Didn't Mean It
Chapter 1 ♥
I set my camera up, "Hey guys this is my cover of 'Stay' by Rihanna." I said into the camera. I was about to press the play button when there was a knock on the door.
"Lex open up!!!" I heard Justin's voice scream behind the door. He continued knocking. I got up and walked towards the door, "Lexie open the door now!"
I took hold of the door knob and opened it. An angry Justin was revealed. "What are you doing?!" I screamed as he walked in.
I closed the door, "What took you so long to open up the door?" He said as he grabbed onto my hair and pulled me down.
I fell onto the floor, my hand going up trying to get him off of me, "What are you doing?" I panicked. Trying to claw him off of me. The tears threatening to escape.
His hold onto my hair only got tighter the more I struggled. I felt him drag me into the bedroom.
"Stop! Jay please!" I screamed, as the tears rolled down my cheeks.
He pulled me up, "Shut up!" He threw me onto the bed. He straddled my hips. "You asked for it!!" He slapped me once and then twice.
I screamed out in pain, and he just laughed coldly. His fist curled up and he punched me straight into my left eye, causing me to scream out even louder.
Before I knew what to do I felt something being placed and pressed down on my face. I soon realized he was trying to suffocate me with a pillow. My legs kicking in every direction. I tried gasping for air and nothing happened. Next thing I know it was complete darkness.....
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-Later On-
I woke up, with a massive headache. I rolled over and looked at the clock; 3:47 a.m Then looked back at the sleeping Justin.
"Do you see me and still feel love? Or have I changed inside your heart?" I whispered causing him to roll over and make his shirtless back face me.
I sighed, and got up. I walked over to my drawers and picked up a black tank top with some cheetah pajama shorts. I walked into the bathroom and inspected my face.
I flinched and the huge purple bruises forming on my left eye. I got dressed and brushed my teeth, I quickly washed my face and got out. I looked at the clock; 4:04 a.m.
I decided to go in the livingroom, I regret moving over here to Atlanta to be with Justin. We've been together almost two years and this is what he does to me.
I saw my laptop was still on, I walked over and put it on the charger getting off the video camera. I turned back and saw Justin's phone laying on the coffee table.
I sat down on the couch and picked up the remote, turning the tv on, then picking up Justin's phone.
His password has always been his birthday: 0301 (just guessing :p) and I unlocked it. I saw he was still texting Niall. That's just disgusting to me, talking to a guy that's your friend, and then beating up his sister. That's just wrong! I quickly sent a text to Niall:
To: Niall
From: Justin -aka Lexie-
Hey Niall! It's Lexie, don't text back! DM me on twitter! It's an emergency. Miss you! x
I pressed send and quickly deleted it and put Justin's phone back to where it was. I watched the t.v and then decided to get a drink of water.
I made my way into the kitchen and grabbed a glass from the cup drawer, I filled it up with water and took a long drink.
I heard someone clear their throat behind me, making me jump. I turned around and saw Justin leaning on the door frame. He had an evil look on his face. "Why don't you come back to bed? I miss you." He said trying to sound innocent. I heard a beep come from the living room. "What's that?" Justin asked
"My laptop." I said walking past Justin and making my way over to the laptop. "It's just an email from Niall." I said as Justin looked over my shoulder at the computer screen.
"I'll give you five minutes. Then come back to bed." He said in a warning tone and walked back over to the bedroom.
From: @NiallOfficial: what's wrong Lex?
From: @LexMHoran94: When are you coming to visit me?
I waited for a response. Four minutes left.
From: @NiallOfficial: In two days! Excited?
I smiled, knowing my brother was coming back. I haven't seen him since Greg's wedding. I started typing my reponse. Three minutes left.
From: @LexMHoran94: Of course Nialler! I miss the boys as well! Give them a hug from me! xx Got to go! See you!
I logged off with one minute left. Turned off the laptop, the tv and walked over to turn off the lights.
I walked back into the bedroom and saw Justin typing away on his phone, must have grabbed it when I wasn't looking. He looked up at me and followed my every move over to the bed. I laid down and closed my eyes, hoping that this would be all over soon...
"Lex open up!!!" I heard Justin's voice scream behind the door. He continued knocking. I got up and walked towards the door, "Lexie open the door now!"
I took hold of the door knob and opened it. An angry Justin was revealed. "What are you doing?!" I screamed as he walked in.
I closed the door, "What took you so long to open up the door?" He said as he grabbed onto my hair and pulled me down.
I fell onto the floor, my hand going up trying to get him off of me, "What are you doing?" I panicked. Trying to claw him off of me. The tears threatening to escape.
His hold onto my hair only got tighter the more I struggled. I felt him drag me into the bedroom.
"Stop! Jay please!" I screamed, as the tears rolled down my cheeks.
He pulled me up, "Shut up!" He threw me onto the bed. He straddled my hips. "You asked for it!!" He slapped me once and then twice.
I screamed out in pain, and he just laughed coldly. His fist curled up and he punched me straight into my left eye, causing me to scream out even louder.
Before I knew what to do I felt something being placed and pressed down on my face. I soon realized he was trying to suffocate me with a pillow. My legs kicking in every direction. I tried gasping for air and nothing happened. Next thing I know it was complete darkness.....
______________________
-Later On-
I woke up, with a massive headache. I rolled over and looked at the clock; 3:47 a.m Then looked back at the sleeping Justin.
"Do you see me and still feel love? Or have I changed inside your heart?" I whispered causing him to roll over and make his shirtless back face me.
I sighed, and got up. I walked over to my drawers and picked up a black tank top with some cheetah pajama shorts. I walked into the bathroom and inspected my face.
I flinched and the huge purple bruises forming on my left eye. I got dressed and brushed my teeth, I quickly washed my face and got out. I looked at the clock; 4:04 a.m.
I decided to go in the livingroom, I regret moving over here to Atlanta to be with Justin. We've been together almost two years and this is what he does to me.
I saw my laptop was still on, I walked over and put it on the charger getting off the video camera. I turned back and saw Justin's phone laying on the coffee table.
I sat down on the couch and picked up the remote, turning the tv on, then picking up Justin's phone.
His password has always been his birthday: 0301 (just guessing :p) and I unlocked it. I saw he was still texting Niall. That's just disgusting to me, talking to a guy that's your friend, and then beating up his sister. That's just wrong! I quickly sent a text to Niall:
To: Niall
From: Justin -aka Lexie-
Hey Niall! It's Lexie, don't text back! DM me on twitter! It's an emergency. Miss you! x
I pressed send and quickly deleted it and put Justin's phone back to where it was. I watched the t.v and then decided to get a drink of water.
I made my way into the kitchen and grabbed a glass from the cup drawer, I filled it up with water and took a long drink.
I heard someone clear their throat behind me, making me jump. I turned around and saw Justin leaning on the door frame. He had an evil look on his face. "Why don't you come back to bed? I miss you." He said trying to sound innocent. I heard a beep come from the living room. "What's that?" Justin asked
"My laptop." I said walking past Justin and making my way over to the laptop. "It's just an email from Niall." I said as Justin looked over my shoulder at the computer screen.
"I'll give you five minutes. Then come back to bed." He said in a warning tone and walked back over to the bedroom.
From: @NiallOfficial: what's wrong Lex?
From: @LexMHoran94: When are you coming to visit me?
I waited for a response. Four minutes left.
From: @NiallOfficial: In two days! Excited?
I smiled, knowing my brother was coming back. I haven't seen him since Greg's wedding. I started typing my reponse. Three minutes left.
From: @LexMHoran94: Of course Nialler! I miss the boys as well! Give them a hug from me! xx Got to go! See you!
I logged off with one minute left. Turned off the laptop, the tv and walked over to turn off the lights.
I walked back into the bedroom and saw Justin typing away on his phone, must have grabbed it when I wasn't looking. He looked up at me and followed my every move over to the bed. I laid down and closed my eyes, hoping that this would be all over soon...
8/13/13