you’re actually leaving, Harry’s pretty obvious.”

I roll my eyes and blush madly. I look at Harry, it is pretty noticeable through his pants. Yikes. I take Harry’s hand and pull him out of the room and soon out of the huge house without saying goodbye.

The car ride home is almost silent, besides the radio playing softly and the now light rain dropping on the car. We both know what each other are thinking. And it’s a good thing we live so close to Louis’ or else I don’t think either of us can wait much longer. Harry pulls into our driveway and we run inside quickly through the rain again.

As soon as we enter his lips connect with mine roughly. I’m trapped between him and the door and I love it. “You have no idea what you’ve been doing to me all night”, he tells me, his voice raspy. We make it up the stairs and into our bedroom sloppily between kisses. I walk backwards kissing him until we fall on the bed. His hands roam my body while mine find his hard package.

It’ll be a fun night.

***

Notes

Not gonna lie, I had this chapter heading into a completely different direction. Oh well.

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