You Lost Me
Chapter Nineteen
Bella’s POV
“Well, I’m exhausted”, I say once we’re back in the car to go back to Louis’ house.
“Me too, but at least we got some hot clothes”, El says as I rest my head on Louis’ shoulder and shut my eyes.
“We definitely did. I don’t think I’ve ever bought this amount of clothes at once before. And we only went to like four shops too!”
“First of all, you went to about six stores and you took forever in each one”, Louis sighs, “And you’ve bought way more clothes than this. This is nothing compared to what you two used to get in New York or LA with Danielle.”
“I mean, I love clothes so I’m not complaining, but how is it possible to get more clothes than what we got today!? Between El and I we literally got like 15 bags that are completely stuffed!”, El and Louis laugh, “Wait, when can I re-meet Danielle?”
“Dani.” Eleanor says.
“What?”
“Dani. You hate calling her Danielle for some reason so you made up the nickname ‘Dani’ for her. You used to refuse to ever call her Danielle.”, El says as she looks out the window.
“Oh my gosh! It’s because when I was little there was a kid named Daniel in my class and a girl name Danielle and I used to always get their names confused. It pissed them off so much and they basically hated me and we were only in like second or third grade.”, I had completely forgotten about that. I love remembering little things like that from my childhood. It makes me forget that I’m missing literally two years of my life. Remembering is one of my new favorite things to do, it makes me happy. And who doesn’t like being happy? Louis wraps his arm around my shoulders and I lean into him more to rest my head on him. He’s been great the past couple of days. He’s so understanding and he rarely ever talks to me about Harry or pushes me to talk about the accident or any of my memories. It’s like a nice little break from reality and life in general. I’m so happy to be able to call him my best friend.
“Good, I’m gonna go take a nap before dinner”, I tell them as we walk into the house.
“K, we’ll wake you up later for dinner”, Louis says as he kisses my forehead, “Sleep well!”
I smile and make my way up the stairs into my temporary room at Louis’ house. As soon as my head hits the pillow, my eyes shut and I fall asleep almost instantly.
***
*Flashback*
“Hey everyone! Thanks so much for coming out tonight! This last song goes out to someone who’s never fails to makes us smile and laugh. When I met her she changed my life so much and I couldn’t be happier”, Harry tells the huge crowd. El and Dani poke my sides as I blush. I try to control my smile and nerves. Today is the day Harry and I are telling the entire world about our relationship. And I can’t tell if I’m more happy or nervous. I think it’s happy, I think I’m more happy than nervous. But I’m still really nervous. There’s so much stuff that could happen, Eleanor and Dani have told me some of that happened to them when they first came out as a couple with Louis and Liam. It’s just a lot, but I couldn’t be happier.
“So this song is for Bella, who is in the audience tonight right over there”, Harry points to me and makes a kissy face as I laugh at him. He’s such a dork sometimes. An adorable, cuddly, cute, dork and I love it.
And then they sang. I can feel tears burning around my eyes as they threaten to spill over onto my cheek. The girls and I sang every word to the song along with all the fans.
“Now before we go, Liam, Louis, and I would like to bring our beautiful, wonderful girlfriends onto the stage.” Harry tells the crowd. The girls and I are deafened by screams as security guides us onto the stage. Harry comes over to me and captures me in his arms as he kisses my cheek. I told him how I hate PDA. I don’t know, I just feel like some things the entire world doesn’t have to see. However with that said, I wrap my arms around his neck and pull my lips to his. The crowd’s screams get louder, which I didn’t even know was possible.
“Thank you! Have a good night, drive home safe!”, Liam yells into the microphone as everyone runs off stage. Harry hasn’t let go of me since I first made it onto that stage. Our lips meet again once we’re safely off the stage and out of any nosy fans’ view.
“And you told us that you hate PDA”, Niall grunts. I look at him and stick my tongue out as Harry laughs.
Harry guides me back into his dressing room, “So everyone knows now.”
“I guess they do.” I smirk back to him.
“What do we do now?”, he gives me a cheeky smile.
“Well, I’ve got a few ideas.” I smirk again.
***
“Bella! Bells, wake up! Dinner’s ready!”, Eleanor shakes me awake softly.
“I’m up, I’m up!” I sit up and rub my eyes before following El downstairs to the kitchen. Louis brings over a box of pizza to the table for dinner.
“How was your nap?”, Louis asks with a smirk.
“Actually…”, I start to tell them my new memory as I grab two slices of pizza and put them on my plate, “I had a very vivid memory, which was cut short thanks to dinner. And before you ask, it was a very good dream, but I need to tell Harry before I tell anyone else. I think it’s time for me to go back to Harry’s and talk with him.” Louis and Eleanor just look at each other and then they look back to me. I keep eating my pizza like nothing is different. If I’m confident with my decision, hopefully they won’t make this a big deal. It really doesn’t need to be a big deal, at all. I’ve had my time to think about what needed to be thought about and now I’m ready to face the music and see Harry.
“Are you sure about that?”, El asks me. They both looked concerned, but they shouldn’t be. I’ve made my decision. I nod to El as I continue to chew my pizza.
“So, when do you want to go back?”, Louis asks me.
“Probably tomorrow morning. I’ll text Harry after dinner and see if it’s okay with him first of course.” They scoff at my last comment.
“What're you gonna tell him?”, El says quieter.
“You’ll see.”
***
“Well, I’m exhausted”, I say once we’re back in the car to go back to Louis’ house.
“Me too, but at least we got some hot clothes”, El says as I rest my head on Louis’ shoulder and shut my eyes.
“We definitely did. I don’t think I’ve ever bought this amount of clothes at once before. And we only went to like four shops too!”
“First of all, you went to about six stores and you took forever in each one”, Louis sighs, “And you’ve bought way more clothes than this. This is nothing compared to what you two used to get in New York or LA with Danielle.”
“I mean, I love clothes so I’m not complaining, but how is it possible to get more clothes than what we got today!? Between El and I we literally got like 15 bags that are completely stuffed!”, El and Louis laugh, “Wait, when can I re-meet Danielle?”
“Dani.” Eleanor says.
“What?”
“Dani. You hate calling her Danielle for some reason so you made up the nickname ‘Dani’ for her. You used to refuse to ever call her Danielle.”, El says as she looks out the window.
“Oh my gosh! It’s because when I was little there was a kid named Daniel in my class and a girl name Danielle and I used to always get their names confused. It pissed them off so much and they basically hated me and we were only in like second or third grade.”, I had completely forgotten about that. I love remembering little things like that from my childhood. It makes me forget that I’m missing literally two years of my life. Remembering is one of my new favorite things to do, it makes me happy. And who doesn’t like being happy? Louis wraps his arm around my shoulders and I lean into him more to rest my head on him. He’s been great the past couple of days. He’s so understanding and he rarely ever talks to me about Harry or pushes me to talk about the accident or any of my memories. It’s like a nice little break from reality and life in general. I’m so happy to be able to call him my best friend.
“Good, I’m gonna go take a nap before dinner”, I tell them as we walk into the house.
“K, we’ll wake you up later for dinner”, Louis says as he kisses my forehead, “Sleep well!”
I smile and make my way up the stairs into my temporary room at Louis’ house. As soon as my head hits the pillow, my eyes shut and I fall asleep almost instantly.
***
*Flashback*
“Hey everyone! Thanks so much for coming out tonight! This last song goes out to someone who’s never fails to makes us smile and laugh. When I met her she changed my life so much and I couldn’t be happier”, Harry tells the huge crowd. El and Dani poke my sides as I blush. I try to control my smile and nerves. Today is the day Harry and I are telling the entire world about our relationship. And I can’t tell if I’m more happy or nervous. I think it’s happy, I think I’m more happy than nervous. But I’m still really nervous. There’s so much stuff that could happen, Eleanor and Dani have told me some of that happened to them when they first came out as a couple with Louis and Liam. It’s just a lot, but I couldn’t be happier.
“So this song is for Bella, who is in the audience tonight right over there”, Harry points to me and makes a kissy face as I laugh at him. He’s such a dork sometimes. An adorable, cuddly, cute, dork and I love it.
And then they sang. I can feel tears burning around my eyes as they threaten to spill over onto my cheek. The girls and I sang every word to the song along with all the fans.
“Now before we go, Liam, Louis, and I would like to bring our beautiful, wonderful girlfriends onto the stage.” Harry tells the crowd. The girls and I are deafened by screams as security guides us onto the stage. Harry comes over to me and captures me in his arms as he kisses my cheek. I told him how I hate PDA. I don’t know, I just feel like some things the entire world doesn’t have to see. However with that said, I wrap my arms around his neck and pull my lips to his. The crowd’s screams get louder, which I didn’t even know was possible.
“Thank you! Have a good night, drive home safe!”, Liam yells into the microphone as everyone runs off stage. Harry hasn’t let go of me since I first made it onto that stage. Our lips meet again once we’re safely off the stage and out of any nosy fans’ view.
“And you told us that you hate PDA”, Niall grunts. I look at him and stick my tongue out as Harry laughs.
Harry guides me back into his dressing room, “So everyone knows now.”
“I guess they do.” I smirk back to him.
“What do we do now?”, he gives me a cheeky smile.
“Well, I’ve got a few ideas.” I smirk again.
***
“Bella! Bells, wake up! Dinner’s ready!”, Eleanor shakes me awake softly.
“I’m up, I’m up!” I sit up and rub my eyes before following El downstairs to the kitchen. Louis brings over a box of pizza to the table for dinner.
“How was your nap?”, Louis asks with a smirk.
“Actually…”, I start to tell them my new memory as I grab two slices of pizza and put them on my plate, “I had a very vivid memory, which was cut short thanks to dinner. And before you ask, it was a very good dream, but I need to tell Harry before I tell anyone else. I think it’s time for me to go back to Harry’s and talk with him.” Louis and Eleanor just look at each other and then they look back to me. I keep eating my pizza like nothing is different. If I’m confident with my decision, hopefully they won’t make this a big deal. It really doesn’t need to be a big deal, at all. I’ve had my time to think about what needed to be thought about and now I’m ready to face the music and see Harry.
“Are you sure about that?”, El asks me. They both looked concerned, but they shouldn’t be. I’ve made my decision. I nod to El as I continue to chew my pizza.
“So, when do you want to go back?”, Louis asks me.
“Probably tomorrow morning. I’ll text Harry after dinner and see if it’s okay with him first of course.” They scoff at my last comment.
“What're you gonna tell him?”, El says quieter.
“You’ll see.”
***
Notes
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Sooo what's Bella gonna tell Harry?
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2/12/17