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Lavender & Roses

XIV

I laid in bed staring up at the ceiling. I couldn't sleep. My mind was filled with too many thoughts. I couldn't stop thinking about the fact that Harry had seen my parents act like jerks about my illnesses and the melt down that followed. But mostly what filled my mind was the kiss. The way he'd kissed me had been so perfect. I'd never felt as though someone wanted me before. With Harry, it felt like he was going to devour me in the best of ways. I looked over at the clock. Just after ten. We all decided to turn in early because of our travels and that we had to get up at five to go back to the Horan house for breakfast and presents. I climbed out of bed slowly and quietly. I didn't want to wake Niall who was asleep in the room right next to mine.
I decided to sneak out of my room and quickly run across the hall to Harry's room. I opened and closed his door as quietly as possible. I didn't want to wake Niall. I tip toed over to Harry's bed then climbed up next to him. I shook Harry gently.
"Harry. Harry wake up." I whispered to wake him. His eyes shot open almost instantly. HE stared up at me confusedly.
He sat up against the pillows, "Sadie, what's wrong?" I melted again. His voice was deeper and raspier than normal. It sent a chill through me. I pulled the blankets back from his hips slowly. Harry just stared at me, probably assuming that I just wanted to sleep next to him. I bit my lip and crawled into his lap, straddling his thighs. "Sade?" Harry seemed nervous as I rested my hands on his bare chest. "Sadie, what are you doing?" Harry inquired when I slid my hand from his chest up to his neck.
"I just want to try something." I replied quietly. Harry continued to look at me with confusion. I bit my lip again as I lowered my mouth to his. Slowly, I kissed him. Sweet, gentle. The way he'd been with me under the mistletoe. I gracefully moved my lips with his before deepening the kiss. Locking and unlocking our mouths steadily. Harry wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me a little closer. I let him know of my real desire for him when I accidentally moaned, feeling his tongue against the roof of my mouth. In that moment, Harry held me tighter then flipped us so he was pinning me to the pillows. He deepened the kiss again and ran a hand down to my thigh. His finger tips slowly caressed the tender flesh, making my entire body tingle. I moaned again when Harry's lips left mine and worked their way down my neck. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I was turning into a puddle on his bed and he'd barely done a thing to me. I became more aware of what was going on and what I really wanted when Harry's kiss traveled down over my breasts to my stomach. "Harry." I whimpered as his kiss came back up my torso. He hummed against my breast as his tongue teased the flesh. "Stop." I moaned.
Harry looked up at me curiously, "Stop?" I nodded. Harry pulled back a little more. "What's wrong, Sadie?" He seemed genuinely worried.
"I can't...I don't..." I stammered. I wanted to be with him but it didn't feel right to me, not right at that moment.
Harry smiled, "We don't have to do anything you don't want to, baby." I nodded shyly. "But I would like it if you could explain why you don't want to." I grew a bit scared. "I just want to be in your head. I'm not going to try to change your mind. You said stop. I'm stopping." I smiled at him as he took my hand and laced our fingers together. "Tell me what's going on inside that beautiful mind?" He asked.
"I want you. I want to...be with you but I'm not...I'm not the kind of girl who can just sleep with someone. I..." Harry stared at me intensely as I spoke. I exhaled heavily and ran a hand through my hair. "Oh my God, I'm so bad at this." I giggled nervously. "I'm no good at relationships and I can't..." I was starting to panic.
Harry caressed my cheek with his thumb, "Hey. Hey. Hey. Sshh. It's alright. It's alright." I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself. "Sadie, baby, look at me." I opened my eyes to see Harry's green orbs staring into me. "I will wait as long as you need me to. I don't just want to have sex with you. I love being around you. I love our little dates and our snuggles on the sofa. I love carrying you to bed and waking up with you in my arms. I will keep my hands to myself...mostly." Harry smiled a bit. He pressed his forehead to mine. "I will do whatever you need, Sadie."
"I do need something." I stated shyly. Harry gazed at me, waiting for me to tell him. "Kiss me. Kiss me until I fall asleep in your arms."
Harry beamed at me, "Gladly." Before he could place his mouth on mine again, I whispered his name. "What baby?" Harry replied sweetly.
"Just so you know, I'm horrible at pillow talk." I giggled, knowing that it was bound to happen at some point during the night.
"Lies. That's all we do first thing in the morning." Harry chuckled. He enveloped my lips with his, wrapping his arms around my waist.


I woke to the sound of Harry's light snoring. I smiled as I looked back at his peaceful sleeping face. I turned over to face him. I brushed his curls away from his angelic face. I kissed his forehead and his cheeks.
Harry hummed, "Missed some where very important."
"Where is that?" I inquired with a playful attitude.
Harry smirked, "Come closer and I'll show ya." I leaned in only to have Harry capture my lips between his. I sighed and melted against his chest again. "I love that." Harry murmured against my lips. I hummed in response. "The way you just collapse into my arms." Harry answered before devouring my lips all over again.
"We need to be up before Niall. If he catches us like this..." I informed Harry.
Harry sighed sadly and nodded, "Okay, baby, you go get dressed." HE kissed my forehead gently. "Go on. I'll meet you in the kitchen." I nodded and hopped out of the bed. I looked back at Harry as I reached the door. He smiled at me as he propped himself up on his pillows. I ran back to his bed and jumped into his lap. I pressed my lips to his passionately. "Sadie, get dressed." Harry laughed into our passionate kiss. I whimpered into his mouth. "I'm stopping this." Harry stated pushing me away a little. "If you keep kissing me while sitting in my lap wearing that nighty..." He bit his lip as he eyed me up and down. "Might not be able to stop myself." I kissed him one last time before getting out of bed again. I looked back at Harry as I reached the door again. He smiled warmly and shooed me off.

Notes

This chapter and the last chapter are quite short so I decided that I would just do both. :)



Peace&Love guys.

Comments

@Styles girl 4eva
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morrison_hotel morrison_hotel
9/24/18

Ahhhh I’m so happy !!! I can’t wait for more updates xo I’m so glad you’re back!

@JasperRenee
Yay! It makes me happy to know that you still like these stories and actually care. ❤️

morrison_hotel morrison_hotel
9/22/18

@morrison_hotel
I always do!

JasperRenee JasperRenee
9/22/18

@JasperRenee
Thanks lovely girl. ❤️ I hope you liked it

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9/22/18