Always & Forever
25.
Harry's POV:
"OLIVA, WAIT" I catch up to her.
"That wasn't" I try and justify myself, but she won't let me
"Forget it do what you want now." I say. NO!
"What?" My eyes flicker.
"Were done" She repeats.
I contemplate going after her. But I don't want to make things worse. This and isn't the end. I turn my head and see Lindsay has gone.
I hurt Olivia, in the most horrific way, but I didn't even do anything that's the worse part. When Lindsay put her hand on my thigh I swatted it away. I told her I don't and never want her. Olivia is the only one and I know deep down she knows that. I will give it two excruciating days without her with me because I know that is what she needs.
I wake up alone in my caravan usually this time of morning she is knocking bringing me diner breakfast. I get up - alone and throw on t. shirt and head to the house where dad, Jo and louis live. Since I confessed to the fire I let them go through a faze to hate me, and then they got over it so now I am welcomed again.
I walk in the house motionless, I step into the empty kitchen and help myself to a bowl of cereal.
"Harry hi," Jo walks in. "Sorry I just helped myself."
"Don't be silly your always welcome." She says while rummaging through her handbag.
"I need to get to work, but umm have dinner with us all tonight." She kindly offers.
"That sounds nice. Thanks" I smile.
"That was amazing thanks Jo." I thank her for the lovely meal. "Ok I'm gonna get going" Louis stands from the dinner table. "Where you going" I ask while clearing my plate.
"There's a beach party bonfire thing, you should come. It might help mend your broken my hear." He nudges me.
"My heart isn't broken. The only thing I have to mend is Olivia and me."
"Ok whatever helps you sleep at night." he mocks me.
"Wanna come?" He asks me again. "Umm maybe later, I have something to do first." I reply.
"Ok, well you know where I will be." He says.
I get back to my van
"AHHH" I groan loudly and cross out the words I have just written. I put my pen down and go for the guitar. I sing the lyrics softly and slowly they seem more coherent.
Please believe me, don't you see
The things you mean to me?
Oh I love you, I love you
I love, I love, I love Olivia
This is my song\ sorry to Olivia - a song. To be perfectly honest I started to write this song the first time we became official. There is no other way for me to express my love for her than through a song, its a romantic gesture in itself.
All these chords and lyrics are messing with my mind. So I put all my equipment down and head for walk at the beach. I walk and see the fire I must be getting close. I then feel my phone go off in my pocket.
Lindsay what the hell does she want. I click my message and my phone nearly purposely drops to the ground.
Olivia kissing some other guy??
"OLIVA, WAIT" I catch up to her.
"That wasn't" I try and justify myself, but she won't let me
"Forget it do what you want now." I say. NO!
"What?" My eyes flicker.
"Were done" She repeats.
I contemplate going after her. But I don't want to make things worse. This and isn't the end. I turn my head and see Lindsay has gone.
I hurt Olivia, in the most horrific way, but I didn't even do anything that's the worse part. When Lindsay put her hand on my thigh I swatted it away. I told her I don't and never want her. Olivia is the only one and I know deep down she knows that. I will give it two excruciating days without her with me because I know that is what she needs.
I wake up alone in my caravan usually this time of morning she is knocking bringing me diner breakfast. I get up - alone and throw on t. shirt and head to the house where dad, Jo and louis live. Since I confessed to the fire I let them go through a faze to hate me, and then they got over it so now I am welcomed again.
I walk in the house motionless, I step into the empty kitchen and help myself to a bowl of cereal.
"Harry hi," Jo walks in. "Sorry I just helped myself."
"Don't be silly your always welcome." She says while rummaging through her handbag.
"I need to get to work, but umm have dinner with us all tonight." She kindly offers.
"That sounds nice. Thanks" I smile.
"That was amazing thanks Jo." I thank her for the lovely meal. "Ok I'm gonna get going" Louis stands from the dinner table. "Where you going" I ask while clearing my plate.
"There's a beach party bonfire thing, you should come. It might help mend your broken my hear." He nudges me.
"My heart isn't broken. The only thing I have to mend is Olivia and me."
"Ok whatever helps you sleep at night." he mocks me.
"Wanna come?" He asks me again. "Umm maybe later, I have something to do first." I reply.
"Ok, well you know where I will be." He says.
I get back to my van
"AHHH" I groan loudly and cross out the words I have just written. I put my pen down and go for the guitar. I sing the lyrics softly and slowly they seem more coherent.
Please believe me, don't you see
The things you mean to me?
Oh I love you, I love you
I love, I love, I love Olivia
This is my song\ sorry to Olivia - a song. To be perfectly honest I started to write this song the first time we became official. There is no other way for me to express my love for her than through a song, its a romantic gesture in itself.
All these chords and lyrics are messing with my mind. So I put all my equipment down and head for walk at the beach. I walk and see the fire I must be getting close. I then feel my phone go off in my pocket.
Lindsay what the hell does she want. I click my message and my phone nearly purposely drops to the ground.
Olivia kissing some other guy??
