After the kiss, I soon remembered about Louis. I can't do this to him. I can't lead him on. I have to tell him I want to be with Niall. I looked and saw Niall was sitting on the edge of the couch staring at me.
"what's wrong Bree." he said concerned.
"just thinking about Louis..." I said trailing off.
"what about Louis?" he asked raising an eyebrow.
"well, me and Louis were kind of a thing. And um... We went on a date yesterday, but I asked for a sign to show me if I should be with Louis or not then Monique told me liked him and I realized that it was sure sign, then I came here to tell you I would give us a true chance. And that's when the whole Victoria thing happened. And yeah you know the rest." I said then taking a deep breathe, I look at Niall he showed no emotion at all, his eyes showed no hint of happiness nor anger.
"you went on a date with Louis?" he said, his voice hitching a bit.
"yes but that was before I knew what I wanted, and now I know what I want. And that's you." I said intertwining our hands. He squeezed my hands.
"you know you are the only girl attracted to me." he said sadly.
"what are you talking about." I asked confused, who wouldn't be attracted to him he is a very good looking guy and he has an awesome personality.
"well a girl in the crowd at one the arenas during the Up All Night tour she yelled out and told me that I was ugly and that I sucked at singing and that I didn't deserve to be in band." he said tearing up a bit.
"Niall you are beautiful, and a great singer and you deserve to be in the band because one direction wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you." I said giving him a smile, but he didn't budge.
"you know I look in the mirror and I just see my reflection and I just feel disgusted looking at myself." he said letting a tear escape from his eye. I tried to wipe the tear away but when o extended my arm out I felt a shock of pain throughout my entire arm. I just ignored it and wiped away the tears from his eyes.
"Listen to me Niall and listen good. You are beautiful and have loads of talent, don't me like me and live by what people say because you are better than that Niall I know you are." I said giving him a smile. He nodded his head and gave me a smile, a real smile. "good, now can you please get Lou for me I think I should do this now." he leaned over and kissed me softly on my forehead, then he got up and left. Now how am I going to do this without Lou getting hurt?