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Lavender & Roses

XXVIII

An arm wrapping around my waist woke me, a startled sigh escaping my lips. I turned my head to see Sadie smiling weakly. Her eyes held exhaustion and a shyness. I smiled a bit as she kissed my hair.
"Are you okay, baby?" I asked, turning to face her. She just nodded and snuggled closer. Obviously wanting my body to warm hers. "Why were you out of bed?" I inquired, feeling that the sheets she lie on were a bit colder.
"I'm just coming to bed, silly." She murmured, placing a gentle kiss on my forehead. I lifted my head quickly to look at the clock.
"Sadie, it's nearly five in the morning. Why are you just now getting into bed?" My eyes fell on hers with a bit of worry.
A blush filled her cheeks once again, "I got caught up." I lifted my eyebrow at her, wanting more details. "You turned on the first movie in the series and I just couldn't stop watching. After you came in here, I watched the rest of the third, along with the fourth and fifth installments." Sadie confessed quietly. She held a fear in her eyes that concerned me. It felt as though she were waiting for me to be angry with her.
"We have to leave the house at eleven. Are you going to be okay all day?" I inquired, my concern showing in my voice.
"Yeah." She nodded quickly. "I'm not really even tired right now. I just know I have to sleep because I don't want to be awake for a full twenty four hours."
"Cuddle me." I demanded of her. Sadie giggled as I buried my face in her soft, warm chest. She wrapped her arms around my shoulders, allowing me to collapse on top of her. She placed more soft kisses to my forehead and hair. I hummed against her skin, "I love the way you hold me, Sadie."
She shushed me, "Go back to sleep, Harry." I returned my head to her chest and closed my eyes. Sadie combed her fingers through my hair and hummed quietly. I could feel her fingers smooth over my bare arm and back.
"How in the world did you get caught up enough to stay up until five in the morning?" I whispered, looking at the clock once again.
Sadie shrugged, "I don't know. It just happens. Like when I'm reading. The one day when I read the whole novel. I just lose myself in what I'm doing. Plus, this time, even though I've seen those movies five hundred times, I had the sense of dread in my stomach if I even thought about turning them off." I lifted my head once again to press my lips to hers. Sadie happily melted into my kiss. I smoothed my hands over her side only to have her push me away gently. "We should go to sleep." Sadie whispered nervously. I chuckled and nodded; it was her favorite line when she enjoyed my touch a little too much.
"Goodnight, baby." I kissed the tip of her nose before returning my very sleepy head back to her chest. I pursed my lips to hold in laughter as I could hear her heart racing. "You know I'll never hurt you, right?" I kept my voice low, wanting her to be relaxed into sleep.
Sadie's fingers still combed through my hair gently, "I know, baby. Go to sleep now. You have a busy day." I fought off the grunt I wanted to release. She was right. Half asleep at five in the morning when I had a long day of work was not the time to have such a serious discussion.



Sadie sat beside me in the car silently. Her hand gripping mine gently. I could see the exhaustion in her eyes still as she stared out the window. I made note of the way she was picking at her jeans and muttering to herself. I peeked out the window to see where we were. I wanted to speak to her about what had happened in bed.
I subtly caught the attention of the driver and my security man. Both of them gave a single nod, accompanied by a smirk when I motioned for them to lift the center window. I rolled my eyes. They had the wrong idea of why I wanted the moments alone with Sadie.
"Sadie." I spoke softly. She looked up at me with a smile. "Can we talk a minute?" I kept my voice gentle and low. She gave a worried expression but nodded anyway. "Are you alright?" She gazed at me like she had no idea what I meant. I placed my hand over hers, stopping her from picking at her jeans and her leg from bouncing. "You're nervous and quiet. You have been since this morning. What's going on?"
"Nothing. I'm just tired." She replied with zero hesitation. I gave her a bit of a glare. "It's nothing, Harry."
"Please don't. Just tell me so I can help." I grunted quietly.
Sadie sighed, "Why did you tell me that you'd never hurt me?"
"Because I meant it." I replied with a tender smile. Sadie still kept her eyes on mine, not knowing what I meant. "Have you ever noticed that when things between us get too intense, you say you're going to take a nap or just go to bed for the night?" Sadie chewed her bottom lip gently. "Why do you do that?"
"Can't feel anything if you're sleeping." She muttered.
"Why wouldn't you want to feel things with me? I'm not going to hurt you." I replied swiftly. Sadie's eyes filled with sadness. "Sadie, I'm not pushing. I understand. I'm happy waiting for you." I explained. "But I can't help but feel like you might be afraid of me and I don't want that." Sadie nuzzled into my neck and wound her arm around my waist, her fingers slipping under my shirt just a bit.
"It's definitely not that I'm afraid of you, Harry. I know you're not going to hurt me." She murmured against the skin of my neck. I swallowed hard feeling her lips graze just over my jugular. I shifted in my seat slightly, wanting to ease the sudden pressure in my groin. Her lips moved with ease and delicacy over my neck. I flicked my eyes to the driver and my security man. I didn't want them to think Sadie and I were going to be lewd with them right there. I gasped loudly when Sadie gripped my thigh tightly and nibbled at my Adam's apple.
"Sadie." I growled lowly, wanting her to stop.
She giggled quietly, "How you feel right now, that's how I feel all the time. It's never ending and I can't deal when you touch me sometimes. It's getting harder to say no, but I also know that when this is at it's peak, I'm afraid of myself. I don't want to hurt you."
"Not possible, love." I murmured to her. I didn't want her fear standing in the way of our relationship and where we both wanted it to go. Sadie giggled and kissed my ear lightly. "I'm going to regret this conversation later, aren't I?" I asked of her, feeling her fingers explore my abs under my shirt. A smirk graced her lips and she cuddled closer to me, burying her face in my neck again.



Sadie sat on the floor to the side of the white screen. She watched me with loving eyes and a smile. I could tell she was enjoying seeing the behind the scenes of what the boys and I did. I smiled at her as the stylist fixed my suit jacket.
"Are you okay, baby?" I asked of Sadie with a sweet smile. She nodded with a smile, her eyes still glued to me. "You're having far too much fun." I laughed. Sadie nodded with vigor this time. I shook my head and returned my attention to the photographer.
"How long have you two known each other?" The stylist asked Sadie, taking a seat beside her.
"Um, like four or five months." Sadie replied softly. I kept a close eye knowing that Sadie wasn't always keen to speak to those she didn't know.
"Wow. I would've thought it was like years." The stylist smiled brightly. Sadie smiled weakly and turned her eyes to mine. I blew her a kiss to ease her nerves. Sadie shook her head and started to pick at her jeans. The stylist gave Sadie a curious look but kept speaking to her, wanting to form some semblance of friendship for the day.
I kept my eye on Sadie for as long as I could. I knew that she was becoming more uncomfortable the longer the stylist spoke to her. I could tell Sadie liked her well enough but she was getting to the point where she needed her moments alone.



"Harry, you wanna take a break?" The photographer asked, snapping me out of my small trance. I looked up at him curiously. He smiled a bit, "You want a little break?" I nodded slowly, my eyes wandering back to Sadie's face. The photographer announced the break. I headed over to Sadie, wanting to sooth her discomfort.
"Hey." I beamed down at Sadie. Her eyes lit up as she gaze back at me. "You good?" I inquired, knowing I wasn't going to get much of an answer. She gave a small side glance to the stylist but nodded quickly. I held back a chuckle and sat down in front of her.
"I'll leave you two be." The stylist stated with a cheeky smile before getting up and bouncing away. I shook my head as I stared into Sadie's eyes.
"Are you alright?" I asked of her again.
Sadie leaned forward, "I think you and the other boys are the only people I can handle speaking constantly." I laughed loudly and pulled her into my lap. She straddled my thighs and wrapped her arms around my neck. "She's nice but I'm not overly talkative today."
"You should've just come to bed with me last night." I murmured with a grin. Sadie blushed and punched me in the chest. "Are you having any kind of fun today? This must be extremely boring for you."
Sadie shook her head quickly, "No. I actually love it." I gazed at her, wanting her to explain. "I'm so used to just being with you at home and whatnot. It's nice to see you working. It's like I get to meet a whole other version of you." She smiled, running her fingers through my hair. Sadie leaned in more, her nose brushing against mine. Her hands smoothed over my bare pecs as she whispered to me, "You look sexy as fuck in all of these suits, baby." I smirked, sliding my hands up her thighs. "I really like this." She hooked her finger in the metal loop on my choker. I could feel the blush that was beginning to fill my cheeks. "How much longer are we going to be here?" Sadie inquired, her eyes keeping tabs on everyone around us.
"Another few hours." I replied with a wavering tone. Sadie hummed, almost as though she was amused. "I should get back to it." I stated, seeing a shift within her demeanor. Sadie just nodded and slid off my lap. She returned to sitting cross-legged with her hands in her lap. I stared at her curiously.
"Go back to work, love." Sadie stated with a twisted smile. I leaned forward and kissed her softly. I wanted to keep the innocence between us while others were looking on. "Go on. I'll be just fine right here."



"Ready to go, Sadie?" I called to her with a smile. She looked up at me curiously. "Time to go home." I repeated happily. I was exhausted and I figured Sadie was bored out of her mind, seeing as she'd taken to lying on the floor. I watched her with intrigued eyes as she laid back and gazed up at the ceiling. After a moment I had noticed she was drawing small designs in the air with her fingers. She seemed to be in her own world entirely.
"I thought you were doing an outside shoot too?" Sadie asked as she stood from the floor. She stretched a bit, showing off a small amount of the soft, pale skin of her abdomen.
I nodded, "We are. Tomorrow. We're going to my mother's for that thought. Scenery is better there than here in London." Sadie agreed and took my hand in hers. "I've gotta go change. Are you coming with me, baby?"
Sadie shook her head, "But I do have a question." I motioned for her to ask. "Are they going to let you keep that choker?"
"No." I replied honestly, wondering what her reasons for asking were.
Sadie hummed, "That's a shame." She then shrugged, "I'll meet you in the car, babe." She bounced onto her tip-toes and kissed my cheek. I watched her with curiosity and a bit of worry as she began to say goodbye to the stylist for the day. Her whole mood had shifted from shy to tenacious. I could tell that there was something interesting going on in her mind but I was almost afraid to know. I knew that she would have no issue telling me once we got to the car.

Notes


Hey my loves.

I know, long time no post. I'm sorry this chapter is so short and it's not all that eventful. The next chapter is when the good stuff will happen, we're just looking at the set up for it here.

Peace&Love

Comments

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9/24/18

Ahhhh I’m so happy !!! I can’t wait for more updates xo I’m so glad you’re back!

@JasperRenee
Yay! It makes me happy to know that you still like these stories and actually care. ❤️

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9/22/18

@morrison_hotel
I always do!

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9/22/18

@JasperRenee
Thanks lovely girl. ❤️ I hope you liked it

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9/22/18