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HIM ...

chapter 1

Louis' P.O.V

It is weird that she asked me out yesterday…did not expect that at all. I was so shocked that i ran out of words. I just stood there, dumb…making things awkward as usual.
Mary is a nice girl though, really cool. She is also half Irish, tells that she came here cause of her studies. Mary brown is shorter than me, has a pretty freckled face and straight, shoulder length red hair. She also has blue eyes like me.
I just met her about a month ago, in college. Stan, my best buddy introduced me to her. She told that she had crushed on me since. I thought back then that she was a nice girl, didn’t crush her though...
So, after she proposed me yesterday, I just told her that I need time. I know it was a very girly decision for me to make, but hey! I’m bisexual... so that makes sense. Did I mention it before?? Of course I haven’t. So yeah, that’s the truth… well, let me just give out my biography...
My name is Louis ... Louis Tomlinson, I’m 22 and I am a bisexual guy, closeted though. I’m not too tall, only 5'7". Often hear people saying about how tiny I am … so I really get delighted when I find people shorter than me …That’s just natural isn’t it? .. I have blue eyes, and ... yeah, that’s it.
Now let’s just come back, so today … after thinking long and hard, I’ve decided that I have to deny to her proposal, because I don’t even know her much. We talk once or twice a week, but that’s it. I have never even visited her place once, although she invited me on her birthday party … I was really busy that day so I couldn’t go, but I did wish her on the phone. But really I don’t want to break her heart, because she is a very nice girl and to see her sad will make me sad too (fact: I’m really emotional). I think I’ll just call and tell her what I think, in a soft way... she will understand, i know. She did give me her number... now , where is my phone?!
I looked around and found my phone at the edge of my bed. Picking up my phone, I immediately dropped on the bed and dialed her number...
‘TRING RING…TRING RING …TRING RING ’
I waited for her to pick up the call. She didn’t pick up the call. I dialed again...and again she ignored it.
Well now that gets me thinking... is she angry at me or something? I don’t know may be she IS angry because I kept her waiting. Oh no! I’m such an idiot. I should have just told her what I thought, like then and there... what should I do now?? I don’t intend to hurt her. I’m so sorry...

But the main problem is that, I can’t confront her now to tell her my decision. Denying on phone is a different issue…everyone knows that rejecting someone face to face is a lot more difficult and I don’t even have the courage to do that. Oh! But I have to. This is so not good...
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Two hours later, and I’m still thinking about my next step... why the hell am I even worrying about it in the first place?? Maybe because this is the FIRST proposal I received from someone, wow and I'm 22… now that’s weird! It’s not like I’ve never been in a relationship before, sure I have but, I was always the one to make the first move and they never lasted for more than two months. All my relationships were with girls though, never got a guy who would have the same feelings for me.
Back in school, when I was like 15 or 16, I had a massive crush on one of my mates, named Robert. He was so hot and he was like so kind and nice to people that, leave alone girls, even a straight guy would fall for him. One day, at a party at his house I confessed my feelings for him. I, till today regret my decision, cause I ended up being rejected and guess what ... losing a very dear friend. I was also bullied … later when the news spread out in school. That was the worst part of my life, when I realized that being bisexual was my worst nightmare. I also had to transfer when the bully thing reached its limits…
Well, whatever… don’t wanna bring back those fucking memories now. I have moved on, totally. Anyways the problem about which I should be thinking now is…
‘TRING RING … TRING RING … TRING RING’
Oh! My phone… who is it now? Of course Mary must be … please let it be Mary, please Mary … and it is Stan…
“Hey Stan how are ya...”

“I’m god mate, all well”

“So…. what’s up”

“Oh well … Nattie, George and me are on our way to Mary’s place. You are coming with us. We are going to pick you up from your house. Okay.”
WHAT?!! NO…

“Thanks Stan but I don’t think I’m going”

“C’mon Louis you have never been to hers… have you?”

“Why are we going there anyway?”

“She has high fever. We are just going to wish her a ‘get well soon’. C’mon she’ll feel good”
“That would be great, but even I have a headache since yesterday so, umm... I was just saying that…”

“Shut up Louis … we will be there in five”

“No no, listen Stan I … hello? Hello?!”

Shit! He ended the call, he always does that … god! Just fuck him… but, it looks like my problem has been sorted out though, right? … Or has it?

Notes

heyy lovely people ... i was just reading the fantastic stories written by you guys.
you are real writers. So after reading the stories i got so inspired that here i am writing my own fanfic . love to all of you guys and i hope you all will like it..
bye bye :)

Comments

thank you for sharing how you feel about the story, i promise i wont disapoint you with where i go with it.. :)

Oli_M Oli_M
12/24/16

This is one of the first Larry Stylinson stories that I read because I'm very hesitant to read them. I actually really like where your going with this and I can't wait to see where you take it! Can't wait for the next update.

thank you..

Oli_M Oli_M
12/3/16

Great first chapter.

Niallergirl586 Niallergirl586
11/14/16