loved you from the start
prologue
naill's pov- "what is it niall" nutty asked with concern in her voice now. I can't tell her what if her love isn't mutual. "Oh uh do you want to order a pizza or go get something to eat with the lads" I said hoping she'd buy it. "Really niall that’s what so important you have to drag all the way to the kitchen to ask me” she shook her head. Yes she bought it thank you food. "What, food is a really delicate subject" I said playfully. “Yeah ok niall if you say so let's go get the others" she rolled her eyes. I couldn’t tell her why? UghI’ve liked her for 3 yrs. and I still don't have the courage to tell her. I didn't fall for her instantly I don't think she just so easy to be around and doesn't freak over things that would freak normal girls like el and dani.Even though she hides her beauty under baggy clothes.And keeps her hair up and puts it in a cap I still fell for her. We went back to the living room where the lads were playing fifa. Louis was chanting that he had beat harry. "Let’s go get something to eat'" Natalie said and they all cheered. She headed out the door.and the lads and I were getting our things " so are we going to tell her today during lunch" Louis asked us" we have to we only have two weeks left " Liam said we all nodded our head. We headed out the door where nutty was waiting for us into the car “took you long enough" she pouted. When we got to nandos we sat in a booth Liam, harry, and zayn sat on one side and on the other Louis, me and nutty. We ordered and while we waited there was a weird silence. “So what's up guys" she said in her Hispanic American accent. “okay nutty we have to tell you something" Louis said” ok sure what is it" she cheerfully asked. “Ok but please don’t be mad” harry pleaded. “Oh just say it it can’t be that bad” she said. I loved how optimistic she was how comforting. “Were going on a 6 months tour in two weeks” Liam said we were all hoping she won’t cry or get mad. Her mouth just dropped instantly. She was quiet for a long time I guess to process the information we’ve been gone for tours before but never this long. Louis broke the silence we all had” well love say something” he gave a sheepish smile that failed to come out right. “How long have you known about the tour” she asked with no expression in her face. “We’ve known about two months now” Liam informed her. “You knew this for two months and didn’t say anything” she stood up it look like there was tears forming in her eyes. She walked to the exit I fallowed her I was about took my hand on her shoulder when she turned around and was smiling. “Ii-I’m so sorry I want” she cut me off with her laughter why was she laughing “got you” she walked back to the table. The boys turned a red of embarrassment“ youshould have seen your faces” she started laughing hard “ oh your good you’re really good” Louis started to laugh. “Yeah that was good but not cool” zayn said. Wow she really was good I thought she was actually about to cry there were tears forming in her eyes. “Why on earth would you think I’d be mad, I’m happy for you” she said. “Well el, dani, perrie were upset” Liam said “well I don’t know if you haven’t noticed but I’m not like your girlfriends or other girls” she said almost proud. “Well we like you like that” harry said “and if you looked and dressed like the lads girlfriends I would date you”. A pain of jealousy rushed through me when harry said that I kicked him under the table and he jumped> the boys already knew about Natalie. “Sorry can’t say the same thing maybe other girls fall for the dimples and green eyes, but not this one” she said to harry. “Hey that’s mean” he pouted. We all started to laugh. After we got our meal the boys left in the car and left me and Natalie alone. I offered to walk her home since her place isn’t far from here and her brother would kill me if I let her go alone he’s a quite protective lad. We all promised each other we would try to see each other every day before we leave. Not that we don’t hang out almost every day together. All I know is these six months are going to be very long.
