You Lost Me
Chapter Two
Harry’s POV
“Where’s Bella!?”, I ask the nurse. The image of the last time I saw her is still burning in my head. It’s enough to give me nightmares, for sure.
“Bella Lavender?” I nod quickly, “She’s in surgery right now. She should be out of surgery by the time you’re clear to leave.”
“How bad is it? Is she gonna be okay?” My heart is racing.
“I can’t tell you, sweetheart. You’ll have to talk to her doctor after her surgery.” I sigh, “Which should be in about an hour. As for you, we just need to do one last test to make sure you have no concussion and you’ll be set to go.”
I find it unfair that I made it out of the accident with only a few scratches and Bella is in surgery. Why did that driver have to hit her side? Why couldn’t they have hit the driver’s side?
***
“Okay Mr. Styles”, the doctor said after he performed my last tests, “I’ve got some good news for you. You don’t have a concussion. You’re very lucky to have made it out of that accident with only a few bruises and scratches. Also, Ms. Lavender is out of surgery and you can go visit her now. She’s in room 124.”
“Thank you, Doctor!” I say as I rush out of the room to find my Bella. Her brother is flying in from his house in LA and my mom and sister are coming up to make sure we’re okay too. I haven’t talked to Liam, Niall, or Louis, but my sister said she’d call them to tell them.
Yikes. I’m on the fourth floor and Bella is on the first. Damn, hospitals are so big. I can never navigate around them.
“Harry!” I turn to where the voice is coming from and see Louis jogging towards me with Liam and Niall right behind him. “Where is she? Where’s Bella?”
“She just got out of surgery. The doctors just let me go to see her.”I tell him as I walk towards the elevator fastly.
“You haven’t seen her?” Niall asks.
“Doctors just let me out. They had to make sure I don’t have a concussion.” I stutter through the next part, trying not to cry, “Bella took most of the impact.”
*DING* the elevator doors open. I rush out and walk as fast as I can to room 124. I pass 119, 120, 121, 122, 123, until finally, 124.
I take a deep breath and push the door open.
That’s not my Bella. My Bella is flawless, always with a smile on her face. This person has tubes running in and out of her and an oxygen mask over her face. There’s a huge bandage on her head. I stand there frozen in the doorway with all the guys behind me. Tears have blurred my vision as I walk towards Bella. I kneel down and take her hand, careful not to hurt her.
And I cry. I cried for what felt like hours and hours. The boys have left me alone so we could have some privacy. I can’t believe this is Bella.
My Bella.
***
Bella has been unconscious for 6 days now. It’s been the hardest 6 days of my life. My mum and sister and Mark are here. So are all the boys. But I have only left Bella’s side a few times. Only leaving when Mark or Louis or even my Mum or Gemma want a moment with her. Mum and Gemma have grown pretty close to Bella in the past two years. They love her as much as they love me.
The doctors said that she should’ve woken up within two days. Which was four days ago. I can’t leave her side. What if she wakes up while I’m not there? I’d lose my mind for sure.
***
“Harry you really need to sleep, love”, my mum reminds me, “Or at least eat something please. I’ll go get you some soup?” I nod and tell her a quick thank you. As she walks out, Niall, Louis, and Liam walk in. They sit down without saying a word.
“Has she made any progress today?” Niall asks me softly.
“No, none. The doctors say she should wake up any day now though.”
And just as soon as I finish my last word, her hand moves and I can see her tongue lick her dry lips. Her eyes blink a few times before she squeezes them shut and pries them open again. She takes a deep breath and winces as she slowly sits up.
The boys and I are all speechless. My jaw must be on the ground right now. “B-Bella?” I say just loud enough so she can hear me.
She picks her head up and looks at me with worry in her eyes. She looks almost afraid? Why is she afraid of me? I’m her boyfriend (Might have even gotten to be her fiance if we didn’t get into that accident).
“Wh-who are you?” she says as she looks between me and the other guys with tears swelling in her eyes.
***
“Where’s Bella!?”, I ask the nurse. The image of the last time I saw her is still burning in my head. It’s enough to give me nightmares, for sure.
“Bella Lavender?” I nod quickly, “She’s in surgery right now. She should be out of surgery by the time you’re clear to leave.”
“How bad is it? Is she gonna be okay?” My heart is racing.
“I can’t tell you, sweetheart. You’ll have to talk to her doctor after her surgery.” I sigh, “Which should be in about an hour. As for you, we just need to do one last test to make sure you have no concussion and you’ll be set to go.”
I find it unfair that I made it out of the accident with only a few scratches and Bella is in surgery. Why did that driver have to hit her side? Why couldn’t they have hit the driver’s side?
***
“Okay Mr. Styles”, the doctor said after he performed my last tests, “I’ve got some good news for you. You don’t have a concussion. You’re very lucky to have made it out of that accident with only a few bruises and scratches. Also, Ms. Lavender is out of surgery and you can go visit her now. She’s in room 124.”
“Thank you, Doctor!” I say as I rush out of the room to find my Bella. Her brother is flying in from his house in LA and my mom and sister are coming up to make sure we’re okay too. I haven’t talked to Liam, Niall, or Louis, but my sister said she’d call them to tell them.
Yikes. I’m on the fourth floor and Bella is on the first. Damn, hospitals are so big. I can never navigate around them.
“Harry!” I turn to where the voice is coming from and see Louis jogging towards me with Liam and Niall right behind him. “Where is she? Where’s Bella?”
“She just got out of surgery. The doctors just let me go to see her.”I tell him as I walk towards the elevator fastly.
“You haven’t seen her?” Niall asks.
“Doctors just let me out. They had to make sure I don’t have a concussion.” I stutter through the next part, trying not to cry, “Bella took most of the impact.”
*DING* the elevator doors open. I rush out and walk as fast as I can to room 124. I pass 119, 120, 121, 122, 123, until finally, 124.
I take a deep breath and push the door open.
That’s not my Bella. My Bella is flawless, always with a smile on her face. This person has tubes running in and out of her and an oxygen mask over her face. There’s a huge bandage on her head. I stand there frozen in the doorway with all the guys behind me. Tears have blurred my vision as I walk towards Bella. I kneel down and take her hand, careful not to hurt her.
And I cry. I cried for what felt like hours and hours. The boys have left me alone so we could have some privacy. I can’t believe this is Bella.
My Bella.
***
Bella has been unconscious for 6 days now. It’s been the hardest 6 days of my life. My mum and sister and Mark are here. So are all the boys. But I have only left Bella’s side a few times. Only leaving when Mark or Louis or even my Mum or Gemma want a moment with her. Mum and Gemma have grown pretty close to Bella in the past two years. They love her as much as they love me.
The doctors said that she should’ve woken up within two days. Which was four days ago. I can’t leave her side. What if she wakes up while I’m not there? I’d lose my mind for sure.
***
“Harry you really need to sleep, love”, my mum reminds me, “Or at least eat something please. I’ll go get you some soup?” I nod and tell her a quick thank you. As she walks out, Niall, Louis, and Liam walk in. They sit down without saying a word.
“Has she made any progress today?” Niall asks me softly.
“No, none. The doctors say she should wake up any day now though.”
And just as soon as I finish my last word, her hand moves and I can see her tongue lick her dry lips. Her eyes blink a few times before she squeezes them shut and pries them open again. She takes a deep breath and winces as she slowly sits up.
The boys and I are all speechless. My jaw must be on the ground right now. “B-Bella?” I say just loud enough so she can hear me.
She picks her head up and looks at me with worry in her eyes. She looks almost afraid? Why is she afraid of me? I’m her boyfriend (Might have even gotten to be her fiance if we didn’t get into that accident).
“Wh-who are you?” she says as she looks between me and the other guys with tears swelling in her eyes.
***
Notes
I'm so excited for this story, omg!
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Also feel free to check out my other story "Surrounded yet Alone", it's a little less than 30 chapters right now and it's the first story I've EVER written (this being my second))
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2/12/17