Always & Forever
22.
Olivia's POV:
How they hell can he just lie straight to my face. I mean I understand his head was a mess that night, but I am hurting. I sit on the couch with Eleanor I have only known her for like a day but she is the only real friend I have.
"I'm so sorry." She opens the tub of ice cream and I dig my spoon and drown myself in it.
"Yea well it is what it is." I eat some more ice cream.
It is the next morning and I with El on the table I told her about my past and she has told me about hers. She had a younger sister who died and her mum blames her for the accident so she ran away from home and that's how she ended up here.
"Is that Harry again?" She asks as my phone goes off. I ignore it and nod my head. The there is a knock at the door.
"You answer it, and if its him tell him I went out." I whisper to El as I go and hide
I hear the door open and hear his voice. "Hey umm is Olivia here?" He asks.
"No." I hear El.
"Well umm where is she?" He asks
"She went out." El replies.
Then there is silence.
"Um why do you have two breakfasts on the table then?" HE asks her.
SHIT!! Think of an excuse El!
"Ok she's in the hallway?" El surrenders.
"ELEANOR" I come out.
"Can we talk?" Harry looks at me.
We both walk along the beach as he is explaining to me what happened that night.
"I didn't think I was even coming back here, after everything that mum had done.
We were both just sitting by her pool talking, and then without even realising I kissed" He says and I feel a lump in my throat.
"I wasn't thinking straight that night and I didn't care about anything." He continues. "Anyway the next morning I got up and I told her nothing could ever happen between us. And I came back home realising the one I want and will aways want is you."
He concludes.
I take a deep breath.
"You still lied about it all." I say as I face him. "I know I just thought I could forget it because it meant nothing. I am so sorry Olivia" He takes my hand.
"Would you have told me, if she hadn't shown up?" I ask him
"I wanna say yes, but i don't know." He answers honestly.
"So can we please forget about this all. Please. I am sorry." Let go of his hand.
"I'm sorry I need some time." I say and walk away.
I need to clear my head and process everything.
After walking and walking I don't feel any different. I know the kiss meant nothing but it was the lying he should have just told me and maybe I wouldn't have been that mad. Everything is just so much.
I keep walking and coming my way I see her -Lindsay.
"hey" She says with an evil smirk
"Get lost." I brush past her, but oh she's not done yet.
"Look I am so sorry that your boyfriend was all over me." I turn back around and try not get emotional.
"It was one stupid moment that he regrets." I find myself defending him.
"Oh babe just one moment, is that what he told you." She says and walks away.
I stop and take a breath, none of this makes sense, My head is clouded even more now. NO it was one time wasn't it?
Harry's POV:
I worry about Liv's state of mind now. I never meant to hurt her, I should have just been honest with her. I sit at the diner Liam and Niall just left. Then walks in Lindsay.
"Hey handsome" She sits a little to close so I move a bit over.
"Hi"
"Oh why so down?" She moves closer to me.
"None of your business."
"Oh come on at least yo weren't labelled a slut just then." She says
"What do you mean?"
"Your precious girlfriend just verbally attacked me before called me a slut."
"What, she did?" that doesn't sound like Olivia at all.
"Well it's ok people say mean things when there mad."
"So what do you wanna do today" She asks me. "Nothing I'm waiting for my girlfriend."
"Oh come on I won't tell her if you won't" She whippers seductively in my ear as she puts her hand on my thigh.
Olivia POV:
After more walking and more contemplating, I stopped by home only to walk in in El and Louis making out on the couch that escalated more quickly than I could ever imagine. So I missed my girl chat with her.
"Hey Liv." Liam and Nill walk over to me.
"Hey." I weakly smile. "Have you seen H?" I ask.
"Yea his at the diner." Liam tells me. "Oh by the way there's a beach party later wanna come?" Niall asks me.
"Umm i'll see."
"see ya later." They say and walk up to the diner.
I walk in and try and find him.
Then I see him with her, she has her hand on his thigh and sitting closely to each other. He hasn't even noticed me yet.
"Are you kidding?" I speak up and turn around and leave.
"OLIVA, WAIT" He catches up to me.
"That wasn't" He tries to justify, but this time I won't let him.
"Forget it do what you want now." I say
"What?" His eyes flicker.
"Were done"
I leave with tears streaming down my face.
How they hell can he just lie straight to my face. I mean I understand his head was a mess that night, but I am hurting. I sit on the couch with Eleanor I have only known her for like a day but she is the only real friend I have.
"I'm so sorry." She opens the tub of ice cream and I dig my spoon and drown myself in it.
"Yea well it is what it is." I eat some more ice cream.
It is the next morning and I with El on the table I told her about my past and she has told me about hers. She had a younger sister who died and her mum blames her for the accident so she ran away from home and that's how she ended up here.
"Is that Harry again?" She asks as my phone goes off. I ignore it and nod my head. The there is a knock at the door.
"You answer it, and if its him tell him I went out." I whisper to El as I go and hide
I hear the door open and hear his voice. "Hey umm is Olivia here?" He asks.
"No." I hear El.
"Well umm where is she?" He asks
"She went out." El replies.
Then there is silence.
"Um why do you have two breakfasts on the table then?" HE asks her.
SHIT!! Think of an excuse El!
"Ok she's in the hallway?" El surrenders.
"ELEANOR" I come out.
"Can we talk?" Harry looks at me.
We both walk along the beach as he is explaining to me what happened that night.
"I didn't think I was even coming back here, after everything that mum had done.
We were both just sitting by her pool talking, and then without even realising I kissed" He says and I feel a lump in my throat.
"I wasn't thinking straight that night and I didn't care about anything." He continues. "Anyway the next morning I got up and I told her nothing could ever happen between us. And I came back home realising the one I want and will aways want is you."
He concludes.
I take a deep breath.
"You still lied about it all." I say as I face him. "I know I just thought I could forget it because it meant nothing. I am so sorry Olivia" He takes my hand.
"Would you have told me, if she hadn't shown up?" I ask him
"I wanna say yes, but i don't know." He answers honestly.
"So can we please forget about this all. Please. I am sorry." Let go of his hand.
"I'm sorry I need some time." I say and walk away.
I need to clear my head and process everything.
After walking and walking I don't feel any different. I know the kiss meant nothing but it was the lying he should have just told me and maybe I wouldn't have been that mad. Everything is just so much.
I keep walking and coming my way I see her -Lindsay.
"hey" She says with an evil smirk
"Get lost." I brush past her, but oh she's not done yet.
"Look I am so sorry that your boyfriend was all over me." I turn back around and try not get emotional.
"It was one stupid moment that he regrets." I find myself defending him.
"Oh babe just one moment, is that what he told you." She says and walks away.
I stop and take a breath, none of this makes sense, My head is clouded even more now. NO it was one time wasn't it?
Harry's POV:
I worry about Liv's state of mind now. I never meant to hurt her, I should have just been honest with her. I sit at the diner Liam and Niall just left. Then walks in Lindsay.
"Hey handsome" She sits a little to close so I move a bit over.
"Hi"
"Oh why so down?" She moves closer to me.
"None of your business."
"Oh come on at least yo weren't labelled a slut just then." She says
"What do you mean?"
"Your precious girlfriend just verbally attacked me before called me a slut."
"What, she did?" that doesn't sound like Olivia at all.
"Well it's ok people say mean things when there mad."
"So what do you wanna do today" She asks me. "Nothing I'm waiting for my girlfriend."
"Oh come on I won't tell her if you won't" She whippers seductively in my ear as she puts her hand on my thigh.
Olivia POV:
After more walking and more contemplating, I stopped by home only to walk in in El and Louis making out on the couch that escalated more quickly than I could ever imagine. So I missed my girl chat with her.
"Hey Liv." Liam and Nill walk over to me.
"Hey." I weakly smile. "Have you seen H?" I ask.
"Yea his at the diner." Liam tells me. "Oh by the way there's a beach party later wanna come?" Niall asks me.
"Umm i'll see."
"see ya later." They say and walk up to the diner.
I walk in and try and find him.
Then I see him with her, she has her hand on his thigh and sitting closely to each other. He hasn't even noticed me yet.
"Are you kidding?" I speak up and turn around and leave.
"OLIVA, WAIT" He catches up to me.
"That wasn't" He tries to justify, but this time I won't let him.
"Forget it do what you want now." I say
"What?" His eyes flicker.
"Were done"
I leave with tears streaming down my face.
