Back For You
Chapter Forty-One
I felt my phone vibrate,I took my phone out of my pocket and I had a text. I don't recognize the number though.
Random person: You're going to let that girl talk to you like that?
Me: I kind of don't want to kick a girl's ass on tv. I have the decency not to do that, by the way who is this?
Random Person: Your brother.
My brother. He is already home?! I quickly added his number to my phone.
Me: You're watching the interview? And are you with Kayla?!
Bubba: Yes, we will be in Pismo in three days.
"Got thirty seconds people." The stage manager yells.
I didn't even realize I was still sitting on the ground. Everyone started getting back in their positions.
"Who were you texting?" Niall leaned down and whispered in my ear.
"My brother he is coming in three days!" I said excitedly. Niall leaned back and chuckled at my excitedness.
"3...2...1" the cameraman pointed at Kiana.
"And we are back with One Direction and their girlfriends. We still have a couple more questions then this interview will be done." She said smiling.
"Next question please."
"What's the most embarrassing thing you made each other do."
"Well I got Breanne to." Louis started.
"Louis don't bring that up." I warned.
"Aw come on." Louis begged.
"What were you going to stay how you got Breanne drunk and how you convinced her to kiss that girl." Harry said with an evil smile. Damn you Haz. I throwing my head back.
"It's okay babe we know you're not lesbian." Niall said winking at me.
"Well that interesting.." The girl said awkwardly sitting down.
"Liam, is Ashleigh everything you described that you want in a girl."
"Yes, yes she is. She might even be better." He said smiling. The audience let out a bunch of 'awwws'. I looked out of the corner of my eye and see Ashleigh blushing.
"do any of you girls have any tattoos? And if you do can I see them."
"I don't have one." Andrea said.
"Me either." Monique said.
"Neither do we." Both Natalie and Ashleigh say.
"I do." I said. I stood up and walked up toward the camera. I pull down my sleeve and show my wrist. I have a tattoo of a heart with a lock that is unlocked on it. Everyone gasped
"The meaning of the tattoo is that I wear my heart on my sleeve." I said smiling.
"Y-your wrist." The girl stuttered. What's wrong with my wrist, then I remember the cutting scars.
"Oh um, yeah." I said putting my head down walking back.
"Wait!" The girl yelled into the mic. "Can I come down and look at them." She asked shyly. I nodded my head, the girl came down. She was about 16 she had black hair and green eyes that stand out. She walked up to me slowly,
"Come on I don't bite." I said smiling at her. I lifted both of my sleeves, she gasped.
"Why did you do this to yourself.?" She asked. I know everyone around the world that was watching will hear this so who cares. I let out a deep breathe.
"Well, first when Niall left me and went away on tour leaving me which made me feel unwanted like he didn't want make the relationship work, oh also my mother soon after left me to run away with her boyfriend which made me even more unwanted. Also with the boys gone I got picked on again by my bully. She told me I was a loser, pathetic, worthless and no one needed me. And I believed her, of course I had the girls but I still believed it. I couldn't bare the emotional pain anymore, so I thought feeling it physically would make it better, and to me it did. But I wish I didn't do. Because I could've killed myself." I said
The girl was teary eyed. I took my thumbs and wiped away the tears.
"No reason to cry over me." I said giving her a smile.
"I know it's just that you are perfect." She said.
"I am far from perfect, trust me." I said.
"The interview is going to end soon." Kiana reminded me.
"That's fine I think me and my new friend are going to chat backstage while you guys finish I said smiling while putting my arm around her shoulder and walking off stage with her.
I went back to the room where we waited to go on.
"How did you stop?" She finally asked.
"Well, I don't know honestly. One day I just finally realized it didn't really make me feel better." I said shrugging.
"Please, don't do it again." She said hugging me .
"Wasn't planning to." I said hugging her back.
"Please don't listen to those birches." She said pointing at the audience.
"Fuck, I tried but they are so bitchy and it's hard not going and punching them." I said.
"I know, I resisted punching the girl who called you guys ugly. You guys are all really beautiful." She said.
"You are too." I said giving her a smile. "You know you are really cool, I'm going to give you my number. Let me see your phone." Without hesitation she handed me her phone.
"Here, now put your number in mine." I said handing her my phone. She quickly put in her number.
"You know what?" I said.
"What?" She said.
"I don't know your name."
"I'm Emily." She said smiling.
"Nice meeting you." I said.
"The pleasure is all mine, I should go. I have to get my purse." She said pointing back at her seat.
"Okay text me later." I said waving at her as she walked away.
"Looks like you got a new best friend." Niall said wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling me closer.
"I think I did." I said smiling at the direction where Emily was walking.
"We should get going babe." Niall whispered.
"Alright let's go." I said grabbing his hand walking out of the studio. As we walked out we were surrounded by body guards and screaming girls. Niall stopped to sign a girls shirt, I just told him to do his thing and I was going home. I was almost to my car when I heard someone yell my name. I turned around to see three girls.
"Yes?"
"You really should have tried better." The blonde one said.
"Tried what better?" I asked confused.
"Killing yourself." The brunette said in a duh tone.
Oh she did not just say that. Shit is going to go down.
Random person: You're going to let that girl talk to you like that?
Me: I kind of don't want to kick a girl's ass on tv. I have the decency not to do that, by the way who is this?
Random Person: Your brother.
My brother. He is already home?! I quickly added his number to my phone.
Me: You're watching the interview? And are you with Kayla?!
Bubba: Yes, we will be in Pismo in three days.
"Got thirty seconds people." The stage manager yells.
I didn't even realize I was still sitting on the ground. Everyone started getting back in their positions.
"Who were you texting?" Niall leaned down and whispered in my ear.
"My brother he is coming in three days!" I said excitedly. Niall leaned back and chuckled at my excitedness.
"3...2...1" the cameraman pointed at Kiana.
"And we are back with One Direction and their girlfriends. We still have a couple more questions then this interview will be done." She said smiling.
"Next question please."
"What's the most embarrassing thing you made each other do."
"Well I got Breanne to." Louis started.
"Louis don't bring that up." I warned.
"Aw come on." Louis begged.
"What were you going to stay how you got Breanne drunk and how you convinced her to kiss that girl." Harry said with an evil smile. Damn you Haz. I throwing my head back.
"It's okay babe we know you're not lesbian." Niall said winking at me.
"Well that interesting.." The girl said awkwardly sitting down.
"Liam, is Ashleigh everything you described that you want in a girl."
"Yes, yes she is. She might even be better." He said smiling. The audience let out a bunch of 'awwws'. I looked out of the corner of my eye and see Ashleigh blushing.
"do any of you girls have any tattoos? And if you do can I see them."
"I don't have one." Andrea said.
"Me either." Monique said.
"Neither do we." Both Natalie and Ashleigh say.
"I do." I said. I stood up and walked up toward the camera. I pull down my sleeve and show my wrist. I have a tattoo of a heart with a lock that is unlocked on it. Everyone gasped
"The meaning of the tattoo is that I wear my heart on my sleeve." I said smiling.
"Y-your wrist." The girl stuttered. What's wrong with my wrist, then I remember the cutting scars.
"Oh um, yeah." I said putting my head down walking back.
"Wait!" The girl yelled into the mic. "Can I come down and look at them." She asked shyly. I nodded my head, the girl came down. She was about 16 she had black hair and green eyes that stand out. She walked up to me slowly,
"Come on I don't bite." I said smiling at her. I lifted both of my sleeves, she gasped.
"Why did you do this to yourself.?" She asked. I know everyone around the world that was watching will hear this so who cares. I let out a deep breathe.
"Well, first when Niall left me and went away on tour leaving me which made me feel unwanted like he didn't want make the relationship work, oh also my mother soon after left me to run away with her boyfriend which made me even more unwanted. Also with the boys gone I got picked on again by my bully. She told me I was a loser, pathetic, worthless and no one needed me. And I believed her, of course I had the girls but I still believed it. I couldn't bare the emotional pain anymore, so I thought feeling it physically would make it better, and to me it did. But I wish I didn't do. Because I could've killed myself." I said
The girl was teary eyed. I took my thumbs and wiped away the tears.
"No reason to cry over me." I said giving her a smile.
"I know it's just that you are perfect." She said.
"I am far from perfect, trust me." I said.
"The interview is going to end soon." Kiana reminded me.
"That's fine I think me and my new friend are going to chat backstage while you guys finish I said smiling while putting my arm around her shoulder and walking off stage with her.
I went back to the room where we waited to go on.
"How did you stop?" She finally asked.
"Well, I don't know honestly. One day I just finally realized it didn't really make me feel better." I said shrugging.
"Please, don't do it again." She said hugging me .
"Wasn't planning to." I said hugging her back.
"Please don't listen to those birches." She said pointing at the audience.
"Fuck, I tried but they are so bitchy and it's hard not going and punching them." I said.
"I know, I resisted punching the girl who called you guys ugly. You guys are all really beautiful." She said.
"You are too." I said giving her a smile. "You know you are really cool, I'm going to give you my number. Let me see your phone." Without hesitation she handed me her phone.
"Here, now put your number in mine." I said handing her my phone. She quickly put in her number.
"You know what?" I said.
"What?" She said.
"I don't know your name."
"I'm Emily." She said smiling.
"Nice meeting you." I said.
"The pleasure is all mine, I should go. I have to get my purse." She said pointing back at her seat.
"Okay text me later." I said waving at her as she walked away.
"Looks like you got a new best friend." Niall said wrapping his arm around my waist and pulling me closer.
"I think I did." I said smiling at the direction where Emily was walking.
"We should get going babe." Niall whispered.
"Alright let's go." I said grabbing his hand walking out of the studio. As we walked out we were surrounded by body guards and screaming girls. Niall stopped to sign a girls shirt, I just told him to do his thing and I was going home. I was almost to my car when I heard someone yell my name. I turned around to see three girls.
"Yes?"
"You really should have tried better." The blonde one said.
"Tried what better?" I asked confused.
"Killing yourself." The brunette said in a duh tone.
Oh she did not just say that. Shit is going to go down.
ahhh... I can't believe it's the end... Im gonna read the entire story again.
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