You Lost Me
Chapter Fourteen
Bella’s POV
“Harry!”, I wake up from my dream. It wasn’t a dream, it’s my first memory! My first memory came back! “Harry! Wake up!” I nudge Harry’s arm.
He opens his eyes and sits up fast, “What! What’s wrong?”
“Nothing’s wrong! This is great Harry! Oh my gosh!”
“What? What happened?”, he rubs his eyes. The bright clock in the corner of the room says it’s 1:22 in the morning. Oops, it’s a little early.
“I remembered! I remembered something, Harry!”, I hit his chest playfully and his face immediately lights up showing his dimples off.
“What was it? Bella, what did you remember!?”
I smirk, “You’re security ran into me in New York City and that’s how I met you. Also there was someone named Zayn there? And y’all bought my coffee and I twisted my ankle. And Louis was really quiet too.”
He laughs, “That’s amazing! I can’t believe your first memory is from when we first met! I-I don’t know what to say, I’m speechless. I’m so happy…”
I can’t believe this. I might be able to get my memory back 100%. Do I want it back? Wait, why would I even say that? Of course I want my memory back! Then everything can be normal and like it was before. And I want that. Yeah, I definitely want that.
“Why do you think it came while I was asleep? How did that even happen?” I’m honestly in awe. How the hell did this even happen?
“I have no idea. I’m so confused, but I’m so happy right now. What if you get it all back? Do you want to?”
“Of course I do! I want it to be normal again”, it’s like he can read my mind sometimes.
“Wow.”, is all he says.
“Okay well, I’m exhausted. I’m going back to bed. I’ll wake you up if I remember anything else”, I wink and kiss his cheek before crashing back into the pillow and falling asleep almost as soon as I hit it.
***
Harry’s POV
She falls asleep instantly. I have no idea how, I’m still in awe that she remembered something. And of all things, the day we met. I have no idea how that even worked. How did she just remember something in her sleep?
The way she woke me up so excited melted my heart. She looked so excited, the way she hit my chest playfully like she always has done. And how she just fell right back asleep because she was so tired. She always respected her sleep, getting more than enough every night. She just likes being asleep. She tried to explain it to me one time saying something like she likes being able to not be able to exist for awhile and then having the ability to just come back and exist again. It made almost no sense to me then, and still makes no sense now. Her brain just works a little differently than others’.
I can’t sleep now. I’m too excited! She remembers. And if she remembers this one thing, she could remember so many other things. So many good things, a few bad arguments and funerals, but so many good things. Like our first date. We were going to go out to a really nice restaurant, but she ended up with a broken ankle. Thanks to our security guard who made her fall when we first met, she sprained it at first but thought she was fine. It eventually broke after she was on it all day for awhile. Anyways, I went over to her apartment and we watched Disney movies and ate pizza. It was actually the best date I’ve ever been on. First dates are usually so awkward, you never know exactly what to say. But with Bella, it was like we’ve known each other forever. I learned so much about her on that first date.
Another one of my favorite dates was when she got her cast off and we went ice skating in New York City. That was the moment I knew for sure, I am in love with her. We were probably falling more often than we were actually skating, but we laughed until we cried. The way the rink was beautifully decorated with snow and the light snow flakes that came down that decorated Bella’s light hair so perfectly. It was freezing outside, but inside my heart was melting.
All I can do now is hope, maybe even pray, that Bella remembers the good times. The ice skating and hot chocolate (with an even amount of marshmallows, or else she won’t eat it), the award shows and gowns she wore to them that made her look like a Disney princess, every single experience we had on tour together.
I’m so lucky to have found Bella. I can’t let her go. I can’t give up on her. She’s my soulmate and we’re supposed to be together forever. I plan on making her mine forever one day.
But please Bella, please just remember.
***
“Harry!”, I wake up from my dream. It wasn’t a dream, it’s my first memory! My first memory came back! “Harry! Wake up!” I nudge Harry’s arm.
He opens his eyes and sits up fast, “What! What’s wrong?”
“Nothing’s wrong! This is great Harry! Oh my gosh!”
“What? What happened?”, he rubs his eyes. The bright clock in the corner of the room says it’s 1:22 in the morning. Oops, it’s a little early.
“I remembered! I remembered something, Harry!”, I hit his chest playfully and his face immediately lights up showing his dimples off.
“What was it? Bella, what did you remember!?”
I smirk, “You’re security ran into me in New York City and that’s how I met you. Also there was someone named Zayn there? And y’all bought my coffee and I twisted my ankle. And Louis was really quiet too.”
He laughs, “That’s amazing! I can’t believe your first memory is from when we first met! I-I don’t know what to say, I’m speechless. I’m so happy…”
I can’t believe this. I might be able to get my memory back 100%. Do I want it back? Wait, why would I even say that? Of course I want my memory back! Then everything can be normal and like it was before. And I want that. Yeah, I definitely want that.
“Why do you think it came while I was asleep? How did that even happen?” I’m honestly in awe. How the hell did this even happen?
“I have no idea. I’m so confused, but I’m so happy right now. What if you get it all back? Do you want to?”
“Of course I do! I want it to be normal again”, it’s like he can read my mind sometimes.
“Wow.”, is all he says.
“Okay well, I’m exhausted. I’m going back to bed. I’ll wake you up if I remember anything else”, I wink and kiss his cheek before crashing back into the pillow and falling asleep almost as soon as I hit it.
***
Harry’s POV
She falls asleep instantly. I have no idea how, I’m still in awe that she remembered something. And of all things, the day we met. I have no idea how that even worked. How did she just remember something in her sleep?
The way she woke me up so excited melted my heart. She looked so excited, the way she hit my chest playfully like she always has done. And how she just fell right back asleep because she was so tired. She always respected her sleep, getting more than enough every night. She just likes being asleep. She tried to explain it to me one time saying something like she likes being able to not be able to exist for awhile and then having the ability to just come back and exist again. It made almost no sense to me then, and still makes no sense now. Her brain just works a little differently than others’.
I can’t sleep now. I’m too excited! She remembers. And if she remembers this one thing, she could remember so many other things. So many good things, a few bad arguments and funerals, but so many good things. Like our first date. We were going to go out to a really nice restaurant, but she ended up with a broken ankle. Thanks to our security guard who made her fall when we first met, she sprained it at first but thought she was fine. It eventually broke after she was on it all day for awhile. Anyways, I went over to her apartment and we watched Disney movies and ate pizza. It was actually the best date I’ve ever been on. First dates are usually so awkward, you never know exactly what to say. But with Bella, it was like we’ve known each other forever. I learned so much about her on that first date.
Another one of my favorite dates was when she got her cast off and we went ice skating in New York City. That was the moment I knew for sure, I am in love with her. We were probably falling more often than we were actually skating, but we laughed until we cried. The way the rink was beautifully decorated with snow and the light snow flakes that came down that decorated Bella’s light hair so perfectly. It was freezing outside, but inside my heart was melting.
All I can do now is hope, maybe even pray, that Bella remembers the good times. The ice skating and hot chocolate (with an even amount of marshmallows, or else she won’t eat it), the award shows and gowns she wore to them that made her look like a Disney princess, every single experience we had on tour together.
I’m so lucky to have found Bella. I can’t let her go. I can’t give up on her. She’s my soulmate and we’re supposed to be together forever. I plan on making her mine forever one day.
But please Bella, please just remember.
***
Notes
I'm so tired, but let's just talk for a minute about Niall at the AMA's!! I cried....
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2/12/17