We all climbed out of the Escalade to go into Nando's. We walked into the restaurant.
"Breanne! Niall! My best costumers!" Fernando yelled. "I haven't seen you in forever!" he said embracing both me and Niall.
"I know! I missed all the good food!" me and Niall both said.
"well let's get you seated!" he said gesturing us towards our usual table. Me, Louis, and Zayn sat on one side of the the booth while Niall, Liam, Harry, and Natalie sat on the other.
"so how has things been Breanne?" Liam asked.
"good. Um I just graduated college, I am a music engineer." I said with a smile
"oh that's exciting!" Louis said nudging me I couldn't help but crack a smile.
"didn't Simon say we could use a little help in the recording studio?" Harry asked with a cheeky smile. Oh boy I know where this is heading.
"I believe he did." Liam said giving me a sweet smile.
"you guys I can find a different label to work for, it's fine." I said convincingly
"no we should spend more time together." Niall said cheefully.
That's the last thing I wanted because if I spend more time with Niall I will fall for him all over again then when he has to leave I would be left in the same situation I was two years ago when he came back from his X-Factor Tour.
"you would be helping with a new band Simon signed, have you ever heard of Emblem 3?" Zayn asked.
"Oh my gosh Emblem 3 of course I know them! They were on X-Factor last year!" I squealed and nodded my head. I was smiling so big.
"are you fangirling over Emblem 3?" Louis said with a shocked expression on his face then I turned into his little pout face.
"yes! Oh my gosh Wesley is soo hot!" I said. I looked over at Niall he looked hurt when I said that, but hey he broke up with me, of course I want him back but I just don't know.
"I'm going to call Simon right now!" Harry said pulling pit his phone dialing Simon's number. I got up without saying a word and walked towards the bathroom but I stop right in front of the door and leaned up against the wall the I slid down to sit down. I pulled my knees up to my chest and rested my head on them. I'm trying to ignore Niall but he makes it too hard by trying to talk to him. Every time he does I just want to grab him and just kiss him, I want to feel wanted like I did back in high school. Can't I get that feeling back? I heard footsteps coming then someone sat by me. Just ignore them maybe they will go away. I scooted away from whoever it was. Then they scooted closer again. I nervous looked out of the corner of my eye to see Zayn. I let out sigh of relief.
"what are you doing?" Zayn asked
"thinking. I just do not know what to do right now." I replied
"the all knowing Breanne not knowing what to do?! Impossible!" he said sarcastically
"but seriously what's bothering you?" he asked with sincerity in his voice.
" I still love Niall. I know you probably think I'm weird but I think he is 'the one', but he probably doesn't think the same so I'm trying to ignore him so I can fight back my feelings but it's just not working. Nothing in my life is working right! If only the guy killed me instead of my dad, life would be a whole lot easier right now!" I cried. Did I just seriously say that to Zayn?