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Lavender & Roses

XVI

I sat on the sofa with Niall and Greg talking to August and Bobby. Izzy, Maura and Denise were sitting at the other end of the room discussing what they were going to be doing for the massive dinner we were going to have. I was nearly asleep when I heard Sadie screaming from Niall's bedroom. I looked over at Niall. Sadie screamed again, as though she was being murdered. Niall and I were both up in an instant, racing toward the bedroom. We both climbed the steps two at a time. WE could hear the rest of the family coming after us. Niall burst into the room before me. He jumped on the bed and shook Sadie.
"DeeDee, wake up! DeeDee!" Niall shook her shoulders violently. Sadie's eyes opened and she started sobbing. Niall hugged her tightly once she sat up. She was still flailing and nearly screaming as he tried to hold her. "DeeDee, what's wrong? What's wrong?" He asked, attempting to restrain her.
"Harry. Where's Harry?" She exhaled between sobs. "Is Harry okay?" Sadie cried gripping Niall's shirt collar. I frowned seeing the fear in her eyes.
"He's right there, DeeDee. He's right there." Niall pointed to me, still trying to calm her. I came over to the bed and knelt down where she could see me.
"Sade. Sadie." I murmured to get her attention. She looked at me like a deer in headlights. "Hey. I'm right here. I'm okay." Sadie released Niall and threw her arms around my neck, squeezing me as hard as she could. She broke down again, burying her face in my neck. I looked at Niall with fear in my eyes. Niall just shrugged. I frowned when I saw that he looked a little hurt. He was used to Sadie wanting him to comfort her. I couldn't let that be my concern at the moment though. I needed to focus on Sadie and making her feel better. "Sadie." I whispered in her ear. "Sade."I murmured when she didn't respond. She lifted her head and gazed into my eyes. "What's wrong? What happened?" I asked trying to keep a quiet and gentle tone. It was what seemed to work best when she was freaking out.
"I had a bad dream." She replied, her breaths shaky and tears still running down her face.
"Tell me about it." I requested of her. She appeared nervous. Her eyes darted over to Niall and the doorway where everyone else was standing. I buried my hand in her hair and made her look at me. "Hey. Right here." I demanded. "Just you and me." I whispered to her. Her eyes went back to the doorway. Niall had gotten up from the bed; his feelings obviously hurt. Everyone was still looking on. "Sadie. Look at me." I commanded. Her icy blue eyes met mine. "Thine in mine." I whispered with a smile, quoting one of her favorite movies. She smiled just a little. "It's just you and me. Focus here." I stated taking her hand and placing it over my heart. Her eyes closed when she felt the warmth of my chest and the steady rhythm of my heart. Sadie opened her eyes again, seeming a little more relaxed.
"Hi." She murmured.
"Hey." I chuckled softly. "Wanna tell me what happened?" I asked gently, not wanting to send her into a panic again. She shook her head slowly. I sighed quietly; all of her family and Niall's family looking on was making her uncomfortable. "Do you want to try to go back to sleep?" I inquired. She nodded shyly. "Okay. Lay down." I smiled weakly at her. Sadie pulled her legs onto the bed and relaxed back into the pillows. I pulled the blanket over her body with a smile. I shook my head when she buried her face in the pillow, trying to hide that she had started blushing. I stood from the bedroom floor and turned to walk out when Sadie grabbed my hand.
"Stay?" Sadie requested softly. I looked up at Niall. He didn't say anything. Niall's face stayed blank and he walked out of the room. Everyone walked away after him, leaving me alone with Sadie. I closed the door before crawling into the bed with her. As soon as I was comfortable in the bed, Sadie was snuggled into my side with her head on my chest.
"Wanna tell me what happened now?" I asked again, just seeing if I could get her to talk.
"I had a dream that you died while on tour. You were right next to me and we couldn't find Niall. Once I found Niall you'd gone missing. I couldn't find you. Then you..." She took in a shaky breath. "Then I could hear you screaming. I was trying to get to you, to help you and Niall wouldn't let me. When we found you...Niall acted so cold and I just couldn't stop screaming." Sadie recounted sadly.
"That'll never happen, baby. I'll be right here." I murmured to her with an assuring tone. Sadie just held me tighter and breathed deeply. "Do you want kisses? Will kisses make you feel better?" I asked her with a smile. She looked up at me with sad eyes. I frowned; that wasn't going to work. "Sadie, I promise nothing bad is going to happen to me or to Niall. Everything will be alright. You have nothing to worry about, baby." I tried to assure her once again. Sadie kept looking at me with sad eyes, like she was trying to see if I was telling the truth or not. "Kiss me, Sadie. Just kiss me." I commanded.


I walked into the living room with heavy feet and a heavy heart. I sat down next to Niall nervously. Everyone was staring at me like I had grown a second head. Niall seemed more angry than anything.
"She's asleep." I informed Niall softly. He nodded and picked at his jeans. "What? What is with the faces?" I asked everyone in the room.
"She doesn't let anyone but Niall touch her. She really doesn't like it." Izzy told me flatly. I wanted to start smirking and tell them that I'd done more than just hug her daughter. But I didn't. "Why does she let you touch her?" Izzy asked.
I shrugged, "I don't know. She just does."
"I think she likes you." Greg blurted loudly. Niall glared at his brother.
"Well, we are friends. Isn't that normal for friends?" I asked, trying my hardest to play stupid.
"Harry, I know you're not that dumb." Niall grunted at me. I sighed heavily. "Are you fucking the girl I love like a sister?"
"What?" I shrieked. "Niall, no!" I protested quickly. It was true. I'd not touched her like that yet. Niall eyed me for a long moment. "Niall, I haven't." I stated firmly.
Niall relaxed, "I believe you." I sighed with relief. Niall and I both lifted our heads when we heard Sadie's sweet voice from the doorway. "Hey DeeDee, I thought you were sleeping." Niall spoke gently to her.
She shrugged, "Harry got up. I don't think I wanna sleep anymore anyway."
"Why don't you go wash up for dinner, sweetheart." Maura suggested with a loving tone. Sadie nodded and headed off to the bathroom. "I think it's very sweet the way you treat her, Harry. I think that it might even be good for her." Maura smiled at me. Niall rolled his eyes and folded his arms over his chest. I blushed and leaned back into the seat.

"Harry, could you go check on DeeDee? She's been gone an awful long time again." Izzy asked of me with a smile. I nodded and stopped helping set the table. I sauntered to the staircase with a smile, thinking of stealing kisses while we were alone. As I reached the bathroom door, my smile grew hearing running water. I knocked on the door lightly.
"Sadie." I called out gently. "Sade, baby, are you taking a shower?" I laughed quietly. I frowned when she didn't answer me. I knocked a little louder, "Sadie." Still no answer. "Sadie, I'm coming in." I quickly turned the handle and pushed the door open. "SADIE!" I nearly shouted, snapping her out of her trance like state. I rushed toward her and slapped her hands down. I shut off the water.
"Harry! Is everything okay?" Bobby called up the stairs.
"Yeah! Yeah! We'll be down in a minute!" I hollered back trying not to sound so scared. I quickly shut and locked the bathroom door. Sadie looked at me with her big doe eyes, fear filling them. I took her hands in mine and examined her arms. "Sadie, what happened?" I knew what happened, I'd seen her doing it. She was standing at the sink, scrubbing her arms as hard as she could with a washrag. Her arms were raw and it looked as though she was bleeding. I didn't want to touch them out of the fear that I would hurt her. I picked up the washrag and frowned even more, there was blood on it. "Baby, what happened? Why did you do this?" I asked gently. I didn't want her to think I was mad. I released one of her hands and cupped her cheek tenderly.
"Feels like my skin is crawling." She stated quietly, no emotion in her voice.
"Why? What happened?" I asked again. She shook her head quickly. "Sadie, you have to tell me baby so I can help you." I spoke calmly and soothingly. I made her sit down on the toilet cover. I knelt in front of her and made her look in my eyes again. "Come on. Let me help you."
"Touching. Everyone has been touching me." She breathed raggedly, tears starting to fall from her eyes. I quickly took my hands off of her and moved back just a bit. Sadie reached out for me, "No. No. No. Please Harry." I lifted my eyebrow. "You make my skin not crawl." Sadie wept silently as I rested my forehead against hers and caressed her face gently. I hushed her and kissed her nose sweetly. She smiled a little bit and leaned against my chest.
"Dinner is ready kids!" Maura called from the bottom floor of the house.
"We're coming!" I shouted back to her. I turned to Sadie with a smile. "Are you hungry?" I inquired softly. She thought for a minute and nodded. "Okay. Let's get you cleaned up." I beamed at her. She nodded again and stood as I did. I brought her to the sink with a gentle hand. I stood behind her and turned the water on. I pressed my chest and hips to her back and bum as I checked the temperature of the water. Sadie sighed and pressed her forehead to my jaw. I gently started to rinse the soap and blood from her raw arms. Sadie hissed from the sting of it. "I'm sorry, Sade." I murmured. She shook her head and kissed my neck lightly. I blushed at the feeling.
"I'm sorry, Harry." She sniffled.
"For what?" I inquired. "What do you need to apologize for?"
"I know that you'd rather be making love to me instead of taking care of me like I'm a child." She replied in a whisper.
"Nah. I like taking care of you. It means I get to be around you." I stated kissing her temple lightly. Once I finished rinsing her arms, I picked up the hand towel from the counter. I carefully dried her raw arms, trying not to make it sting even more. "Is there a first aid kit in here?" I asked.
"Yes, under the sink." She answered. I smiled and spun her to face me. I lifted her up by her hips. Sadie giggled and jumped a bit, helping me get her onto the counter. I grinned and bent over to retrieve the first aid kit.
"Sadie, I've been thinking." I began as I set the first aid kit down on the counter. I popped it open, "About some of the things you've told me about your symptoms and stuff." She nodded as I pulled a roll of gauze from the first aid kit. "Is there one symptom that shows up more often than the rest, I mean on either side of it. Like you said you get irritable or you go crazy cleaning. Do you do one thing more than the other?" Sadie bit her lip and winced as I began to wrap her arm.
She blushed and muttered a quiet, "Yeah." I taped off the gauze carefully then moved onto the other arm.
"Can you tell me which one it is?" I requested softly. Sadie shook her head quickly as I wound the gauze around her arm. "Please. I wanna know so I can help." I pleaded. Sadie eyed me for a long moment, giving me time to tape off the other arm's gauze. I dropped the gauze back into the first aid kit then the tape. "Are you going to tell me?" I asked Sadie gently. She chewed her lip, her face was bright red. "Please?" I begged.
"I...um...when I'm..." She leaned in and whispered, "When I'm very...aroused all the time."
I smirked and leaned closer to her, "If that happens, are you going to tell me about it?" Sadie appeared to be thinking about her answer.
"I don't know." Her cheeks turned an even deeper shade of red. "Maybe."
"Why just maybe? You just said that you knew I'd love to make love to you." I murmured to her.
"Because when I'm in that kind of high, I'm a little less...I can be a little crazy." Sadie stated with an embarrassed tone.
I pecked her lips teasingly, "I like crazy." Sadie grunted a little. "I would do anything you asked me to. Crazy or not." Sadie blushed madly. "I'd lay you down so gently." I whispered, kissing her ear. "Then I would fuck you, if that's what you wanted. Or I would make love to you like you and I would never be together again." I could feel Sadie's hands trembling as she gripped my wrists gently. "Drop to my knees and give you all the pleasure you ask for." I let my lips brush her skin as I spoke. Sadie chewed on her bottom lip more and her face was the most red I've ever seen.
"Harry." Sadie's voice broke a bit.
"I can wait though. I'm not saying it has to be today or tomorrow." I smiled warmly at her, wanting her to know that I meant every word.
"I know. I know. I just..." Sadie sighed a little. "I'm very...aggressive when I feel like that. So I don't think that I want to tell you about it, not yet. I would like to...be with you but I want it to be..." She trailed off, trying to think of the right words.
"More romantic than jumping on top of me when I walk in the door?" I chuckled. She nodded a little. "Can't say I would mind that." I smirked.
"Harry." Sadie groaned.
"What? A beautiful woman jumping in my arms because she wants my lovin' the moment she sees me, I don't know who wouldn't want that." I was trying to ease her tension and nervousness.
"No. It's not that. I just...If it were to happen that my brain got the better of me before we...were together for real, I feel like it would be weird afterward. I get aggressive and a little out of control and I don't want you to be put off by that." Sadie sounded ashamed.
"Whenever you are ready for all of this, baby. I'm not asking you to let me in completely right away. I'm happy with the fact that you've told me as much as you have and you let me hold you and kiss on you already. I can live with being that special to you. To be someone who gets to be close to you when no one else can." I beamed at her.
"Harry." She whispered. I hummed in response. "Kiss me?" She requested with some nervousness. I grinned again and pressed my lips to hers. I devoured her lips passionately and pulled her closer. Sadie wound her arms around my neck and moved one leg around my hip. I smiled into the kiss when she tangled her fingers in my hair. I held her around her waist and pressed my hips to hers. When she moaned into my kiss, I knew it was time to stop. I pulled her hands from my hair, took her leg from around my hip and unwound her arms from around my neck. Slowly, I separated our lips. She looked at me confused but very plainly aroused.
"Dinner. We have to go eat dinner with Niall." I stated, trying to calm myself as well as her. She blushed and nodded like she had forgotten the whole thing. "Do you want my jumper?" I asked motioning to her arms. I knew everyone, especially her parents, would panic seeing the gauze on her arms.
"Yeah."Sadie whispered. I carefully lifted the jumper over my head and then pulled it down over hers.
"There you go, baby. Right as rain." I grinned, trying to make her feel better. I helped her down from the counter and kissed her nose sweetly. "Everything will be okay." Sadie just nodded and tried to smile. I kissed her forehead to reassure her then opened the door. We were both shocked to see Niall standing there.
"What is going on up here?" Niall sounded mad. I knew that Sadie looked like she'd been kissed. Her lips were still too pink and swollen. I grabbed Niall's arm and pulled him into the bathroom. Sadie seemed scared as I shut the door. "Well, what?" He glared at me.
"Sade." I spoke gently. She bit her lip and moved the sleeves of the jumper up, showing Niall the gauze.
"DeeDee, what happened?" Niall sounded genuinely concerned.
"She's extra clean now." I stated softly and with a smile. Niall frowned and tried to touch her, but she flinched a bit. It made my heart hurt to see her shying away from Niall.
"It hurts." She explained. Niall nodded and kissed her forehead much like I had. Sadie didn't lean into him or placed her hands on his chest like she did to me. I smiled a little more. She was trying to show me that I was different. "Can we please just go eat? I know Mama and Maura are probably wondering what is going on." Sadie asked, sounding more nervous than before. Niall nodded and left the bathroom.

Notes

Well, I thought that I would post in this since no one wants to know what happens in ALWAYS apparently. :)

Hope you enjoy. :)

Peace&Love

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